SUNDAY MORNING

10:24 AM
Oh my goodness. Yep. I am driving not to work hahaha.

I’m going to Whole Foods to get some food. From the hot bar.

They put it out about 10:30.

That’s right.

I think I’m going to stop up here at the dollar store and get some oil for the car. Yes.

I don’t know. It’s like it’s springtime now and it’s just like, yay, me, I’m I’m just driving on a Sunday.

Yeah, I’m just going.

Not going too far, though.

I’ve got to go in and do this and then put oil in the car. And then, uh, I’ll probably pick back up when I’m In the car, even though I’m not to the Dollar General yet. Oh my gosh. Stephanie sent me a friend request too yeah, this morning and I accepted it. Yeah, I did. I thought, you know, whatever. I made a post.

I had on the 17th, whatever day that was Wednesday. I think. And I was like, you know, happy anniversary, 5 year anniversary of being single to me and it’s because of her that’s what is so funny. It’s like, you know, Stephanie got a whole album’s worth of songs about her.

Stephanie is like, the main ex-girlfriend

Yeah, I was single for a year and a half when I met her. She was somebody I was at genuinely, like actually interested in She’s a lot. She’s a lot of person, Stephanie. Is 1 of the most.

Complicated people I’ve ever met. But

She’s a good person. And she’s a good Mama.

Oh, I’m at the Dollar General, I’ll be right back.

Oh, I’m back.

There’s 1 of my babies I make at the car factory. Yeah.

It’s kind of funny.

I think I’m going to go up California Street.

Or something isn’t? I don’t know. It turns into Andrew Jackson. Uh,

Street.

Some something like that happens. Yeah.

Up here. But I’m going to Whole Foods and my check engine lights on the last time it was on. It was the harmonic balancer. Uh I don’t know what could be setting it off right now.

But it’s got oil and it needs an oil change.

All right. Ought to just do that myself. Next week, I get paid. And then the next week I’m on night shift so I’m going to take it in Uh for the brakes and stuff, I don’t know. I’m going to go down Holmes Avenue. Yeah, I just I changed my mind. I’m going to hit the interstate.

But yeah Stephanie I don’t know that was the highlight of my morning there’s no telling I don’t know if she’s bored with that guy that she’s been with for a couple. Years. Has it been a couple of years?

I don’t know. She’s been with him for a while though, and he seems like a really good dude is just She gets bored. Uh, yeah, she does.

Stephanie doesn’t know how to have. A happy healthy relationship. She’s got to have like drama and crazy shit.

And it really, she yanked me around for about a year or more after she dumped me. Like the actual relationship didn’t last, you know, very long at all. It’s actually pretty embarrassing. How? The the duration that we were like officially together,

But what’s so funny is, when I tagged her in a relationship on Facebook, like all these guys came out like that I had been friends with and were just like, oh my God, who’s that? You know like why who is she, you know, hahaha and I was like that’s Stephanie and 1 of the dudes He was like so smitten with her that um, Like she got. Thousands and thousands of dollars out of him it was fucking crazy. I never gave Stephanie any money. That’s why it’s so funny about that. Yeah. Like she really loved me like we really loved each other but and we tried to get back together. We tried to do it again and my heart wouldn’t trust her. Like she just that’s just the that’s it’s really

Sad.

Yeah. I would have married her. Like forever

Oh, did I mess up though? Getting on Holmes Avenue.

I don’t know.

Well hella, here’s Jordan Lane up here. Yeah, I guess I did.

But it’s just funny, cuz Stephanie Never leaves me alone.

Like she never leaves me alone. Oh, for more than a few months, like, she’ll message me or uh, she messaged me back in like towards the end of the year last year.

And, um, she sent me a friend request a few times. I’ll add her and then unfriend her. I’ve blocked her too. She’ll say something mean or embarassing haha and Piss me off and I’ll block her, you know.

But uh,

It is a really nice morning.

But anyways, I don’t know. Yeah, it’s Stephanie, I don’t know. I don’t know. Like, I don’t know what she wants.

She. She did though. She strung me along for a while. She’s the last Lady. I was with like intimately. You know. It’s kind of funny.

And she’s always talking about how, like, you know, she was. She picked mid-level guys to be in relationships with, with, I’m the exception apparently, uh, the because, you know, she wouldn’t get cheated on but they always cheat on her and it’s like, well, I never did as a matter of fact, She’s the only woman I’ve been with. Oh, in the last.

5 years. I think what we got, uh, she got a couple of years ago. Uh, I came over there and hung out with her, you know, and

It happened then, and it was, it was really weird. It made me sad.

Yeah.

But Stephanie, Is uh, is 1 of those people who like

You’re not going to get anything normal out of her. Like, she wants to like make things complicated and dramatic.

Like it, she can’t have a normal like you know, she just can’t do it.

We would go out would go out in public and uh she would just act and say the craziest fucking things that were funny but it was like holy shit, you know.

Yeah. Like gosh, Stephanie’s crazy. Yeah, but she’s also, why? I’ve been single for 5 years. I would have married her if she would have not acted like a fucking crazy piece of shit, is it? And I loved her so much that I let her string me along, you know, you know what I mean. It’s stupid as hell. But I don’t know. I have no idea why she sent me a friend request. Maybe she misses me, I don’t know. She misses fucking driving me crazy. Is what she does.

That’s what she, that’s what she did. Hahaha. Yeah, I just turned around. I’m going back the other way on the interstate. My check engine light went off. I just, I don’t know. I have to take care of this car. I don’t want another car. I don’t want to have to get like that. The like this is my car forever, I hope.

Okay. Now I’m going on Governors. South.

Yeah.

Uh, because I think right up here, you can turn right and get on a road.

That.

Will take you to Whole Foods.

I think it’s the road right before, uh,

My roommate’s Studio, actually. Yeah. I don’t know, I don’t know. Like sometimes I feel all stupid about living there and then sometimes it feels like it’s my home, you know,

I’m still friends with uh the roommate dude that moved out and he apparently broke his toe.

In a big like, battle for the sca, the, the society for creative and Aaron ism. And acronym. Yeah. And Akron is um you know I’ll just type that in. Anachronism. Uh my cousin Cliff is a part of that but I feel bad for him. He he was like, you know, does anybody have any crutches I could borrow and I thought aww,

You know.

Okay, there’s Bandido burrito.

Hey there back in November.

I ate there back in November, I did. When I was painting

For the first time in,

Well, I say in years and years but I ate there. Uh,

Last, I guess 2024. I can’t say last year anymore. Yeah.

But yeah, I don’t ever get out. I’ve lived here for a year and 4 months. I never get out. I never do anything.

Um, yeah, so I mean, I don’t know.

But my voice is like it’s better but it’s still kind of crappy. And I want to, I want to make a song. I want to do a song and upload the video. That’s what I want to do.

Oh, now I got to get on Memorial Parkway. I am so fucking hungry. It’s so stupid.

I really need to go to Walmart.

Get hot dogs.

I’ll do that later.

Oh, there is a traffic jam up here.

I know things. I’ll just stay on the side roads. Oh and all the churches. There’s all these churches Church traffic. Yeah there’s a lot of church traffic right now.

Okay, that’s not the way to Whole Foods. Is it?

No, that’s the mall.

I just don’t remember exactly the road.

I don’t think it’s Bob Wallace, is it? If it is I’m going to feel really stupid and I don’t have my other phone to check.

10:48 AM
Is okay. I just had to open my Uh, the app I just got A second time stamp, but I don’t know.

Yep, I guess it is. Bob Wallace. I’ll remember that forever. Now,

I hope they have those Brussels sprout things.

Oh,

Guess. So, I’m just going to park down here.

A woman, whatever you’re doing.

Oh dude, this all picked this up.

When I come back.

11:00 AM
Okay. Yeah.

I just got they didn’t have the fish that I usually get. But they had, uh, pork Carnitas.

They said and I hope that’s good, that’s what I got. To go with what I usually get and they didn’t have anything. What I usually get So I got some different things.

And there are always and I’m not in that frame of mind right now, because I have so much stuff to do Oh, But there are always at least 1 or 2 of the prettiest women I’ve ever seen in my life. At Whole Foods. Haha Yeah. Oh my God. Like, it’s It’s funny.

But I got my chocolate chip cookies.

Oh, I just can’t wait to get home and eat all this crap. I got a half a gallon of milk.

I got 2.22 lbs of food. Haha and uh, I think my total was 33.34 Yeah.

But um, gosh, I don’t know. I feel like see my voice is starting to feel it’s feeling better now.

I talk better too that fucking thing helps.

But Yeah, I’m still pretty flemy.

Oh, I can’t wait to get home and eat this stuff.

But yeah, the new roommate chick, I don’t know like I don’t know what’s going on with her. She’s not She hasn’t been at the house, like all week hardly that I’ve noticed. And, uh, yeah, she probably Doesn’t like it. I don’t know. I bet she’s not too big on doing chores.

Yeah. Like there’s no telling

Uh I just I don’t know. I just kind of hope she moves like right back out. Haha Yeah.

But it kind it does. It makes me sad.

Yeah, it does. Oh no. What am I doing?

It is a beautiful day. It really is today’s what’s today? The 22nd Yeah.

Oh yeah, this comes out. Uh, right above my exit. I’m I like I got on Memorial Parkway and then got off on the 565, uh, East.

I don’t know. Huntsville’s a cool little city. Yeah, it really is. I just I don’t have the money to Adventure right now. This is like Like Friday night. I’ve been working so hard and I’ve been so strung out and tired But that uh, you know, Friday night I got alcohol. Yeah and then last night I got Mexican food and then today I got Whole Foods. I’m fixing to eat all this crap and I’m going to lay there and I’m probably going to go back to sleep and it’s probably going to be this afternoon or this evening before I do my chores. Yeah, I got to clean the bathroom.

The fucking muddy dog. Paw prints are still in the shower,

Uh,

But yeah, I’m going to eat this stuff. This is good food and that’s all I can think about right now.

I thought about messaging Stephanie, but I don’t know.

You know, it’s 1 of those things, her um, her her relationship status has engaged and his relationship status says engaged.

Or something but they’re like they don’t have each other tagged in it. Haha

Which, you know, I mean, really, like, you know, I’m just being nice. They’re just a bunch of fucking crazy skanks. Yeah, I mean that’s That’s really all it is.

It’s not any more complicated than that.

Well shit, I don’t know like I’m just I’m driving home.

But yeah, on the way, out of Whole Foods, I had my stuff and I passed this little Hispanic girl. And I thought crap, you know, but I just can’t like I’m still not I’m I’m still not there yet. Yeah, I’m still not, I’m, I’m closer than I’ve ever been though.

But I feel like I want to just like, go out. I don’t know in my brain like the the conditions have to be like near perfect for me to talk to a lady. You know what I mean? I’m just that’s just how I am. I don’t know. It’s kind of stupid.

But I’ll find a girlfriend eventually. I’m not really ready. I get lonely and all that and I talk a bunch of shit but you know,

I’m going to eat the stuff and I’m going to lay. I’m going to probably fall back asleep. It’s going to be great.

I need to work out today too.

I need to do something like that. And then I’m going to have, you know, like, I have some yard work to do that. Probably won’t take 30 minutes.

And I’m going to edit this. Yeah, or something. Oh, I can’t wait to eat. I can’t wait to eat. I’m so hungry and a neighbor bagging up leaves.

Oh, I’m home now. I’m home. Yay.

Yeehaw.

Thank you, please.