5:10 PM
Hey uh well, I am driving home.
From work. What a crazy day. It could be Taco Tuesday, but I don’t think so. Haha
Uh, opened my Facebook back up and my Instagram. I said, you know, I’ve been single for 5 years. This is my 5 year, anniversary of being single. And uh I don’t know when that’s going to change though. But
I feel better than I ever have about. Love and romance and stuff.
As far as like I feel like you know, maybe I’m ready to Find it again for real.
Yeah. Um I’ve got to eat though. I’m really hungry really really hungry. And taco Tuesday, just hasn’t been that good. The last few times I’ve had it
And I don’t feel like going that far out of my way. Uh,
Yeah, I just don’t I am really tired although I shouldn’t be because production went down up until right after lunch. And I should not be this tired, but I am. I don’t know, I feel better talking.
I feel like I want to eat somewhere though. And then take a picture of what I eat And whatever. I mean, yeah, and be like happy 5 years anniversary of being single to me hahaha. But I took my blog down off Facebook and Instagram. So, uh, I don’t really want anybody to find this and read this, especially as much as I’ve been talking about my roommates lately. Haha Yeah. Was right now. Everything feels kind of balanced. I
Uh, you know, I’m not Burned out. On uh you know the 1 who took me back and forth to work her bullshit right now it’s okay. I feel okay about it, you know, the boss lady roommate. Um, I got to do my chores. But whatever.
And then the new roommate. Uh, I don’t know she’s just
Derp, derp derp. I guess. I don’t know. Yeah, ha ha ha. She, uh,
1 of The Roommate, the the the 1 who took me back and forth to work, I just I can’t name them, you know what I mean? Like I just can’t going to do that I could but uh I’m not going to, I don’t name people anymore. Or places, I work or anything like that. But uh, the 1 who took me back and forth to work, Yeah. Hello.
Hello.
Okay.
Okay, well anyways, she’s having a sleep study done.
Oh my God. Why?
No. I mean like
I don’t know if it’s a crappy cell area. Yeah, maybe so it maybe because I have the Wi-Fi turned on. But uh,
The hotspot. Yeah. Jesus Christ, my brain. She’s having a sleep study done and the um, somebody needs to take her dog out at like, 9:00 tonight or something, and I’ll probably be asleep. But, uh, everybody was like, yeah, we can do this or whatever and the new roommate she does, like play out places and so she’s a musician. Um, not quite like I am though, she’s like, uh, I think she just plays like cover songs. Mostly, she has some Originals. I haven’t really listened to any of her stuff that much. I listened, I watched a couple of her, um, Facebook reels 1 day, I was like, yeah, she’s good. They let her play up at at Bridge Street. Uh, but, you know I mean but she does she has like a You know. She she’s more of like 1 of those people. You see, like playing Cover songs. I mean, they’re everywhere. Yeah. I don’t really know. I should I should listen to some of her originals and give a critique of them but
Way too serious though, for me. Yeah, I mean I can just tell that she’s way too serious. Like the kind of music. I like I like stuff like you know the dead Milkmen and Jonathan Richman and Um, Fucking ween. You know, like, Stuff. That’s it’s it’s good but it’s not it’s you know it’s light hearted, it’s fun. It’s funny. Uh, but the sad stuff, which makes the the, you know, the sad stuff that much more heavy but Uh, I like music. That is fun. I like fun music. I can’t Even my songs that are tortured and fucked up sounding. Have a lot of humor in them. Yeah, I can’t just be all like, oh my pain in the world and stuff, you know, and be serious about it.
Cuz to me, that’s kind of lame. Yeah. Haha, I know but like, I mean, it just is it’s like okay well you take I mean it doesn’t. What am I trying to say? It doesn’t make like feelings. It does. I’m not trivializing a person’s feelings or experiences or anything. I just, I prefer things that are, uh, Are more fun. Music that makes me happy
Yeah.
I don’t know, I guess I’m kind of torn. Between uh,
Like going somewhere and sitting down and eating,
I don’t know where to do that at.
Fuck, I’m tired. Yeah, it sucks. But I feel better. I got. I had a really bad depressive episode. Uh, yeah, earlier. And I don’t know, the super cute girl from work. I mentioned her a few times. She was like the line was down. I said she came up there and like, was talking to the team leads and stuff and uh, she is, she is just so cute. I just couldn’t bring myself to talk to her though and I have felt weird about Talking to her ever since. Like, uh, I came up to her 1 day because she had been trying to talk to me, the whole fucking time. I’ve worked there and the 1 time, I finally worked the nerve up to talk to her, you know, I was like, hey how’s it going? And she gave me this really like
Shit, eating fucking thumbs up. It was like, you know, it was like a fuck you to me thumbs up and I was like, okay, well I can’t deal with that.
I just can’t deal with that. Yeah.
It’s like, I don’t run away to be a jerk, you know. But they don’t understand that. I did, uh, today, I passed the quality girl and I told her her hair looked nice. And that is probably. That’s 1 of the prettiest ladies I’ve ever seen.
Yeah. Oh, Oh my gosh. Yeah.
But you know, I don’t know. And then there’s that girl, I don’t know if I mentioned this other chick who like stares at me all the time, she works for 1 of the auxiliary companies. And she just stares at me all the fucking time and I tried to talk to her and she was mean and it scared me, but she still stares at me. It’s like I don’t understand what she expects me to do. I can’t if a chick is mean to me in any way or other it scares me, And I can’t, like,
I can’t mess with that. Like, it hurts too much. It freaks me out too bad. And that’s why I haven’t talked to Helmet gurl again. And helmet girl. Yeah like You know, helmet girl. Was my favorite 1 for a long time. I do not
Even know what to say about helmet, girl. I just
I I I can’t bring myself to try to talk to her again. It’s going to hurt. I can’t risk it. Hurting me again. It hurts. It hurts really bad and I just can’t deal with it.
That was I think my point last night was it like it was this morning? Yeah. When I was talking about the global population and then I got off sidetracked into something else.
But uh yeah, like I talk about all the chicks from work and stuff but there are so many billions of women on this planet. You know, there’s Hundreds of thousands of them in this city. So I mean, you know, I’ll find 1
Eventually, it’s okay. Yeah.
But yeah, I did, I had to take all, I had to take my blog down off, Facebook. Cuz I don’t want any like I don’t know that uh, new roommate, shit. I don’t know if she’s going to get all like weird and start. You know, how if she would read my blog, like look at my page, and be like, oh a Blog. Oh wow, oh my God, me, you know, that’s what, uh, Brittany did. Yeah.
I don’t ever want to think about Brittany Brianna Brown from Weaver, Alabama ever again.
And uh, that’s all I’m going to say about it.
Where do I want to eat?
Oh man, I don’t know if I want Vietnamese food again. Maybe I do though. Maybe I want to bahn mi sandwich. Oh my god. I think I’m on. Yeah, I’m going to get over. I’m going to get off up here at Jordan Lane. I’m going to go get me some Vietnamese food. That’s going to be my happy anniversary, 5-year anniversary of being single.
Uh, meal.
That’s what I’m going to do. Motherfucker I don’t think I’ve already passed it.
I haven’t, it’s up here. It’s Yeah, there’s Madison pike. All that stuff.
I think I remember the last time I came up here. Uh,
To the Vietnamese restaurant, there was a really cute waitress. Yeah, I don’t know.
But I used to go there all the time with that chick. Uh, my ex-girlfriend who lives up here. Yeah. I don’t know. I wish that like I lived up here, like I do. Now when I met her like, it would have been a lot different, but I don’t know that her and I would ever work out like Getting back together or anything like that. I don’t think that would ever. I just couldn’t imagine ever not that I wouldn’t Like I would, if there’s any lady that I’ve been with that, I would totally give another chance to it would be her. Yeah, but I just don’t know that. That’s In the cards. But I mean, I’m just saying like I would gosh if I saw her, I would Probably cry. Ha. Yeah, I would I would probably cry my eyeballs out.
I loved her. Oh my God. I loved her so fucking goddamn much. I loved her.
I wasn’t in a good place. When we met Though, like if her and I would have met either instead of me meeting my ex fiance Or probably like a year later? Yeah, the year later thing would have probably been better.
It would have been different, you know, but
She was so fucking cool. Like I mean there was a lot I could bitch about her, you know, there’s a lot of stuff I could say like but it overall though. Not like she was way more good than anything else. Yeah, there was a lot more good stuff about her than bad. Oh gosh way. More way more, that was only like like the bad stuff about her was like just it was dumb like little stuff. That wasn’t, you know, I mean it was kind of stupid but it wasn’t, it wasn’t bad. Like, you know, Stephanie was
Oh, I hope this place is. Yeah, it’s open, I think.
5:25 PM
Yeah, they’re open. Well, here I go. Vietnamese food.
Yay.
Hahaha. Thank you, please.
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