TUESDAY AFTERNOON

4:50 PM
Oh my God, I just got home.

What a stupid day. Is it, is it really? Almost 5? Yeah, cuz there was that much traffic. Jesus Christ. My daughter got suspended. Yep, from school for getting in she got into it with the teacher. And the teacher claimed that she cursed. At them, the teacher was cursed at by my daughter but that’s bullshit. I don’t like dispute her like getting into a argument with her, but My daughter has more class than to cuss at a teacher. So, my ex-wife is going to uh, the school tomorrow, to talk to the principal. Yep. And that’s scary. Everybody’s scared of my ex-wife.

Yep. Haha

Which is good.

But uh, I just thought gosh, cuz my daughter’s never been suspended for anything. Yeah. It’s just it’s like dang it. It it was the pottery teacher. It was the pottery class teacher, so it wasn’t like a it was just an elective, it wasn’t like math or You know, English or anything. That’s it’s just some silly class but it mattered like I guess, I don’t know. We ran out of parts today.

But uh,

It’s just the transition and the rotation week from, uh, nights to days, it’s got everything. Everything’s just stupid. Everybody’s just like stupid and tired and it’s It’s ridiculous. Well,

I said, yeah. But,

I don’t know. I smell food.

Smell like smells like like chicken carbonara.

Or something, or some kind of alfredo.

I don’t know. You know.

I don’t know when I’m going to eat. I had Rice Krispie treats. I bought 2 boxes of 16, like the big boxes and I ate all of them.

I all of them yesterday. And I think Sunday night or something,

Yeah, I’m a pig but they’re all gone. I got them for work and I just ate them all at home.

It’s nice to lay down.

It’s nice to have a bed to lay down in. Yeah.

I remember, uh, when I met my ex fiance

Um, I had been living out of my car for like a while, and, uh, Like I hadn’t laid in a bed in a really long time. I mean this is like it was a while and um she flew me up there and I remember we got to the hotel room and I laid down. I was like, wow, a bed. It’s like

It was so funny.

Well, it is it’s nice after a long stupid day at the car factory. That was 1 of the things when I lived at. My mom’s when I worked at Honda, like I didn’t have a bed. It was the floor or the couch and I’d get tired of sleeping on the couch, I’d sleep in the floor. I’d get tired of sleeping on the floor, I’d sleep on the couch, I’d get an air mattress, you know? But that it would pop Those things never lasted more than a month.

I don’t know. It was so small.

This is the nicest place. I’ve lived since the divorce. So that’s

That’s all right.

I don’t take it for granted.

What?

I’m using my alternate Facebook account.

I’m just like, pecking through it.

Oh man, what happened to that?

Anyways, I have like a whole another set of like friends and stuff on this account, it’s weird. I added a lot of people from uh, the mbti

Groups.

Gotten really like,

Gotten really withdrawn and even more like introverted at work. The last Well last month yeah last month really I’ve been parking I started parking back where I usually do. Like in the front but I’ve been parking. I had been parking I guess. Like way off. On the other side of the parking lot so I can go in the plant and not see anybody? I know.

I don’t know, it’s just how I felt last month. February is never a good month.

February is always. The worst month of the year and then usually, uh,

Everything gets better after February.

Yeah.

My voice still kind of fucked up, but it’s better. It’s better than it has been

I’ve still got this cough.

So, it sucks.

Uh, tried to call my daughter a second ago, she didn’t answer but she messaged me on Instagram.

Was trying to get the story. But really, I mean, the teacher apparently it’s a new teacher, and she doesn’t know how to manage a classroom is very well, like high school kids So, um, yeah.

But I don’t know exactly.

What started it? I’m fixing to ask what started it.

Yeah, I think she sent me all of that. Actually, in the pictures of the texts with her mom.

Uh,

Yeah, she’s just the way to read the stuff she sent.

What? This doesn’t make any sense.

I still do not understand what’s going on.

Her mom was getting on to her because she doesn’t understand the tone her voice takes Is she? And she argues, it sounds mean and it’s like well, you know, she gets that from you. Haha I’m going to have to tell that tell her that like my ex wife is like the meanest. Oh my gosh. Like I remember we used to get into it and I would just break down crying like I couldn’t I couldn’t take it. It was so Oh my gosh, my ex-wife’s. The only person I’m afraid of Yeah, but it’s kind of funny, but it’s not funny, you know, but I mean, I guess it is.

Hey, that’s a lot of texts.

Oh,

I don’t know, I had a bunch of stupid teachers. This teacher’s just stupid she said that like she writes people up all the time for crap. She’s I guess I said that already. She’s like a newer teacher. She’s I guess she’s still green.

And can’t manage a bunch of high school kids. But, uh, I had, I literally had a biology teacher in high school that didn’t believe in evolution. I mean, what the fuck kind of sense does that make, You know, like,

Um,

Teachers can be so fucking like just so fucking stupid.

But some of them can be, you know, really cool. But I don’t know. I guess that’s uh I guess my daughter gets a free day off of school. She’s already emailed her regular teachers to get her assignments and explain what happened. So it’s kind of like a a thing I don’t know, but That’s I first. Hopefully the last or only time that she gets suspended for anything. I don’t know. It’s not that big of a deal. It’s just

Stupid and it stresses it stressed her out real bad.

And having to explain it to her mom in the hall.

Anyways. Yeah. Um but my day was pretty regular aside from just being Really tired. I’ve had a lot of caffeine.

And uh,

Did I message my son? I think I did.

Yeah, has not messaged me back.

He was sick yesterday.

I just miss them all the time. I was thinking today, what I’m going to do when I get them again. Uh, week after next weekend, after next. Yeah, we’re going to Probably going to come up here and do something because we don’t ever do anything up here. And I live up here.

Um, that is just the plan anyways.

But um, crap. I don’t know. I don’t know what else to say.

I kind of made up a song earlier about loving evil women, but I don’t know if I don’t know if that’s going to go anywhere. Just I feel stupid talking about it now,

Hey, thank you, please.