5:24 AM
5:25 AM
Okay. Yeah. Driving to work.
I just got on the interstate. I don’t know.
Um, Yeah, it that sandwich. Oh that’s right. I did I posted about it on Facebook cuz I reactivated Facebook. But, uh, I ate that sandwich and I got home and a couple hours later I was like, holy shit. I’m hungry again. So, I went back out and got, uh,
Hey, wait a minute.
No, that was me talking to Rebecca. Okay. I was like didn’t I make a post about that last night? Isn’t that bad? Yeah, that I was like I thought for a second I might have made a post about that last night but I had, I had sent a voice message to my friend Rebecca and I remember talking about it, but yeah, I went back out and went to little Rosies
Yeah, and got me a fajita wrap. Which wasn’t that great, huh?
No, it wasn’t. Um but still anyways it’s only Wednesday. It feels like I’ve already worked a whole fucking week. I got to work Saturday. I’m just taking it 1 day at a time.
I really need to go to the grocery store today.
Uh, my roommate is supposed to have the sleep study done. She didn’t, I don’t know, she just didn’t go do it. I don’t know what why? You know, I don’t know the circumstances but that didn’t happen. I woke up this morning and I was like, I got a piss. I got a piss. I got a piss haha and as soon as I get to the bathroom, she opens her door and she looks at me. She’s like oh, I have to pee. Can I pee real quick? And I’m like,
Oh, okay, yeah, sure. You know, but I was like, dang, I guess she didn’t do her sleep study. And the other roommate hasn’t, uh, hasn’t been At the house like so far all week since at least since Sunday. I don’t know. I figured she probably found somebody she’ll probably move in with, haha you know, I didn’t think like, I don’t know but I just Uh,
I figure she wouldn’t last that long anyways. Yeah, I don’t figure. She would last that long. I don’t know. I just wasn’t that impressed by her, like,
She just she reminds me of my friend, Natalie. I don’t know what else to say about that. I’ve talked to a lot about it. Yeah, I just don’t think. You know.
Um, it matters. Yeah, I don’t think it matters.
I don’t know how many people have come and gone in that house, a lot though. That’s what the boss lady said, 1 day. I was like how many people have Have lived here, like came and went. And she was like a lot she lost count so you know.
Well, I’ve seen, you know, 4 people so far, like, well, I guess the new ones, the fourth 1
But I don’t know. I remember, like Saturday, I was just like, well,
This is 1 of those. Flippant fickle flaky fucking. Living in the moment. People who doesn’t have any sense of
Responsibility or accountability or anything. Otherwise she would be raising her kids. I mean,
Yeah, I don’t like that right there. That’s, that’s like as cute, you know, as she is. That’s, I can’t see past that like that would keep me from ever like being able to Go for her in that way. Yeah. It’s just kind of funny.
I actually am a lot more relatable to the chicks at work. To, uh, than I am to her even though she’s a musician and stuff. It’s like no you’re not really my kind of person. Yeah.
Well, anyways, I don’t know what. To say about that. I was just like, well, dang, she hasn’t been at the house, you know, in like 3 days.
But, uh, my voice feels better. That reminds me. I’m going to take an Allegra.
Well, I don’t know what else. I don’t know what else to say. I’m excited for my vocal trainer thing to come in.
I’m going to use that.
But uh, I don’t know. The weather is really cold right now. It’s stupid. Fucking. Weather supposed to be like,
Oh my friend, Jane. Finally messaged me back.
Oh, it’s 38°. Supposed to be.
Okay.
Tomorrow is supposed to be warm. It’s supposed to be 83 Saturday.
An 86° Sunday. Okay, well, I got to work Saturday. It’s going to It’s going to be rough.
I have not been able.
To get around early. This time on day shift? Yeah. It’s it’s been like usually I get up and I get to work at like 4 or 4:30 on day shift.
Yeah, this this time around, this is the third week of it. I did that the first week and then, uh, we worked that Saturday and I haven’t been in. I haven’t recovered from that. And I just have not been able to get my ass off. Like, at all. Oh, at all I said up. At all. Yeah, like holy shit until like I didn’t like I didn’t leave it was after 5:00 it’s 5:30 now 5:34. Yeah, see I left about 15 after I think 5 or something. I don’t know. Whenever I started making this
Post.
You know, I don’t know why I talk about my last like that girlfriend that I dated that chick. I had up here for like 2 months. We were only together about 2 months. And um, because
Uh, she really was like she was 1 of those people that pretends To be like, Stuff. She doesn’t really.
The once I got to know her a little bit, I realized there wasn’t a lot of substance there, like she was artsy but she wasn’t really an artist. Yeah, she was artsy. There’s a big difference.
And like she did stuff at all but she didn’t really take anything seriously. And her parents liked me a lot. Her mom. Loved me. Yeah. And uh, That was a turnoff. She hated her parents. And her parents loved me and like I could tell that it was visibly like like she didn’t like it that her parents loved me. Because 1 of her boyfriends, she had brought over 1 time, her dad, punched him. Yeah, so like You know, she was 1 of those kind of people and I don’t know why I just wrote Mana saw that I guess. I wrote Mara size it. Yeah, I romanticize it. Haha
Jesus Christ.
Yeah.
I don’t know, I don’t really feel like talking that much. I just got to keep up my post Streak
And it’s picking up everything wrong. Stupid.
It is stupid.
Though you know a big reason why I’ve been single though for 5 years is because I just plain ass. Damn.
Haven’t found anybody. Interesting enough. You know, Brittany like made herself. Interesting. But that wasn’t. You know.
Like, God, what a fucking crazy thing that was and I hope she leaves me alone forever now. Yeah, like I hope she has like I hope that her blocking me that last time and it did it hurt really bad, but uh, I hope that was like her last thing. Yeah. Even though she Pecked on my blog last Friday. Like I just but you know, like I don’t want to deal with her anymore.
I really don’t want to be with her anymore. Not after all that crap. It’s like I’m over it. I cried about her. Almost, as much as I cried over my ex-wife, yeah, it was really messed up. And like I’m over it now, you know, and I have been for a long time. She just never has left me alone?
And if I saw her I don’t know. I just don’t hope I don’t. So yeah, like I hope I never am face to face with her in person again because it it would be really weird. Yeah, it would.
That doesn’t mean shit though but hopefully I can get my voice back on track in the next month or 2 and get out and start playing the shows maybe this year, I can finally get out and start doing stuff again.
That would make me really happy.
Because you know, I can’t realistically get my kids more than twice a month.
Like for anything and you know, just like taking them out to dinner or something.
Like, it’s just not realistic. Because they live so far away.
Blah, blah, blah. It’s Wednesday morning and
You know, maybe everything will be okay. I just I wish I could go back to sleep.
Yay, hahaha Thank you, please.
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