10:58 PM
Well, it is
Thursday night, and I’m just
Hanging out in my room. I got back.
Shit 30 minutes or so ago, I think.
I went to the gym. Wore myself out as well. I did and I’m tired as fuck and it’s stupid but whatever. I went to the Guitar Center and I got bass strings And acoustic guitar strings for this other acoustic, that Peter gave me and I’m hoping maybe that’ll make it sound better.
Peter reminds me a lot of Eric and so does So does the roommate that took me back and forth to work, And uh, I don’t know, I don’t know what else to say about that, but he gave me a guitar and
It plays very well, I just don’t know.
It sounds really good.
Plugged in. But it doesn’t it’s an acoustic, but it doesn’t sound that great.
Unplugged, but it’s a Gretch.
Yeah.
Geez, it’s like an $800 guitar. I don’t know why.
Well, he said he He paid $400 for it but then he got his money back. So he gave me a free guitar, I guess. But, uh, I got some streams for it. I got some new streams for it. Streams. I got new streams for it. Are you serious? Guitar strings. Yeah, that’s what I did. And then I went to Walmart and I spent 130 fucking dollars on food. And vitamins. I thought why not? Give vitamins. Another chance. Because I have been feeling really crappy lately.
Psychologically mostly. But that’s all you know, how it’s all connected. How everything? Obviously is connected, right? You know, it’s like
Seems like some big crazy Discovery but it’s not. It’s just delay. Things are well. It’s just the way things are. Yeah, like this app. Will pick up the correct. Stuff and then change it to something wrong and uh, you know, vice versa and everything in between. All the time. It takes me. To edit about a 3000 word. Uh post isn’t that crazy? Like most of my posts that’s an average post. Uh it takes me about 20 minutes of time to while I was on the treadmill earlier. I timed it. Yeah, while I was on the treadmill earlier, A lot of times though, I’ll edit stuff and, uh, I’ll just leave crap. Like, right up there where I said the right thing, but it picked it up, stupid, but then I’m set it again and addicted up correctly. I set it again and it picked it up. Said? Yeah, correctly. Just like just now. Haha, haha. Yeah. That saves me a little bit of time editing it and it lets the reader, the 2 people who read my blog now I’ve lost, let’s say I’ve lost
Have I lost some readers? Well I stopped. I don’t really read other people’s stuff.
Lately, I guess the last month or so I haven’t. I’ve just been down and out. I’ve been busy. A lot too because it’s just work.
They’ve been pushing it really hard at work but um, yeah, they have they’ve been running the shit out of us.
Yeah. And uh,
I feel like that’s starting to stabilize a little bit. We got really behind Uh, because we had some technical issues. So, Anyways.
So, maybe that’ll get better.
But I have the last, uh, Couple of weekends that I had money. I’ve gotten the kids and that’s all I do. When I have the kids is you know, I’ve got the kids. So, I haven’t had a lot of extra time last weekend, I didn’t do anything. I slept.
I think I worked on music for a little bit I’ve just been so tired of. So that’s another reason I’ve I’m giving vitamins another chance. I don’t eat very well either. I need to I mean I’m trying to do better. I got me a bag of oranges. I just remembered
But yeah, uh, you know, there’s like 2 people who read my blog or at least they like the posts. I don’t know how much of this shit they actually read. But, uh, for a minute there, probably, like the whole months of December and January, I was getting lots and lots of hits. See if I can
Analyze that data.
Let’s see.
What cracks me up though, for real is um, the stats. I’m going to take I’m going to screenshot all the crap. The, um, the way it looks like it looks like
You know.
The month of June last year, I got 434 views.
March got 249. Of this year. Yeah. Uh,
286 in February.
410 in January. That’s, yeah, that I guess it wasn’t that much in December. And November, but October got 416.
So it’s, uh,
I may of 2025 got 222.
Let’s send that to my daughter because she’s talking about the number 222.
And the crashed. Oh, now Instagram is being updated because it’s fucking stupid.
Okay, I guess I won’t send my daughter that right now. Well, she was talking about 222 earlier. And uh, she cast a spell.
Um, for boyfriend. Or something. I can’t remember. Yeah, her mom’s been doing magic and stuff. It’s like, well, that’s that’s why I haven’t had any luck and the romance Department.
My daughter just laughed. She was like, Dad, you know.
Um sometimes though, I seriously I do I feel like I’m cursed I don’t know any other explanation for it actually. I do, it’s because I get lonely and sometimes I’m like, man, I really wish I had a girlfriend, but the reality of it. I don’t, I don’t want to put up with somebody’s crap, and I don’t want anything to interfere with the dynamic, I have with the kids.
It’s uh, And I just, I’m plain ass. Damn. Haven’t found anybody interesting enough yet.
Hello.
Yeah, I don’t know. Rho is out in the middle of me saying that the fucking right in the middle of me saying that the fucking Wi-Fi fucked up. So I don’t know what Stirring about in the air right now.
Anyways, hahaha. Yeah.
Oh gosh.
Anyways, though, I’m supposed to take them fishing Saturday and I was looking at Walmart on the fishing. In the fishing section, you know, With the fishing poles and the camping things they have. Uh, those Coleman stoves, they have a decent 1 for like 50 bucks and I have tons of propane tanks. Left. So, uh, We’ll have to get a skillet and some oil, and the whatever the fuck it takes for the fish fry, you know, the batter it and then french fries, we have to cook. French fries and hush puppies with it. I don’t know. I was just laying here and my brain started reeling. So it’s like why not make a blog post
I’m getting, uh, I had to lay down for like, I don’t know 30 minutes, maybe not finally started. I finally started to, like,
Collect myself. I was exhausted when I got home I guess from doing the gym and then just going Out and I had a really bad like depressive episode and it’s stupid because it’s like
I’m off work. I should be really, really happy really happy. Super fucking happy right now and it’s better. But
God, it being crazy fucking sucks. So
I just kind of laugh, you know, when I see people talking about You know, how crazy and all this stuff like yeah, I’m so crazy. And
People, I don’t know. You just don’t know how crazy I am. It’s like, you’re not really crazy or you wouldn’t be proud of that, you’re not
You’re not really crazy yet because being crazy. Fucking sucks. Like, there’s some good things about it, you know?
Is there? I don’t know.
Most of the time. It’s really affects your quality of life. I know it does mine. Um, that’s 1 of the reasons, why?
I’ve why my life isn’t any better than it is. Yeah. A lot of it circumstantial. But then a lot of the circumstantial things are because of my reactions to stuff which have been crazy. You know, which is crazy. A lot of times I just I don’t know. I’m
Sometimes. I’m really not sure. Where the hell anything is anyways, you know, it’s just
Like wow, why am I here?
Still.
But anyways, uh yeah, I don’t know, I feel better. It’s nice to rest. And just lay here, but I’m getting hungry again. I ate some sushi. I think that was about
- Something was it that late though?
Oh, I don’t even know.
Cuz time just, I mean,
That was at 6 when that I got up and got around. When did I make that last post?
Later for a minute that was uh, 419 And it did, it took me that long. Yeah, uh well, that’s when I started that post. I think I actually finished. Talking about. That took about 20 minutes or so. Um,
I don’t know, I guess that does seem about, right. That was uh, 5 hours ago, 5 fucking goddamn hours ago.
When I was at, uh, Sam’s Club and then
But I went to the gym. Well, I went, I stopped and got gas. I’m trying to think like where the fuck did all the time? Go?
Yeah. Did that went to the gym? I was at the gym for Fucking almost an hour
Yeah, I got to the Guitar Center right before they closed.
At like,
8:45. And then, uh, I got to Walmart about
And it’s not a Walmart that I usually go to. It’s like the fucking it’s that weird Walmart that I used to go to with my ex-girlfriend Yeah. Um,
But I spent a lot of time in Walmart, looking at vitamins. So, uh, I think it was about
I’m just trying to account for all the time. Yeah, that’s stupid. Um,
I spent.
Yeah, Jesus. I still have Plenty of money, though.
And for some reason, this fucking 5 dollars. From Holiday Inn Express. I at stayed with the kids. March the 13th. It’s still pending
God, I’m getting hungry though. Okay, that was at 10:03 when I checked out at Walmart. So, okay, that’s fine. That that makes sense. All that makes sense. Once I break it down and it’s like God, it’s already I did a lot of stuff.
Yeah, the last 5.
6, 7 hours of the last 7 hours. Yeah, Jesus Christ. Anyways, that’s about all I want to This is about all. I’m going to want to edit while I’m waiting on hot dogs to cook. So,
Yay. And then I’m going to probably going to
Fuck. I don’t know. At some point, I’m going to work on music.
In the garage. Yes. Thank you, please.
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