SUNDAY NIGHT

6:19 PM
What am I doing now?

Oh, just hanging out. And when did I make that last post? Almost 4 hours ago. Okay, well, I ate all my Sushi and I was going to try and

Record another song but it’s just not happening right now at all.

Yeah, at all I didn’t say it at all but it isn’t.

I think I just need to rest. Even though I drank this whole thing of coffee, I have I’m not particularly amped up or anything. I actually feel kind of stupid.

I feel retarded. My hands are cramping up. Maybe I’ve had too much caffeine this weekend, huh?

Maybe I have done too much the last few days. Between work and Um, Making these songs real.

Oh, it’s not picking that sound up. Sometimes it does, sometimes I can say home.

Nope.

I didn’t do it. Hmmm

What am I friends posted this? 1 of my friends. Yeah. Um, Posted it.

This quote,

Uh she’s this really cool chick. I wouldn’t ever talk to her online like she’s 1 of those people. I would have to meet in person. And anyways this would happen this has happened before but the quote She? What was I gonna like go off on another Big rant about that, right?

Where is?

Uh, yeah, you gotta be comfortable.

Writing when No 1 is reading, which I guess is. That’s what I’m doing right now. Haha kind of And uh, in creating when No 1 is consuming, which that happens all the time too

And, uh, and putting in the hours when No 1 is clapping or listening or watching. That’s the big secret. I don’t, I guess she said that, I don’t know who the quotes from though. Hey, let’s try to look this up.

Can get the

Quote.

That’s fine. Sometimes and then it just gives me the option to select the text. I don’t know if it wasn’t doing that at first.

Oh, I just want to see if that’s a quote from somebody famous.

Probably is.

Just all this crap.

This.

Is that it?

I’ll never know.

Yeah.

It’s just a it’s like a meme now. I guess.

Uh anyways, whoever came up with it though. It sure did get passed around a lot.

Well, I do that a lot anyways, but it was just um, Because sometimes I do, because I’m not like

Um,

Part of the fun though of like making crap and stuff is uh other people looking at it. Like art and music you know or listening to it you know or something or reading it like this crazy shit that people do. People read people read this. Not a lot of people. But sometimes a lot of people. Oh my gosh, because who like nobody does. I mean, well, they do, but not a lot of people like have a Blog where they just post all their fucking shit.

Like uh, I guess it is kind of like, my online diary and I do sometimes Talk way too much. Well, maybe not too much A lot of times I’ll catch myself, but I do talk about some really personal things in great detail.

Yeah.

It’s really funny, but, um, I don’t know, I guess it’s okay if I’m just not feeling doing music but that’s what I wanted to do. I mean, what the hell else?

Just sit here in the dark and contemplate existence. I don’t know, I was looking up this uh, Missing person’s case. Uh, it was really eerie to me. I’ve ran across a few of those on Facebook. Uh, it’ll post stuff be like missing person, you know, the story of Some person and some of them are really.

They really bother me. Yeah. And this 1 was 1 of them and it was this, uh,

I guess he was a teenager and it was like 7 years ago when 17 yeah, years ago, uh, when he disappeared and he just like got lost and ran off the road into a ditch and called his parents and talked to his parents for 47 minutes. And then he said, oh shit and disappeared and that was it. And nobody knows what really happened to him but then I got all these tingly like this. Crazy.

Like, feelings about it.

Which uh yeah I get I talked. I made a post about this, it’s buried, you know, under I think I’ve made almost 300 posts on this blog so far, since Uh, March or April. Yeah, I don’t remember when I first started this blog.

Where I talked about how I had. Just this huge long drawn out conversation and I’ve had more than 1 with Syd Barrett. It’s like yeah, I’m not crazy or anything. But um,

Oh, it was so weird. Hey, now somebody would pecked on my blog.

I think so.

I think she finally pecked on my blog Today, anyways?

Um, I know it sounds stupid when I after I like said it, you know, I don’t know if somebody can hear me. If they are even listening But it’s like, yeah, I like having really weird conversations with people who, you know, aren’t there, but they are there, you know,

I went off about astral travel and projection and shit. Um, I think that was when the the week I took vacation back in June. Yeah. Like the towards the end of June. The week of June 26th. Yeah, I made a bunch of posts about that crazy stuff, but it is, it’s really, it’s really eerie like missing people. And uh,

Gosh, you know.

Just, it’s really

Really bothers me. Yeah, because stuff happens.

There was some chick. Uh, she was kept at qua.

Kepa Qwasim. She was from Quebec and uh, she disappeared under under really weird circumstances, and I’ve had all kind of weird crazy stuff happen to me, too, like

Like uh, she was exhibiting signs of.

Uh, like paranoia and like something was after, and she never could like, give anybody a straight answer when they asked what had happened, and if she had like, been assaulted or witnessed something horrible and she said it was worse. And I was like, what could be worse? You know, if it was some like

Entity, you know, or something like just totally

Abstract, I don’t know what else to call it, you know, but there was a a picture of her at the ATM looking over her shoulder and it was so like crazy. Oh, what was her name? I looked it up on Wikipedia. Maybe it’s still in the history, but people saw her like for years after she disappeared. People saw her around and that was really Now, Brandon Swanson is the guy. Uh who disappeared that I first started talking about, you know from it was just so Eerie I get all these really weird tingly feelings.

Yeah, like oh gosh.

Makes me feel so sad.

Especially for their parents. But for them, too, like what happened? You know,

I went to my tabs.

There’s a little list of people. I think she disappeared in like, 2008.

Marilyn Bergeron

Yeah, that was her name and she was so beautiful and it’s like, oh my goodness, you know, but people reported seeing her, and I wonder what happened and they reported seeing her with like, uh, guy

And she was, oh,

Interested in all cultures and nationalities. She seemed really cool. She was a musician too

Yeah.

It is though it’s really Really. It’s really like eerie and

All stuff like that. Just gives me the willies so bad.

I used to watch Unsolved Mysteries and I used to check out uh books on the Bermuda Triangle. When I was a kid and just scared the shit out of myself all the time about this crap, Yeah. Gosh.

But it does it makes me really sad when bad things happen to people. You know, when they disappear and it’s probably something really crazy, it makes me feel. Awful. You know, people are special.

They sure are.

Getting advertisements for the World Book Encyclopedia is Yeah, I still have mine from 1989.

That they’re in my storage unit all my encyclopedias.

And they’re in boxes.

1 of my friends just posted about the Dollar General opening up off a Warrington Road.

Yeah. Warrington Road, I guess in Guntersville

And this 1 guy was like my favorite Dollar General is the 1 in Claysville which is the 1 right across from my storage unit. I laugh reacted and said yeah mine too. Haha

That’s funny. It’s a small world.

I don’t know, sometimes I just

This guy named.

Weird Paul Petroski, you know. And, uh, Oh my god, he has a wife.

I don’t know if that guy can find love. I can too huh?

Yeah, I don’t know. It’s just

I’m gonna stop worrying about that so much. It’s really stupid. It is, it’s so stupid.

This WordPress is just emailing the shit out of me, asking me if I forgot to publish My article like, I did. Yeah, I’ve gotten like 5 emails today. About that. It’s like I did publish it. I don’t know.

What you’re thinking?

Yeah, it’s not thinking anything. I don’t reckon.

But one thing I think is really cool is fossils. You have fossils of anything.

And I will, um,

Just here’s a Tyrannosaurus, Rex.

Fossil. Guess I’m going to save that. Yeah.

Just looking at that, it’s all shiny and dark.

I don’t know, dude, Facebook, like it shows me a bunch of shit. A lot of the times, though. But then sometimes actually like,

Stuff from some of that craps actually interesting.

Yeah, I guess going to the uh, original like the initial. Whatever the fuck I was talking about with that quote that I never could find who originally said It. Um,

A lot of people who like write or do music or art or a lot of crap, A lot of times, you know, they don’t get any recognition while they’re alive. You know.

It’s kind of.

Or if they do, they get like minimal and then they just explode after they’re dead. You know, I’ll figure something like that will probably happen to me.

I guess I don’t know. I’m just laughing about it. It’s it’s like forever.

Whatever. Yeah. But yeah.

I am still friends with my friend, Alessio’s ex girlfriend

I don’t know why.

She’s she was, uh,

She was really mean to him and she’s like,

She’s Venezuelan, but she lives in Italy and she’s really crazy looking And then here’s this chick, I’m friends with named Zelda. And she is. Really pretty, but she’s got a boyfriend and she lives in Tennessee.

She’s at a wedding.

She’s just posted pictures.

A whole bunch of pictures of herself at a wedding.

And she has a dinosaur tattoo.

A dinosaur holding a butchering knife in its mouth.

Anyways.

I don’t know. Facebook’s kind of stupid. It’s

I still use it a lot though, but it, it’s not like it used to be

This chick keeps popping up her name’s AA.

AA, or something. Yeah, I don’t know why it’s picking up like that. AA. Isla.

Something. Yeah.

And she kind of looks like helmet girl. I don’t know where she came from, like she’s just started popping up on the people. I may know, we don’t have any mutual friends or anything here.

6:53 PM
But she does, she kind of has she has the same hair and like face kind of like helmet girl does. And I just wonder if it’s the same. Same person because it’s people look different when they don’t have their work Uniforms on, you know.

There’s something about Mega Death. And I used to be a huge mega Death fan.

Damn this Dave has some weird like mustache. It looks like he’s dribbling. Diarrhea from

From his, the sides of his mouth. It’s like god, dude.

Yeah, I was I was like

You know, a lot of Megadeth was just, uh,

They just don’t have a lot of really great songs, um,

They’ve been staying was pretty sloppy, Dave Mustaine. Yeah, was a pretty sloppy, guitar player. And he was really good though, but really sloppy Like um, the album Rust in Peace. He needed Marty Freedman like he was a really clean. You know, just Phenomenal guitar player soloist and all I guess, uh, I mean, that’s

Mega death’s best album.

By far. Yeah, like, because every song on it I don’t like that song 5 magics. But I like all the other songs on there.

And, uh, I don’t know just

Like the album peace sells, you know, there’s like 4 or 3 or 4 really good songs on there, that’s it.

Yeah.

And Dave Mustangs like,

I just, I don’t know, I just can’t imagine him being really Pleasant. You know, being like cool to hang around, it would just be like

Stressful. Yeah, he just seems like a really stressful guy to be around. Really stressful guy. Yeah. It’s like man.

Shit. Maybe I did. Maybe I did just take Drink too way too much coffee. Like, I’ve had maybe I’ve just had way too much. Caffeine it worked Thursday. You know, and it worked yesterday. But today is, isn’t it just isn’t working. I’m like Feels so stupid right now.

Oh my God. Like my brains are just mush.

I need to.

Probably take a break from caffeine.

It’s really hard to do though, at work. It really is because my job is. So

Physically demanding it’s like, oh my God.

Yeah.

That is. It is, it does. It’s like it takes.

Caffeine it helps. Oh, I’m getting tired now. Yeah, Jesus, it’s 7 oclock. Almost. I don’t know. I’m just

Felt like doing something, but music wasn’t working. I was going to try to track the demonita song. And uh,

That was.

Getting too hard. Yeah. And then I just got couldn’t do anything else. And I guess now, I’m just going to edit this and post it and Lay here in the darkness. I don’t know, I don’t know what else to do. I guess that’s what I’m supposed to do. Make blog posts.

And,

Yeah. What I mean, I guess that’s what I’m supposed to do today.

Oh,

And my roommate’s dog has just been barking today. The dog barks at anything and she doesn’t care and it’s like

Well, she stopped so whatever. Um, Gosh. Thank you. Please.