MONDAY MONDAY MONDAY

4:22 AM
Okay. Yeah, well it’s uh you know, Daylight Savings Time happened. So all the uh, clocks that don’t automatically set themselves like the 1 in my car and the 1 on the stove,

They still display the old Time.

Well, I guess it’s. Yeah because it’s a little slow on my car. It says 319. Yeah.

But I guess it’s 422. Hahaha.

I know I like, I started going off on another rant about my roommates and this. Shit. Phone, got a got the wrong smudge on it in the wrong place. Started fucking up and so I just started over. But, uh, I don’t know. I was just talking about like the same crap. I always do about the chicks. Haha You know, but I love my new roommate like I do as like, I think she’s a really sweet person but I think she’s nuts. Yeah. She’s uh, she’s really nuts.

The reason I say that is yesterday, I don’t know if she was like getting ready to go out. I don’t know what she was doing, but for about 2 hours. She just clomped around, in her room, I guess wearing these boots. I was in the Kitchen making hot dogs when saw her leave out Saturday night. Wearing high heel boots or something. Like uh she’s just a tiny little lady though. She reminds me a lot of my friend Natalie. Yeah, like the 1, I took roller skating

She is way way, way less scary than Natalie. Uh, but Natalie is Natalie can be really scary. Like cuz she’s An alcoholic. I don’t know, maybe she’s better. Now, 2 years ago, she was an alcoholic and She waves guns around. And you know shooting guns and stuff. Her husband shot himself in front of her in their kitchen a few years ago. She’s

You know, Natalie is insane, you know? Yeah, but there’s this like just she’s super fucking cute though. And that’s kind of the funny thing about it and uh like it never we never you know, it wasn’t

Like, it could have happened. Like, you know, but I couldn’t have done it because she was so drunk. The last, really the 2 times, we hung out. Yeah. I was just like, dang. She’s too drunk. It’s like,

Yeah she got really aggressive about it though like forward with me the last time but then she passed out haha and I was like oh dang it. Haha Yeah. Like, I mean, I just held her and petted her and fell asleep, you know?

But uh, Yeah, that that chick does she reminds me of like a way less scary version of Natalie.

But I love her. Um, it’s it’s kind of cute to listen to her Clomp around and she was going through her closet. I could hear her shoving around the clothes hangers. And like she was doing this over, and over and over. I can hear it. Like, cuz she’s right there and she’s really loud, uh, the right next to my room and, uh,

Like, I would hear her get her keys like her car keys, you know? Like I could tell, like, she was getting stuff. I could hear the keys and hear them jangle, like she was going out to her car and she would leave her room, shut the door, like and then go back in a room, you know, and then Clomp around and go through her closet, some more. And then, you know, I’d hear the keys again, I think 1 time, she went down the stairs, and then she came back up, I don’t know what she was doing. Yeah, it was like she was like going back and forth and back and forth like she just thought she was leaving or something. You know, I was just like Lord. Help

Ha ha ha. But finally, like she left, I don’t know, I don’t even remember the time it was because I fell asleep last night.

I got about 5 hours of sleep. I think. I wish I would have gotten more.

But it’s really foggy, I have a sore throat, it was going away and then it came back.

But yeah, I don’t know, but she kind of she reminds me of like, a cross between my friend Natalie. Uh, and my ex fiance. Yeah.

Like her cooking supper. The other night that, that was something my ex fiance would have done and Burnt, you know, everything and fucking Because Natalie was actually a really good cook. Like she was, uh, she has a tattoos on her fingers that says food. On 1 hand and life on the other because food. She lives with the food life, but food equals life. Haha I don’t know. She was explaining it to me 1 day, and like it was something really deep. You know, and I was like,

Oh I Love You Natalie you know she’s just so cute and the roommate chick is I mean I I’ve mentioned that a whole bunch haha she just is Really, really cute.

I don’t know but it was just and then this morning she was up and she wasn’t clurmping around but she was making a lot of noise and I was like you know, it’s Fucking 3:00 a.m. like, what are you doing? Haha you little Heathen You know, I don’t know, her that well, I just get the same, you know, energy like the same Vibes, I guess off of her that I got off Natalie. She’s like she’s a lot more like my friend Natalie than She is like my ex fiance but I guess what reminds me also like about my ex fiance is that she’s also a musician and stuff. Yeah, but not as she’s not as scary as Natalie but she’s not as, um,

I guess.

Accomplished as a musician. As my ex fiance was who which I think now she just Wastes it, you know? Yeah, I don’t think My ex fiance does anything with music anymore. Except karaoke. And I think that’s kind of sad.

But I don’t think she has a job. But like the new roommate chick. I don’t know what she does. I don’t know if she’s on a fixed income, like the other roommate, like my friend Natalie and my ex fiance and my friends, Peter and Brandon and uh

Several other people I know. Yeah, I was just like I do. I know a disproportionate amount of people.

Like that. Yeah, just like people who don’t have to work and it just all it does is make them even crazier. And it’s like, you know, I would rather work myself to Death at a factory than be on disability. I would rather kill over on the line, Haha in front of all my coworkers

Yeah. It’s kind of funny. But uh, I don’t know, my other roommate, the 1 that took me back and forth to work. Like she doesn’t have a car right now but her sister apparently supposedly, is supposed to buy her a car like she was selling her house and supposed to buy her a car and they have had a lot of ins and outs and so I have no idea, you know,

Well, I’m already on my exit.

4:30.

Is I’m hungry. I wish I would have made some hot dogs on the way out.

But I really wasn’t.

Um,

I don’t know how to say it. Yeah.

I ate all that food yesterday. Over 2 pounds of delicious food. But uh I didn’t eat again. Yeah, I didn’t eat again. I was, I got hungry. I went out to the dollar store.

And I got more hot dogs and more hot dog buns. But then it went away so I didn’t eat again. I didn’t eat them.

Oh, I hope I still. I hope I have

Oh SpaghettiOs, I was in here because uh I bought 2 cans, I left them in my room.

Yeah, I’ve got 1. Can I’ve got 2 cans of SpaghettiOs? Okay.

Wow, the racetrack. It’s lonely.

I’m going to go in here and get coffee and I’m going to come right back.

Looks like 1 of the team leads from Target.

It’s crazy. Girl, like it up here at the

Not that crazy girl. Uh, this other crazy girl. Haha

Up here at the RaceTrac. I don’t know.

They had croissants out the double sausage croissant.

I got one! And I just felt like I deserved it, but

I didn’t. Haha

Behind me.

That stupid asshole. Pulled out in front of me

In the Fog.

No, I don’t know. You know somebody they pull out in front of me. Like in the fog.

And there wasn’t anybody behind me or anything like just like, you know, it was stupid.

It is, it’s really foggy.

But I don’t know. Like I it’s like I do. I really do love the new roommate chick. But, You know, I think there’s a lot more to her. I think she probably has a really crazy story and like like, you know, I mean everybody does but I think there’s a lot more to her than

You know like my friend Natalie she reminds me like I can’t It’s like, you know she reminds me a lot of my friend Natalie.

And she has 2 kids, uh, that she doesn’t. Raise. You know, I don’t know what is going on with that. That’s Natalie is the same way.

And I think the kids’ families like the the dads. They won’t let her see the kids. One of them Is about 18 now I think. Yeah like uh 1 of them. I know. Like they are she doesn’t even have contact with them. I think the oldest one of them that she gets to do like emails and stuff with She doesn’t call or talk to she emails.

Yeah. Um,

So, I mean, you know, I don’t that’s not something I understand, you know, I’m not like trying to be so judgmental or anything about it, but it’s not something I understand.

Uh, because the kids, my kids, it kills me. Every day.

That I don’t fucking see my kids. I’m just like, what the fuck I miss my kids all the time. That’s why I blow all my money on them.

God, it’s foggy. I know I’m in the parking lot now.

I don’t know. I feel like I’m getting better though. Like. You know, I’m less freaked out about having a girlfriend. Than I’ve, uh, you know than I used to be. Uh, there was this chick. I almost talked to yesterday. Did I beat crazy girl to the parking lot? Oh, I beat crazy girl. No, I didn’t crazy girl is certainly here.

Looks like crazy girl has already went in.

No crazy girl went in. Haha I’m just going to park beside crazy girl.

And she’s already went into the plant.

So, Nobody gets here before crazy girl.

Except me. Yeah.

Ho ho, ho.

I said, ho ho ho Ho ho, What would I be saying? Ho ho. Ho, I said, ho ho. Ho.

Ho.

Oh my God, this app, fuck you. What else do I have to say, though? Like, what else can I talk about?

Oh, it’s 4:44. Yeah.

My alarm goes off.

Once I get my stuff,

I said, I have to get my stuff.

And I do, I have 2 cans of SpaghettiOs.

I just smashed my sunglasses with 1 of them. My poor babies.

Yeah, I was at the Dollar General last night and there was the super cute chick. She was wearing a safety glasses like the safety glass. Like over things over her regular glasses and she was walking really like like really goofy. I think that was something like Oh like she might have been handicapped in some way, but she was really, really cute. And I was like oh my God, you know, I just I couldn’t bring myself to talk to her but I almost did and that’s what I mean. I like I’m getting better. But I am fixing to go in the plant.

And I’m going to edit this. And I’m going to try probably try to get some chocolate chip cookies or something from the cafeteria. Um, yay. Alright

Haha. There we go. Thank you, please.