WEDNESDAY

5:39 AM
Oh my goodness. Yeah, I am driving to work. Yes, I realize I start a lot of blog posts with that phrase.

Um,

Oh gosh, I don’t know. It’s like I just Have not been getting around.

Early on day shift this time.

It’s like I sleep till like, I mean, It’s not the last possible second. If that was the case, I would leave like 45 minutes from now. Haha But uh,

This is pretty late. Getting around for me. Yeah.

I’m going to call The mechanic guy next week and and see if he’ll do the brakes for this car. And, Change the oil while he’s at it to ya. While he’s at it. Also.

Oh man. I have I bitched so much about the new roommate girl. You know, I want to just like clarify, though, like I wanted To like her, like so bad. As a matter of fact, I was a little smitten with her. At first I was like, dang what the you know you can go back and read, you know, a couple weeks ago or whatever where I talked about how cute she is and she is But she’s like, my friend Natalie. Yeah. Oh oh, who I hope? I never have to live with. Hahaha

Um, But yeah, she comes in like last night, I had just woken up though. So she didn’t wake me up. But she like, it was like 11:00. At night and she comes in her dog’s barking and clanking around with their like collars. You know, that they have those clanky collars and fucking like barking and clanking. And then uh, she’s clurmping around upstairs. This Clump, Clump, Clump, Clump, Clump in these fucking Hard soled, boots. And she fucking uh I don’t know what she does she leaves or something and leaves 1 of her dogs or leaves her dogs in a crate in the room or some shit and they start like bumping around really loud and whining and yipping. And I think I heard the uh the roommate who took me back and forth to work get up and like Get 1 of them or something or did she did something something happened? Haha And then So The noise stopped. And I laid awake though. Like after that.

Gosh, for about 3 hours. Yeah, until about 2. And I finally passed out. And uh, I was just like, dang it.

How shitty. Yeah. You know, like how inconsiderate could she be? And then she leaves back out though, like I don’t know cuz I didn’t go back out of my room after that happened. But uh,

God, that just sucked. It was like, what a bunch of crap. It was like midnight. When, uh, all that shit stopped. So Yeah.

But uh, I left this morning and she was gone. So I don’t know. I’m glad she hasn’t been staying the night, I don’t know if she’s just staying here. You know, in between dudes. That she’s, you know, finds to like latch on to because that’s what it looks like to me from like Like looking through her face, like her social media and then the people that, you know, it’s it’s like she finds a guy. You know, and she stays with them for you know for a while as long as she can and they get sick of her shit or she gets sick of them or something and then she leaves something happens. I don’t know the story. This is just You know, I’m just trying to, you know, to do.

Deduce. Yeah, you know, I don’t have a whole lot of information, except what’s on social media, but that’s just what it looks like to me. You know, she probably does. But she is so fucking

Cute. That God knows what all she gets away with, you know, that’s how my friend Natalie is.

I mean, Natalie’s like 40. 3 now. Yeah, 43. And she’s still 1 of the cutest chicks ever. And uh I think the new roommate girl is like 30 like right at 30. And uh, Is just crazy. Yeah, it’s just crazy but it’s stupid. And

I hate how like You know I’ll meet a person and think you know great things about them at first and then find out later that they suck. That’s that’s been uh

The story of my life actually. Yeah.

You know, even like my 2 best friends growing up, we had bands and stuff together and I always wondered why

Like we always had problems with that shit like I was the 1 who did all the work part of the band and you know they would just show up and play 1 of my friends was a really good songwriter

And uh neither 1 of them, like have jobs or do anything or anything that, you know, like these like for years and years. Like they’re both a couple of fucking bums really and, uh, that took a long time to You know, to really become apparent. This is an example like I was just like, you know, I always wondered why I never could get anything off the ground with these guys, you know, when we were younger and then when we got older, it’s like well they’re just a couple of fucking bums. You know, it sucks.

Of course I can’t say that about all my friends I grew up with cuz I got 1 friend who’s the best songwriter I know. And he’s a like, he’s a badass fucking dude. He lives in Memphis. My friend. Justin. Yeah, like he’s so good that he moved out of Alabama.

You know. Hahaha like him and his brother both. Like they fucking, they went and made something out of themselves and a lot of my old friends, do it. I’m just like the ones that I like, I don’t know, like, the main 2, dudes. I tried to have band stuff with when we Were fucking  younger they’re just a couple of jack-off assholes and that’s why nothing ever took off. With them. Haha

I’m not going to name them although I have talked about them a lot. I’m not going to name them this time. But uh, I don’t know the new roommate chick just like I just I’ll be glad whenever she leaves. You know, she’s just

Just 1 of those kind of people. She doesn’t give a fuck about anything but her own crap. And it sucks but it didn’t take long for me to realize that.

And I don’t know if the other roommates I don’t know what they think about it. Nobody talks or communicates to me about anything. They’re all friends though. They’re all part of like this big friend group.

I don’t know. And then, you know, me too, I’m just like I’m part of me is just like Save your money and move the fuck out, you know.

Just get out of there, like it’s The only reason I’m living there like I am is because it’s so cheap.

But that comes, you know, the price of that is having to deal with. Well, you know, I guess the good thing is, she hasn’t been staying there.

Yeah, that’s like the good thing about her is she hasn’t been Staying there.

Oh my God. Yeah I’m just bitching. That’s that’s all I’m doing. I just it’s just like dang you know why do I have to deal with this shit? Like I thought the other roommates you know, like they they really weren’t that bad. But at least she’s doesn’t stay there like, I don’t know, I don’t know what she’s, you know, I think she’s got found already found somebody else. I don’t think she has a job. Like she plays out and does stuff with music and she probably gets a few hundred dollars from that, they don’t pay you that much around here you know to play. The Liquor Express, you know, or I think Bridge Street She probably makes more money with tips than anything else from that. I don’t know. I haven’t talked to her that much about it but, uh, I will be really happy when

She moves out, you know? But it does the guys that looks like that I’ve noticed that she’s gotten with. They just they seem really nice. Naive. Yeah, nice. Yeah, they’re they have to be, you know, Probably the hottest chick like the last guy that she was with was probably the hot. She was probably the hottest chick that guy was ever with. Yeah. Like I could just you can just tell what You know, and she is, it’s it’s a it’s a damn tragedy.

You know.

But any woman like that, who doesn’t take care of her kids, I mean there’s something really bad wrong with her.

And and all my friends, like I 1 of my friends uh Actually, she was the ex-wife. She’s the ex-wife of 1 of the friends the bum ass friends. Uh, that I just talked about. You know, she just gets this really weird cringy, look, when you talk about kids and stuff like having kids, Raising kids and shit, you know? And she popped out 2. She doesn’t take care of. My stepsister has 5 that she doesn’t take care of. You know, and she does.

She’s like yuck kids. Yeah. Hell, she left 1 of the kids in a car seat. They had to come get that kid for like 2 or 3 days just in the car seat in the house. Uh, strapped in the car seat. So, because her and this dude were like Uh, shacked up in there doing drugs. You know. I mean that kind of shit I know of. I know, way too many deadbeat fucking Mama Ladies, yeah.

Anyways, God damn. This is so stupid.

I have to eat these hot dogs.

I like dogs.

I love Hot Dogs.

Oh,

Well shit. What else can I talk about? Yeah.

Uh, Oh yeah. Uh, my ex-girlfriend Stephanie apparently.

Her dude broke up with her.

Yeah.

Because, His mother. Mom doesn’t like Tracker.

Because his mom. Does not like her. Yeah.

Okay out. You know, out this app.

Oh, I fucking hate yellow lights. Haha I do I hate yellow lights.

Especially when they just happen, all of the sudden and you have to like stop All the part of me, you know, it was 1 of those where you had like, I had to stop but it was

It turned red before I got to the light and then somebody, you know, behind me just they didn’t want to stop either. They yanked around me real fast as I was accelerating after it turned green. They probably work. Where I work? Yeah.

Yeah, I’ve got to get the brakes fixed. Oh man, I have just enough gas. To get to work and then to get to the gas station.

The fuel light isn’t on yet though.

But yeah, every time that happens though, like with Stephanie will get with the dude if they break up or something like for any amount of time, that’s when she, uh, That’s when that’s when she comes back. That’s what happened, 2 years ago, for the exact same reason too? Yes that Guy’s mom, didn’t like her.

Like the different guy. His mom didn’t like her, mom did not like her. Yeah.

Hello.

Okay, yeah, my mom did not like her.

5:59 AM
My kids did not like her either. My kids didn’t like her kids and that was another big reason why we didn’t get back together because when we the first, when we first got together, I didn’t have a car or anything. And so I didn’t really screen her that well, you know, with the kids, I didn’t think it mattered that much. And, uh, because she was

Different, you know, and in a lot of ways, I thought she wasn’t though but uh, Yeah, my kids did not care for her at all.

It was really crazy. But Stephanie has 4 Kids. Yeah, she had 2 when I first started talking to her and we got in a fight, she picked a fight with me 1 time because I was supposed to be her third kid’s dad. Yeah, I know that we got into a fight about that a fight. She picked a fight with me. About that.

Screaming at me. That I was supposed to be you know her uh this was after she had dumped me. Yeah, I was supposed to um, be her third kid’s dad but I got with this fucking Mexican. Bitch. Hahaha She said, you know instead of her? And that that’s but I mean, you know,

Where do I start talking about all that?

Yeah, and then uh she was the but the last time that we tried to like be together, she tried to trick me into getting her pregnant and some other guy got her pregnant. You know, I mean, she just wanted to have 1 of my babies. She just wanted to have a baby with me, like it was really crazy. She’s like, your kids are so smart, you know? And uh, yeah, that’s the kind of that’s what I mean but she’s a good mama I mean Jesus Christ but uh that’s the kind of women I’ve Loved. Yeah. Just you know I mean I don’t even know how to start where to start detailing all this like I could there’s like 5 blog posts, you know 5 8 thousand word blog posts I could make about Stephanie. Yeah. Haha

She was, uh, she was a pretty big.

Uh,

Thing in my life for about 2 years. Yeah, Stephanie And I still care about her. I don’t know, I’m just like blah but she, she loves her kids, she takes care of her kids. I would come over there, you know, a lot of times if it was during the week it she would be helping her kids with their homework and shit. Helping her daughter with her math. Like she just you know she would just be sitting there being a mama She’d cook supper and all that stuff.

She’s she was a great mom but she’s, I mean, she guess she still is. Yeah, So, you know, I mean if Stephanie can be a mama Like Jesus Christ,

And sometimes I really miss Stephanie. She was a lot of fun to talk to. I just don’t The way she yanked me around. And then like 2 years ago, she did the same thing for about 6 months. Uh, it’s just it’s like, no thanks. You know, I do I care about her a lot as a person. But I don’t want to get stuck in her bullshit again.

Oh, I just got to work. I got to go to parking spot and I’m just going to park here at this parking spot. I’m going to pull forward so I don’t have to back out.

Okay, I guess that’s it. I’m going to have to edit this fucking thing.

Before the shifts starts. Hahaha

Yay. Thank you, please.