5:22 AM
Oh my God. Yeah, I am driving to work. Yeah, this has just been like
I have been. I have not been good at getting up and getting around in the mornings this time on day shifts. Yeah, it’s been rough.
But I feel pretty good right now. I got a decent night’s sleep.
Uh, Aside from being woke up, woke up at like 10:00 p.m. by a bunch of barking ass fucking dogs. I just don’t. I just don’t really like I don’t know and I don’t know if she was there last night or if she went with somebody. Cuz I mean, when I got up this morning I didn’t hear a bunch of barking, dogs. Usually, her 1 of her dogs, barks, when I get up, when I go from my room to the bathroom. And I’m just like, dang, you know? But
Like seriously, I just I just need to save up my money and move out. You know I can bitch about my roommates talk about how they’re not really my kind of people and You know. The uh, the new roommate lady, she is, you know, she is 1 of the most beautiful women I’ve ever seen, but she’s a deadbeat mom. And that’s all I can see. When I look at her I made up a song about it last night. That’s what I’m actually turned out to be like 1 of my more. That’s a 1 of my better songs now. Yeah, I was like going over it. I got I got to tweak the lyrics a little bit. But it’s, uh,
Holy shit. Yeah like thank you. I got a new song out of it so yeah it’s called dead beat mama.
And that’s, uh,
Yeah, it
I don’t know, like some people came over last night and brought her a self-care package. Is what she said in the the group chat. I don’t know. Like what else? Like what You know like I don’t know I don’t really have a lot else to talk about, it’s the same old crap. It’s just like dang, you know?
She just she sure is there with her dogs, and when her like bedroom doors. Open. It smells like fucking musty wet dogs. Yeah. And incense.
It’s weird. I know the boss, lady roommate, she can’t say anything to me about my room. Stinking
Haha.
Yeah. But uh, I got to do some stuff around the yard. I just got up, though. I didn’t even get a shower, I woke up. It was like 4:45 when I got up and got around. And uh Brittany’s fucking she’s a massage therapist now. And uh, her massage. Therapist account has been popping up on the people. I may know and so has my ex fiance And it’s like gosh, y’all really
But I haven’t been poking around Facebook at all. I just reactivated my account.
You know, I’m not. I don’t know. I haven’t really.
Done a lot. Yet, I’ve made that post about the sandwich and
I think Ianother post.
Of the vending machine, lunch from a vending machine song. Hahaha
And I just haven’t really been inspired to make a new post.
But it is, it’s really funny. How much that chick reminds me of my friend Natalie. Yeah.
You know Natalie. Uh I mean she still is beautiful. But like back in the day she was 1 of the cutest. She was the cutest 1 out of all those chicks out of like the friend group that I was in, Um, so I mean, you know, that’s that. I mean that I don’t know, like I can’t really say anything. I don’t know what else to say like,
Those are some really loud crazy dogs and like, you know, 1 of them is 1, of them is really great and happy but the other 1, just barks at everything and growls And it’s stupid.
Like she can take care of, she has 2 dogs, you know. But somebody else is Raising her kids and I just can’t see past that. Yeah, like that’s all I can see. When I look at her.
And uh, I don’t know but at this point I just feel like I’m talking a bunch of shit. It’s like well, you know.
It’s annoying, but the bottom line is, I need to move out. I need to find another place to live. Where I don’t have roommates. Yeah, even though where I live, like comparatively, I’m living pretty cheap. Yeah, like for rent and stuff, I only pay $500 a month for rent.
Which is pretty cheap. I live, in the smallest bedroom in the house though and it sucks.
And, You know. I don’t know, like I just, I can’t live there forever. I’m not a communal. You know, community living person. That’s what uh, the boss lady roommate. Like a couple of her friends was telling me, they were like, oh yeah, she likes the communal life. You know, she’s uh, she’s an extrovert she’s a people person. And It’s not that I ain’t, I’m just really introverted and the shit, this roommate stuff stresses me out. It just does like uh you know the 1 that took me back and forth to work. There were a few times like I almost had a panic attack riding with her and it pissed me off. It it’s not like, oh I’m you know, afraid it’s like it’s it’s that I had to even deal with her bullshit
And it made me mad that she the way she acted and the way she drove and the way she treated me sometimes it’s just I don’t know why I’m nice to her, honestly.
That’s just my that’s just Who I am. I’m a really nice person even though you know, you might read this stuff and be like are you though? Well yeah.
I mean, it’s like I said, this isn’t shit. I wouldn’t say to anybody’s face. I would totally tell that chick. It’s like, you ain’t nothing but a fucking Debbie Mama, haha a fucking deadbeat mama. But like, I just, you know, I wouldn’t just walk up to her and say that, but I would say that to her, if, you know, It was. If the situation called for it, Yeah, I don’t know. But it sucks because she is She’s so beautiful. Yeah, it’s really sad.
But, You know.
It’s a little ridiculous. But that’s just the people. I’ve met living uh living up here. Living in that house.
And they’re all they are. They’re all part of a friend group and I’m not part of that. And I don’t want to be. Haha Yeah. I thought about moving close somewhere closer to work.
Or even Athens. Which I think is a little closer to work. But uh, there’s some places up around Madison. That I was looking at like a trailer park. Uh actually my uh 1 of my goals, was to get like a camper and live in an RV park and I’m just not saving up money, you know, I need to be doing that.
I don’t know. Maybe I’ll clean up my room. Again, I need to clean up my room again and uh, Sunday or something. I am going to sleep. Yeah, I don’t know. Like
You know, I say like I am going to sleep all day Sunday, but I can’t ever sleep, all day, I have to get up and do stuff. You know, but like Sunday. I’m probably going to at least Lay in the bed till 8 or 9:00. Yeah. I’m going to go to Whole Foods. This is my plan.
I’m going to go to Whole Foods, like I did the last weekend. We worked Uh, the last Saturday we worked you know the Sunday, I just got 1 day off. Um, I am going to Whole Foods to the food bar. I’m going to get about 2 pounds or something of food. And a bunch of cookies. And the half a gallon of milk.
And I’m going to drink it. I’m going to eat all that food. I ate every bit of it too. Like the I guess that’s been
Well, that’s only been 2 weeks ago. Yeah, it was the 7th. When we were so it wasn’t that long ago. But uh that’s what I’m, I’m excited about that. I’m going to Whole Foods
And uh so Sunday, that’s what I’m going to do.
I’ve got to check my lottery tickets.
Yeah.
But I mean, I don’t know, I just like I really can’t complain. You know, it’s just shit gets on my nerves. Yeah, I don’t know.
You know, like the other roommate, it’s I bitched about them too but they weren’t loud. Or obnoxious or fucking You know, other than uh, I just, yeah, I mean they they didn’t have
I don’t know, it’s it’s fine. I don’t hate anybody. Yeah, there we go. That’s a Yeah.
But I have a sore throat this morning and it sucks. And it’s the weather. Everything it’s like it’ll be hot and cold and hot and cold. It’s supposed to be, I think, 83 degrees today, I was going to bring my guitar with me and practice it in the parking lot before I went in. But it’s supposed to be really hot and I don’t want my guitar to get, you know, hurt.
But uh,
Next week is the last week of day shift.
Yep.
Which means, uh, next weekend is rotation weekend.
And,
I get to stay up all night and be crazy.
Next weekend. I’ll probably get the kids or something too.
Or something. I thought about, because I’ll have I don’t know how much money I’m going to have. Sunday. I want to get the kids. I just wish I didn’t live 2 hours away from my kids. Like, I’m just without going off on another rant like about that chick. About the new roommate chick. It’s like, how can you stand it? I think her kids. They live in another state. How can like, how can you stand to be that far away from your kids? Like, I can’t. I mean I don’t want to be it’s not like this sucks for me. Really bad. That’s the main reason, I went to Honda Is because It was closer to the kids.
I miss my kids all the fucking time.
All the time. Every day. And I message with them and talk to them every day, every single day.
I don’t know. I just don’t understand it. I mean, I do actually understand it It’s just really fucked up to me.
A parent is the best thing you can be. Like, that’s what you know, a lot of people don’t understand and people forget That they were kids. You know. God, human beings can be so fucking ignorant. Like just it hurts me. How ignorant Some people are. Yeah. Like, oh my God.
And selfish. And immature.
And immature in, like a way that it’s just.
You know, God without going off on a rant, right? Yeah, just don’t do that. I’m almost uh, to the racetrack. I’m going to attempt
To, uh, I’m going to go in there. Somebody lost something. Oh, that’s a tire. Part of a tire, like those retreads
Oh, I’m hungry. I’m really hungry. I went out last night to the barbecue place again. Uh, and got the barbecue plate and I wish I would have gotten the smoked chicken.
I didn’t I got barbecue meat. The smoked chicken is always better.
But at least I feel like someone well-rested. Yeah, somehow. But I’m basically going this racetrack. I’m fixing to go into the
5:38 AM
And, To the racetrack. Yeah, because it picks up the Wi-Fi for fucking Target. Every time I drive past Target,
And I don’t miss target, I don’t miss working at Target. I miss the people sometimes though. Yeah, those are some of the best people I ever worked with. But then I’ll work now with some of the best people I’ve ever worked with. So it’s all good.
Thank you, please.
MY BLOG NUMBER SEVEN 