TUESDAY

5:17 AM
Hello. Yeah. I’m just driving to work. I got up about 2 hours later than I usually do.

Ha Ha Ha Ha

Um, what else?

I don’t know, I just feel like making a post. I feel better than I did yesterday but I guess I needed the extra sleep. Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah I’m just going to work. Yeah, no gym today. I guess

I don’t know what else to say. Shit, I was just wanted to make it. I just wanted to make a Post. Haha

I woke up. I don’t remember the dreams, I had.

I talked to the new roommate for a little bit yesterday while I was making my Hot dogs. Yeah and uh she’s got 2 dogs and 1 of them is just the happiest nicest dog I’ve ever met and the other 1 is you know it’s getting a little better it was like You know, it was like,

I don’t know the other dog. Uh, it’s not barking and growling at me all the time. Now. Haha It stressed me out especially when she first moved in, what was that? Gosh is like No, a week and a half ago. Yeah so I mean she hasn’t lived here that long But uh, she was talking about how she had went ice skating or something. I think it was yesterday. She went Ice skating and I was telling her about how I couldn’t skate to save my life and I almost like mentioned When I took the last time I went skating, I took my friend Natalie skating, and then I stopped myself it’s like, well I’m just going to go off talking about how much she reminds me of my friend Natalie, like a 10 years, younger version.

But not as extreme like, there’s no way. And I was thinking about that earlier, like, uh, like my roommates because none of the people I’ve met though. Oh,

Like their whole like friend group cuz it’s a, it’s a lot of people but they’re not.

Extreme people like I am. And I am too. I’m an extreme fucking person. And like that’s how uh, all my friends are and shit. But like you know, I was just thinking I was like

Like, if they had any idea, like who I am and the people that I know, like my friends, especially from, back in the day, Because my ex-wife, she had I guess, a civilizing effect on me like like a Big 1. She’s the only reason I did anything normal, I have no idea where I would be if it if I hadn’t married,

My ex-wife. Yeah.

But I was just thinking about that because I was at a Christmas party. I think I had been living there about a month and uh my roommate. She throws Christmas parties and stuff and they’re all like, you know, the lgbt Community like that’s that’s like my roommates that’s their like that’s the only thing. As far as like like their character and who they are as people. They are normal as fuck. And I was sitting there. Uh, just like wow, these people are just boring as shit to me. Hahaha Yeah, they are like none of these. People are exciting. And then a guy walked in with a kilt Yeah, wearing a kilt. And I was like

And he just, you know, he just did it to to be wearing a kilt. It’s not like he’s, you know, he Oh my God and he dated that chick who set a trap for me like I that’s 1 of the things cuz that was the first thing when I saw that guy. I was like, ew! What? A fucking lame ass you know like cuz he just radiated like like fucking poser energy. Yeah. Like real bad. And, uh, I just, I just looked at him and he looked at me and I was like, okay, dude, it’s not that he was wearing a kilt. It was why he was wearing a kilt. You know, I don’t know, the boss lady roommate, she is different. Like she is actually a really like you can, she’s more way more than average. Yeah, but like, most of the people I’ve met, I’m trying to think of anyone in particular. Oh gosh her sister is extraordinary too. Some of them are really good artists. There was a lady I don’t know If she is still renting a space in the garage. And she’s a really good artist. I was impressed by some of the stuff she was making and some of her art. And, um,

Yeah. Like, you know, I mean they’re not I mean I’m not just like, you know, it’s not just a like all of them but they’re not. I mean those aren’t my people though, like I’m way too much. But that’s what uh I when I was at that party, I was just like, I’m in a party. I took a picture. Of it. I’m probably going to post that picture but like all those people they were nice though. Yeah. I mean, that’s, I mean, they were like, you know, they didn’t suck or anything, you know, that’s not my point. I was just like, I’m just way too much for these people.

Um, It was just funny, you know. Yeah, I’m all day and like. So I didn’t really know what to do with myself. I just sat there and there was a chick from Finland and I immediately I was like, hey, you’re from Finland and she was like I am and it’s like, oh my God, I knew that.

But when I saw that chick that’s when I was the the girl who set a trap for me. Uh the pets sitter chick that was so fucked up but not though that’s not the first time that happened like and people do that kind of shit all the time like you know, why wouldn’t I just You know, just have some free instant sex with some weird chick, but when I was looking at her, Facebook that’s when I decided that she wasn’t my type was, she had a

A picture like 1 of her profile pictures. I was looking through her Facebook because this was after I talked to her, I was like, she seems pretty cool, you know, cuz I don’t know anybody up here and I, you know, I’m always up for, you know, I want to make new friends and I don’t ever get out and that’s like the people like the most people I’ve been exposed to is through living in the house and um, What I was looking through a profile pictures and I saw a, uh, oh, I can’t even. Like, repeat what? It said. It was too cringy I almost want to find it and post it. Yeah. But um, Oh when I saw a picture of him and her together, I was like that makes so much sense. Haha Yeah, that girl is not my type.

And a lot of people that I’ve noticed,

That I’ve met up here. They there are those the kind of people they they pretend to do things. Uh, they don’t really do things. For real. Like they pretend. They like how things, uh, look, or make them look, but there’s no real substance underlying that, you know, they’re just a bunch of posers, that’s what I mean. Yeah, that’s what that guy. And like my roommate, who took me back and forth to work, that was the first thing out of my daughter’s mouth. When I asked her what she thought about my roommates, and she’s like, well that chick’s a poser. Yeah, and I was like she is like oh my gosh. She totally is

And uh, Yeah, I don’t know I don’t want to talk about roommates though for a while. I was just thinking about all that and I don’t even remember what started me thinking about that. Oh yeah. That’s where all the people, I know. But yeah, like you know we used to have a lot of fun back in the day. Like me and my friends. We were the craziest bunch of people on Sand Mountain. And that’s uh, that’s saying a lot because Sand Mountain is a very crazy fucked up place.

You know, once you get out of the, like the main stream part of it,

But, uh, I don’t know. I mean What what do they call them hipsters? Yeah. That’s uh, they’re like that’s all the, the hipsters from the mid 2000s are like in their late 30s and early 40s. Now you know that’s that’s that scene that’s the scene. Yeah.

But,

Gosh, I get paid tomorrow and I can’t wait. I’m going to probably go get Mexican food, I don’t know. I’ve got to give my ex-wife a bunch of money for my son’s Space Camp Adventure. But it’s not space camp, it’s something else but it’s like Space Camp. You call it something else.

I’m fixing to hit her up for twenty dollars too.

Um maybe yeah right that’s I guess that’s what yeah 1 of the reasons why I let that chick borrow $10 yesterday. Because uh, I knew that I could probably borrow $20 from

My ex-wife, it’s probably like. Oh,

I forgot. I said this is the same. Oh yeah it’s hard for me to turn down. People asking me for money or anything if I’ve got the money or the stuff. Like that was this guy. He was just bumming. I mean that’s all he was doing outside of the IHOP 1 day. He’s like, hey man, could you help me out? Could you help me out and buy me a sandwich or something? And you know what I did? Yeah, I did. And I just was like, you know, And then the people. Oh, I made a post about that. Yeah. I was just thinking about all the people, But I need to get out. I need to start getting married again.

And uh, yeah, I need to get out again. Do I really need to get married again? I did not say that.

Hello. Ha ha ha ha.

Yeah.

Well, I have 6 dollars. And I can either get coffee.

Well, I have a bunch of crackers. I don’t know, I don’t know what I want to do. Do I even want to stop at the racetrack?

You know, I don’t think I do. Yeah, I think I’m just going to go into the plant and get something out of a machine for breakfast. I might get a damn honey bun. Yeah, that’s what I’m going to do. And I’ve got like, energy drink stuff.

I don’t know. I hate to say this, but when I have money, I need to live like I don’t have money like I do now, like I’m just not spending any money.

Yeah, because I don’t have it though.

That’s how I saved money. When uh, my roommate was taking me back and forth to work. Because I just didn’t.

You know, spend any but uh I also didn’t get the kids either for gosh when

I didn’t see the kids for like 3 months or something and that I almost fucking killed me. Yeah, it’s easy to forget. That chick has like 2 kids. She isn’t raising like when I’m standing there talking to her like, like yesterday, I was just like God, she’s so fucking cute. You know, I just wonder what. I wonder what the deal is with that because she seems like a really sweet

Oh, just I mean, she just is she’s like a really sweet. Intelligent person, so I don’t really understand.

Yeah, I know chicks who don’t raise their kids and I know chicks who do You know, and the ones who don’t there’s like I don’t really know how to explain it. There’s like there’s something Not there with them. And I haven’t spent enough time with this chick and I probably never will though uh to really figure out what that is but who knows? Like, I don’t know how long she’s going to live there. I noticed that uh she was with a dude for about a year and a half or something. I mean, I did I stalked all of her Facebook page trying to get an idea of who she is. You know, there wasn’t anything like weird. I mean you know I do talk maybe I talk about like, how cute she is too much. Haha I don’t know. I mean I love her though but we’re roommates, because the boss lady roommate is cute too. Yeah, she is. This is like, sometimes I just look at her. I was like, God, I just want to kiss her, you know, hahaha, especially when I first moved in.

Damn the traffic. Oh my God.

Actually that’s kind of a funny story. The uh,

Dick eater cut in on me, you fucking Prick. Bastard asshole. God, these fucking people, dude.

And and you know, it’s not all the my co-workers. It’s a lot of these people up here who work for Amazon they are notorious for fucking being awful because there’s a there’s 2 Amazon distribution centers up here. And uh, They are a crazy Bunch, but yeah, the boss lady roommate. I haven’t really talked about like how I know her and stuff. I mean, I just know her from Facebook, but she was 1 of my Facebook crushes. Hahaha Yeah. Oh my God, she was And uh when I first met her, I was like, dang, you know, like gosh I like wow, there she is. And I’m living here, you know, but she was And she is. She’s a very, very special. Like awesome person. That was the thing, like my daughter like that was, you know, Uh after she was like well you know that chick’s a poser but you know the uh, You know, the boss lady roommate, I’m the only person I think that calls her that um not to her face. Haha Yeah. But my daughter was like that chick’s. Awesome as hell. And she is, and she does a lot of stuff for like other people. Like she’s real, like socially conscience and Just a really, really super kind Big-hearted, you know, sweet person. But I would never want to piss her off. Yeah. Like oh my God, I would die. If She was ever mad at me.

Oh my gosh, but the uh chick who took me, the the roommate who took me back and forth to work.

Hates her like it’s just jealousy though. It’s like Grow up, you know, that was like the big like what? I just found myself thinking that 90% of the time when she would be going off and she would just go on these tirades about bullshit all the time about how people are awful. 1 person can be great and she would hold her finger up and shake it in the air, you know, it was a proclamation, From like like she was some kind of evolved, you know, intellect.

Haha. Yeah, you know and uh 1 person can be great. Oh my God I wish I would have recorded and I do I think I’ve got a couple of things where I recorded like some of the shit she said, but I wish I would have recorded her every day. Like if I could go back and do that I would be really happy right now. I would I would go back. I would like make which I’m I’m going to with what I have but The Good the really, really good stuff. I didn’t get it. Like her screaming in my face about how she was fucking herself. By helping me get a car.

Like, I mean that that right there took the cake for me and that was like, that was the thing. I was like grow the fuck up. You giant fucking Baby

Who the hell are you? Yeah. Like, who the hell do you think you are? You know?

Like I wasn’t ever like I was never going to get a car on my own or anything, you know. I had saved up about 2000 dollars.

Well. Kind of sucks.

I don’t get to park by crazy girl today.

I get to Park.

Well, not too far down, that’s not too.

Hello. Yeah, I really do need to get a new phone that’s shit. So aggravating but anyways, um,

I forgot to get my other account of spaghetti is that?

No.

Because this is the tamales isn’t it? Yep. I forgot. My SpaghettiOs at the house in my room. So, I’m going to have to Borrow $20 from My ex-wife to eat lunch. Oh my God. Oh my fucking god. Oh okay.

Okay. Okay. Well

Ha ha ha. Thank you, please.