9:18 PM
Oh my goodness, I did Hello.
Yeah, almost Just made a 6600 word post but, uh,
No.
It could have been my longest post ever. Haha But um, I just decided that was too much crap. It just wasn’t. I couldn’t even follow it myself. I was like, what the hell is wrong with me? So I made it. I saved it as a draft. I don’t know.
Um but today was kind of crazy actually I it started off I was going to go watch my son’s soccer game, get the kids. We were going to go eat somewhere delicious and uh, My daughter had a party to go to at 7:00. I was going to take her to that then, pick her up from the party, and we were going to come back up here and probably eat at the AHA or something. The IHOP, Yes, and
Okay. Um, anyways.
It used to not ever pick up those words. Like um, and uh, and, uh, And this is crap, you know?
But after the soccer game we were all like, yay and Uh, my daughter had this game, she wanted me to download and wanted me to buy off steam and download for her. And we were going to play it. We were all going to play it together and we were going to go eat. We decided we were going to go back to the Mongolian.
Uh Grill.
And get it like the stuff we got again I guess it’s been 2 months ago because it wasn’t a 100 degrees
Yeah, 100 fucking degrees.
It was like 75 which is pretty nice. Actually when you got the windows down But my car, uh, 1 of the belt pulleys is like wobbly, you know, this there’s no telling how many miles this car has It’s, you know, 35 years old. The odometer isn’t correct. It’s uh but it started like the belt started squealing. Like squeaking. It’s not really squealing. It’s not that loud. But it’s like it. It’s got a I got to fix it before it, you know, I don’t want to risk it getting
Way, way worse or anything? Or I don’t care like, how long it would last with it, like it is. Now I got to get it fixed. As early, you know, as I can, it just started doing it. Like we stopped at the Steele, exit off 59 to get drinks.
Um, Mountain Dew. That’s all the
That’s all they had. Yeah, at the gas station. I stopped at. They were building a Mexican restaurant inside of it. It was pretty funny. But um,
That’s when I noticed and I was like, Hey because I thought it was the car in front of me, but it wasn’t. Oh my gosh. So I was like, crap. I freaked out I was like, well, kids we’re going to have to turn around, you know. So we ended up getting kobachi.
How about you? How about you? How about you? He bought Chi. Habachi God damn it. Fuck. Oh my God and um,
It was good. I just finished the last of it off that I had and my son wasn’t hungry. He didn’t eat anything, plus they eat there all the time. Kobe in the Gadsden Mall. Anyways you know like my ex-wife and the kids and her husband
And so, um,
Yeah, I didn’t get to do any of that. We went to Academy Sports and I got my son some arrows. For the 2 B, I gave him.
Bows. Yeah.
But I was really stressed out. I was like, crap, you know, I freak out about shit and after I’m done freaking out, I can assess it. Haha, but I do I’m I’m a really high strung. Uh,
Eccentric person.
But, I had eaten yesterday. A lot for lunch, I had these chili cheese hot dogs from the cafeteria, which is my favorite thing to get. They have them about once a month. And they have all these delicious things you can put on top of them, they have cayenne pepper. Like it’s a little thing with a scoop. You can scoop out as much as you want. You know, how you put paprika on potato salad, Yeah, it’s all like red all over it. Dusted all over it. That’s how I did those. Oh God, it was so hot and so delicious. My face was like purple. And uh, yeah that but uh, I ate so much of the Habachi. I got the salmon and the chicken. My daughter, got the shrimp and the chicken.
My son didn’t get anything. He was like, I don’t care. I don’t even want to be here. He was tired and being ill, and he really just wanted to get the bow and arrows. Yeah and play with them he was so like focused on that, he left his phone in my car. You know, like I had to turn around later. Anyways. Uh, I shit my pants. I did like right there right after like I ate they brought the bills and all that stuff and I was like dang you know and then just like
Blam I thought was just a big Poot so I had to go to the bathroom. Uh, And take I ended up taking my underwear off I threw it in the trash.
I know, it’s pretty gross, right? But that happened, that’s what happened. I guess it was all that coupled with my intense anxiety, And I told the kids, I was like, I just shat my fucking pants.
And, uh, you know, y’all gonna have to wait, they had to wait on me for about 10 minutes and they were just like goddamn, my daughter. Got my debit card and everything, and I didn’t even think about it. And when we went to Academy Sports to get the arrows and stuff, my daughter was like, oh yeah, Dad, I got your debit card. And I totally was just, yeah, I was so filled with anxiety.
And uh, so anyways, I get all that. Taken care of, and, um, we go to academy and get the arrows and I dropped the Kids off at their house. And I told my ex-wife, I was like, I don’t think it’s a good idea. To take the kids to Huntsville with me. I need to get this fixed. I don’t care how like, If it’s a big deal right now or not, it’ll be a big deal later. I don’t want to drive it any more than I have to absolutely have to and
Sorry, she was like, why don’t you keep apologizing for it, seriously, It is
Not a big deal. Yeah, she’s been so nice to me, like
I wish she could have been this nice to me, at the very least, like Right after the divorce. It was just so.
Oh, I was so messed up but anyways I don’t want to talk about any of that though. Um,
I was just thinking I guess I’m still Oh my God, I’m still traumatized. Yeah, like A little bit. It’s it’s gotten a lot better, it really has
Um,
She’s still the last person I would ever. Ever want to make Angry? Yeah. Yeah, she’s still like the only person. I’m really scared of, I guess, and the roommate, I give money to, yeah. Boss lady roommate. And Brittany,
I’m trying to think like that’s really the only 3 people I’m afraid of off the top of my head. I’m not afraid of like, any dude. Haha.
But anyways, um
Shit.
Yeah, she was just like super, super nice. She even brought me a chair to sit in at The soccer game. It was it was great. And anyways, I got the kids and we um, I took them back. Yeah, and I was sad. We were all kind of bummed out. I was like, well, you know, look, I get this fixed and maybe next weekend, we’ll do something cool. Or the next, you know I mean it’ll eventually I’ll get to do it. I get my bonus in about a month. I get this bonus and that’s going to be great. I’m going to save as much of it as I can for the uh, winter shutdown. Yeah. I said, uh. A bunch of times.
Ha ha ha. Yep.
Apparently though my son, he’s been real big into
Like early humans, like the life or Lifestyles and the weapons. Like uh, like in proto-humans, you know, like clubs and Atl-atls
You know, the little spear launching fucking things and, uh,
Slings and Spears and all that shit. And I was like, you know, you’d probably like that movie Quest for Fire. Yeah, I haven’t seen that movie in so long so I sent him a YouTube link. Maybe he’ll watch it. It’s like I forget that it it’s probably not got Well, it’s like National Geographic grade nudity in it. I don’t know. And then there’s some dumb Parts. He’ll probably think it’s funny. But that’s what he’s interested in right now.
Um, I thought well, hey, you know,
And my daughter made her friend a crown for uh, his birthday and he was wearing it at the party. She sent me a picture that was really cool.
But, uh, I was struggled though, on the way up here. Like, do I need About getting watery tickets. Lottery tickets. Why would I get what’s a watery ticket? Haha
Anyways, um,
Shit, because I had been getting like these weird uh, YouTube channel. Notifications. It’s stuff. I’m not subscribed to but it pops up like in my notifications or it’ll come on after I watch 1 of my videos or something. Because right now, that’s the only thing I have to really play them.
My songs to listen to them in the car. I like to listen to them in the car to see how they sound. You know, see hear the mix and there’s a, you know, I’m probably going to go back and remix mean old lady.
From Logistics. Yeah, and but the, uh, the 1 song I got Feeling the meat. All day, you know, with the 6 foot tall lady from Nebraska, the music sounds fucking great on it. I don’t think I’m going to do anything to that, but I’ve got to put the vocals to It, I may or may not. Try to do that.
I don’t think I’m going to do it tonight but I’m trying to make myself stay up late because I’m on night shift next week.
Yep.
But I miss my kids so much, and it made me really sad.
Maybe so sad. Made me, it made me so sad.
Because I wanted to be like hanging out with them right now and being like kids, kids, kids, kids, kids, kids, kids, kids, kids, kids, kids kids, you know, and
That didn’t happen.
But you know the mechanic dude he I think he opens at 8 Monday morning, it’s just right up the road and I’ll probably drive my car to the grocery store tomorrow. I need to get a few things.
And so, that’s Yeah, that’s pretty much. What I’m going to do.
Just kind of kick around. I need to do my chores tomorrow.
And uh, But yeah, today was kind of crazy.
Times like this though, I wish I had a girlfriend. Yeah, I know that’s stupid. I remember the the last time I did like Stephanie, um,
I would just, like, call her up and be like, hey, you know, and talk to her and play Crazy songs for her and stuff.
Kind of missed that. I don’t miss her though. I was just thinking like, gosh, I don’t know.
What the heck? Do I want to do the rest of the night? I’m going to try and stay up as late as I can. Should I work on music? Thought about watching the Quest for Fire myself. I haven’t seen it.
9:35 PM
And,
And,
Uh, about 20 years did I say that already?
Oh yeah. What I was saying about those weird videos. Um they pop up. Like it’s like affirmations. You know uh 1111 my angel is telling me you know like stuff and some of its positive and uplifting and it’s like, you know, just throughout the course of the day that will pop up and I’m like, hey thanks, you know, that that, that’s a good positive.
Thing to think. And then sometimes some really weird stuff will pop up and this morning it was like You know uh Archangel Michael. Was uh, this important message and if I scroll past, I’ll lose the 55 million.
Yeah. Um, 55 million. Yeah, in my bank account. Well, I wouldn’t say 55 million.
- Mil.
Million. Dollars. Now it does. Yeah, like for real, I said 55 million dollars Now, it picks up the dollars, I don’t know. Like this is seriously. This is the best speech to text app. I could find. I’ve been using it for 6 years. Yeah. Um, it used to be a lot better. It’s seemed like back like 4 years ago, they’ve done a lot of shit to it. It picks up things like I can say, fuck. And sometimes it won’t though it’ll spell it also like fuk fuk, fuk fuk fuk. And see it’s so stupid.
And I’ll say shit.
Or shit. Gosh, damn it shit. Shit shit shit shit.
Oh, okay. But sometimes it puts that with 2 T’s, or I’ll say Like, You Don’t Know, Jack schitt
Right. And it’s like, okay.
Those are really the only 2 curse words that fucks up though.
But yeah, the thing that was like and then my fortune cookie, uh, which I only looked at 1 side of it. It, it was the side that had the lucky numbers. It was like, don’t miss out on your big winnings or something and I was like what. And of course the thing that’s the uh, The thing that video though is like, you know, 900 p.m. tonight uh, something or other and if you Don’t like if you missed this blessing, it’ll go to your enemies. And I’m like, Who are my enemies? You know, like, Like 55 million.
55 million. See now it’s not picking up the dollars when I’m saying 55 million. What the fuck? This is just too stupid.
55 million. Dollars. And yeah, I have to say it like
Why do I even comment on this stuff, right? Why do I even use speech to text? Well, it started off. Uh because I didn’t have a desktop or laptop computer. I didn’t have a keyboard because I used to make blog posts with a keyboard. I didn’t have a electricity for a year so I didn’t have internet. Yeah. And uh, when I lived in that farmhouse And so I just was like man it takes so much time to type the shit out with my thumb because I only use 1 thumb when I type on a phone. Yeah, I know some people use 2 but I have really big thumbs. I have big hands. And, And so, uh, yeah.
I just started using this because it was easier and it was funny and because my ex fiance used speech to text, When we would argue and like she would pick fights with me and how it would pick everything. How it picks? All this stuff up wrong as shit. Um a lot of times she would just send it, she wouldn’t edit it, and it would just, I would have to decipher all these like, You know, walls of fucking texts, she would send. Telling me what a fucking stupid piece of shit. I am Because, for some reason, you know, she Could get into my phone and turn off all my alarms. So I missed my return flight home and she practically. She did she ruined my fucking life. And then uh, you know, for some reason she thought I owed her money After all that, you know, After she dumped me and like, immediately got with somebody else.
And uh,
I think for a time there she was homeless, that’s what she said. Anyways, living with them because they couldn’t get a job because they were a felon. And I was like, well, You know, I had a job but, I lost it because of you
Because we had to drive back like it took a week to drive back across the country and I had just gotten this really good job actually. I think it was the day before yesterday.
Oh, I, I had posted on my on Facebook, it was in my Facebook memories. It was like, Hey, start my new job tonight, you know, this was 7 years ago, I was like Oh yeah, when I worked at Federal Mogul in Athens for what 3 weeks, I don’t even think it was 3 weeks.
I had just started. And uh, I mean, I just, I missed too many days, I missed uh,
4 days. Yeah. And they were like well you know. Sorry but no.
And it makes me really sad to think about it because
I had everything in the world going for me when I met her. Yeah, but I’m not going to talk about that either.
Um, But that’s how speech to text. Yeah it was easier and it cracked me up the way she used it. So I was like Hey I’m going to do that too.
Yeah, I only like said a bunch of that crap for any new readers like I have, you know, I think I said that in my last post, I make so many posts.
Um, especially this year I have
A lot though because I drink a lot of caffeine. And um,
I have a lot to talk about and it’s fun. And I did though, like get on a kick where I wanted to see, how many posts I could make. Uh, like a streak. I think I, I made it to 144 days. Something like that. Yeah.
I lost it because I was like, whatever, you know, But I do like making a post. At least 1 Post every day. I like making a Post in the mornings. Uh, like when I’m driving to work. If I’m on day shift, and then making a post, it helps me wind down. Uh, That night, you know, and then when I’m on night shift, a lot of times, I’ll make a post I’ll wake up at like 3 or 4 in the afternoon and make a post. And then make a post when I get home, because it helps me wind down. You know that next morning, Yeah, I know, I’m just like, blah, blah, blah blah, blah, Saturday night. And I just, I did. I’ve taken I’ve drank, I’ve got into this coffee, I went to the Superstar market and got
The espresso uh, stoke. Yeah, cold brew coffee. I think 1 of these bottles has about 800 milligrams of caffeine in it.
But only the espresso.
The other ones only have like 5 or 6. 100. Milligrams. But uh, what was it that I finished talking about, what? Those crazy fucking things. Those. Yeah, it was uh but those things are like they’re AI generated. I think, uh, But like people, they have like 12,000 subscribers and You know, 4 or 5,000 comments of people affirming like amen and 222 you know, it’s It’s just
I don’t know.
I’m always like looking out for, you know, synchronicities and you know, messages through the lattice of coincidence. A lot of times it’s You know, it’s not it’s it doesn’t matter. You can like a lot of that stuff, you have to be careful with, uh,
A lot of that shit because it seeds your subconscious with expectations and you’ll um gravitate towards certain events. Or something that will uh it just it it a lot of times.
Something like a self-fulfilling prophecy but uh,
I don’t know it’s fun to a point but you can kind of fuck your life up. Like, When you constantly rely on that kind of thing. To uh, predict or whatever?
Try to figure out what’s going to happen, you know instead of just using your own inner compass. I guess your own intuition and stuff. Like I don’t ever look at my numerology forecasts anymore. I used to all the time.
But uh, I guess I don’t know. This is enough. This is long enough. After making a 6600 fucking word post.
Well, it’s a draft. I’m not going to post it because it’s it’s too much, it really was. I mean I went off about like I started going off about the human development index. You know, that’s like a whole another Post in and of itself, like, you know, if it gets too long, it’s just too much to fucking read. It’s like what the hell?
Yeah. Thank you, please.
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