FRIDAY EVENING

5:23 PM
Oh my God. Yeah, I am driving home. Well, I’ll stop at the racetrack and I got 2 of those pizzas and they weren’t the best things I ever ate. But They’re fine. They were fine.

1 more day. 1 more day of this.

I hope my vocal trainer thing came in. Yeah, I could check the, uh, email

That says, it’s delivered.

Oh my goodness, I’m so excited.

Okay. Yeah, well I’m just going home. We had a crazy day. Everybody’s tired. Everybody was really tired today.

Everybody is going to be tired tomorrow.

But then uh, we’ll get paid for tomorrow.

And everyone will be happy. And then it’s night shift again.

After Next.

After next week. Yeah, I don’t know what else to say. I just don’t feel like talking a bunch of crap anymore about my roommates. And all the other people that I’ve said stuff about in the last 6 months, I just don’t. I just don’t care anymore. I got all that out. I hope I got all that out. I hope it’s all gotten out of me for now.

Hahahahaha

Oh my goodness. What else can I say? I am. Uh oh it’s like that’s why it’s hot in here. I have the heater on. Yeah, again. God, it’s hot.

The heater off.

Yeah, I turned it off.

Oh, who’s got dishes on the sink and in the sink and on the stove? Not me, not me, not me. Uh, says the group. Text. And the boss lady roommate.

Yeah. Not me. It’s probably the new person.(it was)

I did, I just say that? I know right? I was like I’m not going to talk about crap and then all of a sudden I got a text in the group chat.

Yeah. Um I don’t know she was supposed to have a job interview today. She said, well she said an interview, she didn’t say what kind of interview

And she might have been in like it might be an interview like somebody was interviewing her as a musician or something, I don’t know.

It would be funny if she moved out. By the end of the month or something like next week she moved out. Hey, it is the first day of spring. Yeah, I just I don’t know. I don’t want to keep talking the same old, you know, crap about all that stuff. I was reading the article this morning. I reread that uh, earlier and I was like, damn, that was, you know I almost want to go back and make it password protected.

Because that could be interpreted a lot of what I said could be interpreted as very mean, Yeah, I could. It could be you know that that was yeah. But because, you know really though I feel bad. I feel bad for her. I don’t know why. There’s just something about her. That makes me sad.

My friend Natalie was the same way. Yeah. It was just something about her that made me really sad. I care about her. You know.

I just I don’t understand. I want her to have a good life and be happy. I just don’t understand how you could not. Be an active part of your kids’ lives.

Cuz that’s all I care about. Yeah, and it’s not like anything. It’s just like all I care about is my kids. Like, how can you be any other way? The kids are the best being a parent is the best thing ever. And uh my daughter they have like she I think she has plans next weekend so I might not get I might not be able to get I might go see them for like, supper or something.

But it’s a 4 Hour. Drive round trip, you know.

It’s like, Gosh. Hey, and there is there’s an Ikea. Yep. In Huntsville now,

I don’t know, I feel bad like

I just, I don’t know, I just don’t want to talk a bunch of  stuff anymore.

But I think that’s because that’s just how I feel right now.

Because nothing set me off. Yeah, nothing is like, I’m not, you know, I’m over any kind of crap that I would have had or anything. You know it’s tomorrow is a new day tonight. It’s a new night I’d have I have no idea what I’m going to be able. Like what’s going to be in my brain tomorrow? When I wake up it’s like am I going to be, you know, is something going to piss me off?

You know, or is it just going to keep feeling this way? Because it You know, it varies. It can go any any way and depending on what I have to deal with,

Most of the time though. My default setting is everything’s okay. Like, I don’t hate anybody like you know,

That I have to deal with.

On a regular basis. Yeah, I don’t hate them. You know, I mean there are people I hate but I don’t live with them. I don’t hate my roommates. Or coworkers. Haha I don’t know. Don’t get me wrong. You know.

Life is so crazy.

It really is.

Life on Earth is a really crazy thing. And I didn’t get a shower like this morning. I usually get a shower. I got 1 yesterday morning. But I didn’t. Get 1 and you know what? It’s really awful. It was like my tank to my tank. My tank. Yeah, the part, you know, in between my butt and my Genitals. You know, that part is really raw from walking where the legs my legs go into my, like taint right there, where it’s connected. Yeah, that is raw as hell and it. Hurts. And I’m, I’m walking like a cripple right now and that’s what happens when I don’t take a bath every day. Isn’t that? Gross and weird.

Yeah, it is.

I had to talk about it.

But I’ve already eaten.

And,

I did, I got a couple of clubtail sodas.

I did. And,

It’s in the 80s. It’s like 80 something degrees right now.

I don’t want to deal with it. Hey, there was somebody from another County like the 60 County which Whichever 1 that 1 is, I don’t think it’s Talladega.

Probably like Sumpter County or something. Yeah, I’ll have to look that up. Because, uh,(it was totally Sumter county!)

Tuscaloosa. Wait, Talladega. 61 Yeah, Tuscaloosa is 63. I think, I think and um, I don’t know, uh, Shelby county is 59. So it’s got to be something in between Shelby and Talladega in alphabetical order so it probably isn’t yeah it probably is Sumpter County. Yeah, right?

I think so I’m gonna have to like check that. I’m gonna have to verify that.

I’ll verify that. And then, uh, type it in somewhere. Like

Influences in parentheses.(I WAS RIGHT OMG)

And parentheses, I don’t know. There are, there are a lot of little places around here for rent.

And,

You know. I just need something. I could afford uh, 7 or 8, I could afford a 1000 dollars a month, really.

I could. If I had to,

I’m just going to uh, but then you know that was my Original plan of, uh,

Saving up a bunch of money and buying a camper.

Yeah I’ll figure it out though. I mean I will I’ll figure it all out. I really like the 5 Points area.

I don’t. I don’t like having roommates, I just don’t think. That it matters, you know, like I say a bunch of stuff I don’t hate anybody. Like at all, you know,

But I don’t. I don’t really like having roommates and now there’s nothing wrong with that.

There is nothing wrong with me. Not

Liking.

Living, I’m trying to get away from like What are some more words I can use for that? Yeah, there’s nothing wrong with me, not enjoying.

Living, for some reason. I’m wanting to use the infinitive. I don’t know, like, wanting to live with roommates. Yeah. I don’t, there’s nothing wrong with me, not wanting to live with roommates, not wanting to have, Roommates. It’s just not.

On the other hand, though, I love having neighbors. Yeah, I love having Neighbors. I don’t like having roommates. But I am almost home. And I hope my damn vocal trainer is here. I’m going to play with it a little bit.

Thank you, please.