saturday morning

5:34 AM

Okay. All right. Yeah. I’m just I just started over hey, somebody’s moving into that house.

Uh, I just passed. That’s 1 of the cooler houses on Oakwood.

Post attenpt number 2?

I went too far off. Talking about uh the new roommate. It’s not that big of a deal. It’s just, you know.

Um, like she hasn’t been at the house. I think, I don’t know if she stayed there the night before last. Or if she if it was just her car was there, you know? Uh, because I don’t hear her dogs and it’s actually a good thing because she is so loud and her room stinks so bad. And she just makes a mess though. She made a mess and see here. I am talking about it again. Um, Yeah, don’t talk about her anymore. Let’s not talk about her anymore and not for a while. Not, unless it’s something. Uh, you know, remarkable.

It’s just, I mean my life and I like it this way. You know, it’s pretty boring. So the most, the craziest thing I have to talk about is the new roommate who You know, doesn’t take care of her kids, but she lives the party. Yeah, it seems that way to me. I don’t think it’s any more complicated than That. Yeah.

Okay. Don’t don’t start, don’t keep talking about it, okay yeah.

Ha, ya ha ha. Ha. Ha. Ha. Ha! Ha. Ha. Ha. Ha ha.

Okay, well, I’m going to work. It’s Saturday morning and I hope the racetrack has some stuff out I haven’t been worth a fucking shit, this whole entire round of day shift.

Usually I get up, you know, around 3, get to the gym, the first week that I was on days. Uh, that’s what I was doing. That’s what I did. Yeah, I’ve got up. I went to, you know, got to work at like 4:00, I worked at, I went to the gym and I worked out. I haven’t worked out in like, almost 2 weeks. About 2 weeks. Yeah. 2 weeks, pretty much. And, uh, you know, I just, we worked that Saturday. And then blam. Huh. And then blam? Yeah, just like that.

I just I didn’t rest like I should have and I didn’t rest like I should have last weekend either. I have a few things to do, I mean I need to do my chores. Which I guess is just the bathroom right now. And uh, yeah, the outside stuff. I don’t know. Like, I don’t know if that new roommate chick. If she’s found a new person to move in with? I haven’t looked at her Facebook

In a like several days? Yeah, she’s not that interesting to me. It’s, it’s crazy. It makes me sad though. It’s like You know, here’s this little musician chick but she’s a

She’s a mess. But like not in an interesting Way, or anything. Yeah, she’s just really not. You know, it’s just a big let down for me. Haha I thought maybe I had uh, Found somebody I could like hang out with and I had actually thought about this uh like seeing if she would Do like a video of when we were frogs, the song with me and post that on Facebook. To piss Brittany off. But uh, I was like, well, I don’t really want to do that.

She’s probably full of her fucking self too. It kinda Seems like it. Yeah. But it’s like it’s it’s 1 of those, you know.

Stop talking about it. Because I also care about her. Hahaha Yeah, I just Shit, you know, gosh. Well, I want to get Mexican food after work.

Yeah, I do today. I can. I feel like I maybe I shouldn’t.

Maybe I should. Yeah. I said I don’t know though. Last night I thought I would treat myself a little bit cuz I was really tired. I got a couple of those clubtails sodas and

Um, Holy shit, like I have kind of a hangover it’s not bad. It’s not that bad. It’s just like, wow, 2 drinks, you know, I don’t drink regularly anymore. I like like here lately. I’ve had maybe 1 drink a month.

Or 2 drinks. What am I saying about every other week? I’ll get something to drink. Yeah.

That I just don’t you know? It’s not something I can do regularly again.

Oh my God, I’ve still got this crud but it’s gotten better. But I’ve read it’s probably the smokers flu.

Oh my God and I got my better voice thing my little vocal trainer and that does actually help a lot. I’m going to fuck with it right now.

I got it with me.

It came with a little zipper case.

And I go. Brrrmmmmppppp!!! With it

And it does, it actually makes my voice sound better. It’s awesome. I like I use it just a little bit, just now and I’m like, wow, I can talk, it’s not all fucking stupid sounding So that’s good. That’ll get maybe that’ll get my voice back. You know, in shape. Help anyways.

But uh also though, yeah, gosh, I could tell a crazy difference just from just by talking. Yeah. Wow.

I just need to practice more. Yeah. That’s so crazy.

I’ll have to uh I’ll have to make the I’m going to do a video of the song I made up for Rebecca. And uh, I’m going to, I’m going to send that to her. Yeah, Rebecca’s like I wish. Rebecca lived around here. Yeah, I don’t know. Like romantically, how far that would go. I love her though. Gosh, I do. But, uh, we would, at least have a band, you know, I thought about that because, like, my friend Anna, she’s really awesome and beautiful, but I could not imagine like even I mean, she’s 1 of the most beautiful women I’ve ever met, but I could not imagine. Like, Kissing her or anything. She’s like my sister or something. Yeah, my sister’s also a hot chick too. Haha But it’s like some some chicks. I just don’t, you know, it’s like It’s like hey like we’re just friends. Yeah, it’s kind of funny. Most though, 90% of women like I can’t be friends with them.

It’s it’s weird. Usually women have that problem? I mean, women have that problem. Yeah, like I have the problem. That like a lot of that most women have But with women, Like I have, you know, stalkers. I can’t be friends. I can’t just be friends with Most of them. Yeah, some of them though. It’s like, yeah, we’re just friends. It’s actually great when I meet a lady. I can be friends with I can just be friends with

And, uh, but Rebecca’s so cool. It’s like I don’t know but like she’s Of course, if we were like, hit it off romantically or something or whatever, like if it was, if it went that direction like that would be my wife, that would be like my super best friend wife for eternity. Yeah, Rebecca’s just really awesome. She speaks like Gosh, I don’t know 8 or 9 languages. Yeah, and she plays Bass. And she’s really Pretty.

She’s German. And she’s been all over the world. She has, uh, she’s had malaria 3 times.

Yeah, Rebecca is something else.

And she tells me that I’m more interesting than most people. I’m like, but you’ve lived she lived with, like nomadic Kurdish people in, like a, with their tribe, but yeah, like

Gosh. I’m like a 10. And like a 10 too? Yeah.

A tent. Thank you.

Oh my God. I wish I had the day off, though, I’m going to be glad that, uh, when I get paid for today. But

Yeah, I wish I had. Today off.

But there are, there’s like, a lot of my voice really needs.

Help.

Maybe this thing can help. I mean it helped already just doing what I’ve done. I just went boo, boo. Boo. Boo, boo in it. Yeah. Uh, ha, I don’t know how else to describe that.

Well, the traffic’s not so bad. On a Saturday.

I thought about going to Biscuit Express. They opened at 4:30, but I don’t know, I got a round late. I didn’t get out of bed till after 5:00, and I’ve got a shower. After I got, yeah, I got a shower and Well, shit. I left.

Like 10 minutes ago. So it’s uh, yeah.

I don’t know what else to say. I don’t know what else to talk about.

I hope my voice. I get you know I can get back to singing and get out and perform again.

Uh, you know, that’s what I really want to do. I’ve lived here for

Almost a year and a half now.

I think a year and 4 months or something. Right?

Yeah.

Well. Thank you, please.