SUNDAY AFTERNOON

4:10 PM
Hello. Okay. Yeah. I guess I’m going to try and make a post like I don’t ever post and then 2 posts in 1 day, Haha

4:13 PM
Oh my God. Okay, yeah, I’m back. I had to text. I had to message. With my daughter.

Hello.

Okay, there it is. Uh, it’s really funny though, because

I use different apps for each kid.

I just text now with my Son It used to be Tik Tok but he deleted his Tik Tok. My son did

Oh, now she’s sending me photos. I’ll be right back.

4:20 PM
Okay. Yeah, I guess that was.

I had to talk to my kids, they’re hanging out with my dad, which is great because he needs to spend more time with The best grandkids in the universe!

4:22 PM
Hello.

Now, she’s giving me a hard time because I shaved my head.

Hello. Hello.

Hello. This doesn’t pick up. Oh, if I turn the phone, a different way. Yeah, because the Wi-Fi doesn’t reach very well. It’ll get like to my laptop and all But it doesn’t. Get. Farther into my room, which that’s about to change. I hope

That’s why it wasn’t picking up. Anyways, what was I like even going to talk about I was I just ate. 2/3 of a pack of these Oreo. Reese’s Uh,

The Oreos have received cup peanut butter.

Of.

Inside them, you know, so I ate a lot, they were really good and I put them with milk and

I drank half of the half gallon of milk. I don’t buy more than a half gallon of milk at a time.

I got some eggs. And another thing of ramen, I have.

2. Cans of SpaghettiOs for tomorrow and Tuesday, I have 2.

Bags of the Dollar General brand original flavor chips, which is my favorite potato chips, in the whole world. And uh,

I think all that crap was like, I had 18 dollars.

On my cash app. And I was 5 cents, short and the dude, the cashier paid it and I was like thank you. It was really funny. So I went like right at My budget which I had you know 5 cents probably in the ashtray in my car. My car has an ashtray. Isn’t that funny?

But anyways, um

Yep, I just got to get through next week and then I’m off for a week. And that’s exciting.

And it makes me kind of sad that my daughter said, it was sad that I shaved my head.

And now I feel like everybody who’s told me, it looks great, was just being nice. Yeah. And like because my kids are pretty honest. So like gosh, dad.

Yeah, they they don’t cut me any slack at all. My son. Sometimes I’m just like, I just want to grab him and Shake him. Yeah. Oh my goodness, it’s like

I was probably worse, though. I think I was actually a lot worse with my Dad. I’m surprised. My dad didn’t just beat my ass.

You know, when I was a teenager just to teach me a lesson about being a fucking stupid Punk, Yeah, cuz I was

I didn’t really start to become like a well-rounded person until I met my ex-wife. Which is really funny. It’s, uh,

It’s horrible as the last 2 years we were married. You know is awful as that was and the first couple of years after the divorce as mean As as awful and mean as she was to me she’s not anymore you know but like she made me a better person and Like, I love who I am now. Way more. Than who I was? I mean, I loved my myself a lot more. Back then, you know, 25 years ago or something. But

I’m a better person now. Yeah, I wish. Sometimes I wish I could go back and just be like, I am now, like, my whole life. I would things would have been a lot better. I had to learn a lot of stuff. I had a really isolated. Sheltered upbringing. And uh, Some people can pick up on that, but most people, they just think I’m a weird. A really friendly but weird person. I don’t know. I don’t really know what.

Always know what people think, because nobody’s ever. Very few people will ever tell you to your face. Like what they really think about you except my kids. And I go. Wow, I guess that was kind of the whole point. Gosh, I thought I thought the other phone picks up the app on my other phone picks things up stupid. This is way worse. I’m gonna have to edit the crap out of this and it doesn’t give me a paragraph break either.

But I am. I’m really excited about next. Technically, I guess it is next week. The week of the 13th, I’ve got 9 days off in a row. And I’m going to live it up. I’m not going to be able to get my kids until later in the week because my daughter has banned count. Band count. Yeah. Band camp. Yep, thank you.

I got most of my chores, finished this morning. I’ve got to sweep the stairs and I got to clean the um, The downstairs bathroom which shouldn’t take too long, I don’t know.

I’m not going to.

I’m not going to complain, but The boss lady roommate was like, she texted me the other day and she was like, oh yeah, I’m going to, you know, divide up the chores again. So maybe that’ll be a little bit easier on you but she fucking gave me more chores.

So, you know, I don’t

I don’t really know what she thinks. What goes through her head.

Because,

Half the time she doesn’t make a lot sense. Anyways, um, but you know, whatever.

I think she might be a little over medicated.

I used to be way over medicated. It was like,

Safe. But only in my head. Yeah, it wasn’t. It was really bad. It was, uh, it was a big reason why everything affected me though. I guess I wasn’t really that safe. What am I even trying to say? It just it gave me the illusion of it y’all but it wasn’t. Actually getting on medication. I’ve been off of medication for

Over 7 years now. Wow. It has. It’s been that long and I Really don’t. I never really needed it, you know? I just thought I would try it because

Things were Hard, but that just made it worse, it, it did.

But I guess it seems easier because you just take something and you feel better and stuff like, You know, doing stuff that would Make you feel better, you know, like the actions. I don’t know, like me walking. I’ve walked I think, I walked like 6 miles today. I went to 5 Points and back and then I went back again like halfway and, uh, That was that was a lot of fun.

And I feel great and that’s kind of the thing too. When I was on medication I stopped working out. I got really fat And uh, a lot of that was because of medication. Because I didn’t really give a shit. Then it was like, it just I don’t know the side effects. Anyways, I’m just rambling at this point about that. Crap. What am I? Um

I don’t know.

I haven’t met the new roommate yet. We have a new roommate, but

The roommate that took me back and forth to work is moving out.

In 10 days, I guess.

But I have been practicing my, uh, Nylon string guitar, a lot up in practicing my tremeloes. And I guess you can spell it like that. But, um,

That’s some really cool sounding stuff. I’ve got my fingernails have grown out a little bit. They they will, until I tear or break 1 of them doing a process at work.

Um, 2 or 3 weeks. And that’s about, you know after that like they get longer and I break them on something.

But fingernails really help when you’re finger picking classical guitar. Yeah, which is as far as classical guitarists go, I’m still a baby.

No.

Not that I aspire to be like, Andreas Segovia or anything. But uh, it really, it’s really cool to know, like Some of the techniques and stuff used in Flamenco and classical music. It helps Uh, with my own songwriting and style and everything. Like the uh,

I know, some of my Spanish songs. I use that. Sounds pretty cool.

That’s 1 thing that uh, when I was getting out and playing, Open Mic nights a couple of years ago that uh, Everybody was remarking on is how unique I sound and like how everybody else kind of sounds like everybody else but I don’t and people love the crap out of me. It’s just a big reason, I haven’t tried to get out lately is because I quit drinking. And I just don’t.

Just don’t like,

Just don’t want to get back into doing that.

I don’t know what else to say. I just wanted to make another post. Yippee! Thank you, please.