WEDNESDAY OMG

3:38 PM
Okay, it is Wednesday, isn’t it? Yeah. Oh my goodness, we’re supposed to have a fire drill. I think

Maybe that’s tomorrow.

I am so tired.

I got a little bit more sleep today than I did yesterday. Yesterday I got woken up. Did I make Posts. I think I’m the only roommate here right now.

Did I make a post?

Let’s see.

Okay, it was yesterday afternoon. Yeah, I tried to go back to sleep.

And right when I was about to doze off, Apparently 2 of my roommates, the ones I gave my room to which don’t get me started. Was 1 of the nicest things I ever did and I didn’t have to do it, okay? Um, they were dog sitting, I don’t know for who or what or like, you know, but they have these 2 yippy barking dogs and they woke me up about the time. I was dozing off. Yeah, and like, then they stopped and I almost fell back asleep again and they woke me up again and I almost Almost fell asleep again. And they woke me up again and I’m just like, okay you know so I text the house group chat, I’m like what about these barking ass dogs? And, of course, I’m just the biggest asshole in the world for even saying anything about it. And 2 of the, my roommates. Uh, the dudes, the 2, other dudes were Total smart asses about it and I just I got really mad and I just kind of had to back away from that. Or it would have gotten really messy. I would have probably flown into a blind rage.

But uh, the chick I guess they’re a couple. Yeah. Um She was really apologetic and everything. And you know, I hated To, to just be a dick about it, but

Nobody else in my position. Would have acted any differently. It was really annoying.

And I felt a little validated last night, it was close to midnight, uh, my other roommate, the boss lady. She was like, you know, she said something about it too in the group chat and it’s like, yeah, I mean it’s really inconsiderate.

Well I don’t know. Where do I go? Like where do I start talking about? Roommate Dynamics. I’ve lived here for almost a year. And, uh, I don’t know. I’m, I’m sure they think I’m just the biggest asshole ever, but I don’t care. Because that was really inconsiderate and I’m on nights and it’s like, you know, I don’t bother anybody. I keep to myself the worst thing I do. I think sometimes I might play my guitar too loud or something, but if it’s anything too bad, I go in the garage. And, you know, anytime anybody’s ever said to me about anything, you know, to me about

Ever said, what? Anytime. Haha, anybody has ever said. Anything to me about stuff, uh, there we go tripping up over my words. Um, I’m always really like, you know, I comply and I’m like sorry, you know, I’m just Mostly I’m just kind of retarded but uh,

I don’t know. It was really like what the fuck y’all?

But no dogs didn’t. Um they didn’t wake me up today. Thank God. Hopefully tomorrow, you know, will be the same and I can get more sleep but I woke up about 11:00 and went and got breakfast. Well, it was lunch food for breakfast. I got tamales from the um,

Local barbecue place. They have really good tamales.

I got 3 of them. That’s how hungry I was. I was so tired. When I got home this morning, I didn’t even I didn’t even eat. Oh, 1 of my roommates just got home, you know, she’s

Uh, she’s got a dog too, but it’s not. Sometimes it’s bad but it’s it’s not, it’s not as bad as those other 2. Strange dogs. I have no idea where they came from, but it’s just like and nobody said anything. About dogsitting two weird stupid dogs. They were like, uh, You know.

Which is just really inconsiderate. But I don’t care. I don’t care what anybody thinks except the chick. I, you know, the one I give money to is the only person in this house, I care what they think. About me. But anyways, I apologized, you know but

Still. It’s like

I was actually being really nice about it. And sometimes. I’m most of the time. I’m way too nice. Anyways, it’s just like, hey, I guess if it’s stuff that I wouldn’t do. Because I am considerate and thoughtful about other people. So, when somebody crosses like my Shit with that. I get I do sometimes overreact, so yeah.

But, I mean, you know,

There are way worse. Things. I mean, I was I was really just being like, hey this sucks for me, especially

Um, that’s that’s just how it goes.

On another note, though. Speaking of like stuff, uh, Brittany apparently has found out Where I work. Yeah, where I work now and she pecked on my other blog trying to get me to come out. To the parking lot. I guess to my car. She did Monday and I didn’t I don’t ever check my other blog, like the, you know, the stats. And uh, she did last night too, and I guess I got out there too late, but it’s like I was right there. I don’t know. I don’t know if she’s going to come out there tonight.

I mean, the last I checked, I don’t know if she’s moved or anything, you know, I haven’t looked at her stuff in months, but like she lives kind of Like 2 hours 2 and a half hours away. Something like that. Which, that didn’t stop her from coming up to where I lived in Albertville. But uh, Like, where I work is almost. And it’s in.

What, past Madison? Yeah, it’s like uh like Huntsville the Huntsville metropolitan area. It’s a pretty. Big place kind of it’s about 30 minutes from where I live. I live like On the east side, I guess of Huntsville. And then Where I work is way over on the west side of the metropolitan area. It’s outside of the Huntsville City Limits. It’s uh I think it’s in Madison. I think it might have a Madison address but it’s on the outskirts of Madison. Anyways uh so it’s you know, it’s super far though. And it’s like It would be funny if like she lives up here now or something, I don’t know. But uh, Yeah, that and, you know, I wish like maybe tonight, I’m going to go out. I’m going to start eating my lunch out in my car. It’s not that much further of a walk, you know? I’m just going to be like, okay, I’m just going to do this in case she shows back up because I would love to see her.

I know she’s all about, like, You know, playing games and stuff and she totally ruined my life but like, I would love I started crying thinking about it earlier. I cried over this chick

As much maybe more than I cried over my ex-wife. Okay. Like that’s Twin flames. You know. It’s pretty fucking crazy and she’s the chaser. And so I know like believing in that stuff or not, but that I didn’t believe in it. Until it happened to me. It’s like I’ve made quite a few posts about this, but uh about the time I’m like you know, I’m sick of talking about this shit. I was like never going to you know I wasn’t going to mention it again. For a while, hahaha

Uh, then you know, Some new developments, I guess she can figure out stuff. I mean she’s she was really

Crafty about, you know,

She’s like a detective or something. I don’t know and haha and I did I just opened all my social media back up. I was like, you know, What? Whatever, I don’t live in downtown Albertville anymore, but Yeah, she definitely knows where I work now. And she left this thing on the ground. By my car, I had to check though for nails. I did I checked thoroughly for nails in case she put some in my tire or Left them there where I’d run over them or something. I don’t know exactly because I never and I never did figure, I never do figure anything out. And it is, it’s crazy. Uh, because I don’t She could have pecked on this blog, you know, and, and I just never check the other 1, if I would have checked it Monday. Or something I was like just hanging out in the in my break room.

Uh I had just finished eating lunch. It was like 11:20 and I went out to smoke a cigarette and for some reason I was like Oh check my other blog? Haha then I saw where she pecked on it and so I put my cigarette out and walked all the way through the plant. Uh, back out because the smoking area is outside. The other exit, it’s a huge place. This is like the Hugest place ever. And uh, shit, you know,

But anyways, I did. So it took about, I think I got out there about it took about 5 minutes because I walked fast.

I walked as fast as I could and I got out there and, you know, if she was out there, I didn’t see her. Um, but she could have been watching me from somewhere. I just this whole thing. This has been, you know, going on for over 2 years now.

It’s uh, it’s really crazy. Yeah.

But um,

It’s also.

Funny in a way because it’s like I didn’t, I felt sad. I was like you know? Because I would I would just I would love I would absolutely love to see her and talk to her and I would cry my eyeballs out. I don’t hate her or anything. I don’t understand any of this stuff. I don’t understand why. You know, like, I just don’t, I don’t get it.

It’s like I kind of get it, but I don’t understand it. Yeah, I guess that’s a better way to put it. But I mean, she drove me so crazy. I had a nervous breakdown and that’s why I’m not at the Honda plant. This is it? Yeah. And uh

You know, it’s just like, yeah. So, yeah, a bunch of crazy shit happened after I made that last post. I guess is my point. That’s why I’m making this post. But I am so tired and I’ve got to get up here in a minute and get a shower. And I ate those tamales about 3 hours ago. Was it that long ago? Yeah. It was like 3 and a half hours ago, almost 4 hours ago really when,

When the hell did I go? Even I think it was about 4 hours ago when I ate. So yeah. So this is the transition week though. It’s uh, it’s always like everybody at the plant. On the line. We’re just all like retarded because You know you’re going from day shift and like at Honda the shifts were closer together so it really wasn’t that bad you know like you would get off at 12:30, you know?

3:52 PM
Honda and I mean, you still had time to get home. You get a decent night’s sleep. Like back, actually the transition from days to nights was easy. And the transition from nights to days was a little more, you know, crappy, but it didn’t throw your shit off. That much but here, it’s a total 12-hour offset. Like, uh, I didn’t get off work till 4:15 this morning. Right? So like, you know, um, I think I got home a little bit before 5, and I mean, I did, I was hungry and I didn’t feel like stopping and I didn’t feel like making anything. So, I just laid down and went to sleep. And that’s what I did yesterday morning, too. I was so fuckin tired. I had been up for 23 hours straight like, I think I slept.

Oh I don’t even remember I don’t remember. Yeah I slept like some Sunday night and woke up early and went back to sleep for a couple hours and woke up at like 6:30. I don’t remember, I really don’t

And uh, I actually had a pretty busy day Monday. You know, I had to take my car to the mechanic and all this other crap. And then I got home and I couldn’t, I tried to doze off and those dogs kept yapping and waking me up. It’s like, well, you know, it’s not that big of a deal. I wasn’t that ill about it Monday. I was like, well, I’ll just catch up on my rest. Uh, Tuesday, hold on.

Okay. Yeah. Yesterday. Yesterday, when I got home, uh, I think it was about 5:15 because I clocked out at 4:30 yesterday morning, we got a little bit of overtime and, uh, But I was I was so exhausted. I didn’t stop and get any food. I didn’t make any food. So I didn’t eat. I hadn’t had anything to eat, you know, since like

But I guess basically, like supper, I ate like a early lunch and then didn’t eat supper and went to sleep and slept You know, about 4 hours and woke up. Tried to go back to sleep. I ate a honey bun. I think that I made a post about yeah, yesterday, that was yesterday’s post. You know, I just

It’s just crazy. The transition week is like, readjusting

Your shit to the next shift and it’s funny too. I’ll tell people about it.

And they’re just like, that’s horrible, that’s the most horrible thing I’ve ever heard, but it’s not that bad after the first week, like next week will be a lot easier last. Um,

Time I was on night shift, uh,

Was really hard the transition week. Yeah. And this week so far has been

Retarded too, I guess, but not as bad. It’s just, you know it was work drama last time and this time I guess it’s roommate drama but I don’t know. You know, I don’t think it’s that big of a deal. Maybe they can fuck themselves if it is. Haha

You know, I’m not perfect. And I do feel bad, sometimes, when I’m

I don’t know it’s like people take things from me like a lot more a lot worse. If I’m a dick I’ll take shit from people all day long but if I turn you know, if I turn it around it’s like I’m A monster or something. Yeah, I don’t know. That’s how it was with my dad. I mean God, uh,

But uh, Whatever. Anyways, I’ve got to get a shower and I usually don’t I don’t like to leave later than 4:30. Dang, I’ll probably Even though, yeah, I might, that might happen, but I just, I don’t know. It’s like, um, I’m I had all the I had some crazy dreams about Brittany like, Sunday night and all weekend. I had I would like cuz I was trying to get ready for the next, you know, the night shift. And so I slept I napped around I guess and would have some crazy ass dreams and she was all in my fucking brains.

Uh, Monday and yesterday.

Um, On and off. And then, you know, apparently she came up to where I work, you know, I was supposed to come out there for my lunch break. I’m going to do it though. I’m going to start eating lunch out in my car. If she didn’t show up tonight, you know, maybe she’ll do it again like this week or next week or something, it was just

I guess the best I can figure. That’s the way she wants it. I don’t know. You know it’s it is a little scary. Yeah.

But uh,

After I woke up, I laid here and thought about it. And I just cried and cried and cried and cried. But that’s, uh, you know,

Par for the course. And if she never comes back up there, you know. Or something, I don’t think. I have no idea but I hope she does. I hope she comes up there tonight and I hope I see her and I hope I get to like talk to her and be like, hey and

Stuff. I mean,

I held out for her, for a long time. I guess I still kind of am.

I guess because I haven’t met anybody.

As interesting as she is. But, you know, like

Oh, I’m so tired. Haha, hahaha haha.

I said, yay. Thank you, please.