SUNDAY NIGHT

9:15 PM

Hi there.

Yeah. Um,

I’m supposed to do Roofing tomorrow.

And a part of me is like, well, I need to and it’ll be fine once I get down there and Start doing it, but there’s a really big part of me. I just don’t want to do anything. Yeah, I do so much all the time.

But shit, it’s just like 2 days worth of work. And then uh, when’s day I get paid. I said, Wednesday.

I get paid and, uh,

I will Be moving all my stuff back into my old room that I should have never have moved out of. I don’t, that’s kind of a, it’s not really a long story. I just don’t feel like talking about it.

It’s kind of dumb but, um, Oh my goodness, it’s yeah.

Uh,

But I just like this room. It’s a, it’s a fine room, but it’s just really small. And I’ve lived here for over a year and it’s like in this room. Yeah, I’ve lived in this house for almost About a year and 8 months. Yeah.

Uh, it’s July.

So like in 4 months, it’ll be 2 years. November the 19th. Yep. That’s when I moved in.

I was kind of crazy too, I was like homeless and I hadn’t been that’s the first time I had been homeless and uh,

6 years or something. I don’t know, my brains. I’m so like just tired. I’ve been sleeping around like during the day. And uh, irregular.

The regularly, haha.

Irregularly. Yeah.

I still haven’t met the new roommate yet but I saw him earlier, um, I don’t know.

I hope he’s not a

Hope he’s better than that. Furry Guy. That I hope he’s not like him. Oh my God. And like, he just, uh,

Hope he’s cool. Yeah.

I probably shouldn’t talk about stuff like that. I’m in my room and I’m Loud. I talk really loud. But I’m really excited too, uh,

I guess I don’t really have to do car factory stuff this week and I’ll make a couple of extra hundred dollars. 4 hundred extra dollars.

400 extra dollars. I didn’t say that, but that would be pretty cool.

I’ve been walking a lot.

Uh, oh my goodness.

Yep.

I’ve been trying to kind of stay in shape a little bit. Uh I remember during the winter shut down, I didn’t do anything.

After Christmas and stuff, I think. I just laid around in my bed for like 3 days straight. I didn’t even get out of bed. I slept a whole bunch and was lazy. And, And uh, when I went back to work it that first week back almost fucking killed me, you know? And it was like that for everybody though because nobody does anything when they’re off work. It’s like It’s a really just.

Oh, it’s sucks The fucking everything just right out of you. It’s sometimes I don’t know that. It’s worth it. When I, um, Went there. When I first got to go back there last year, I couldn’t believe how you know, lucky I was and Um and it was the same thing at Honda too. But like it was uh, It’s like a, it’s weird. It’s a mix. It’s like I am really glad to have this job because they pay so much. But on the other hand, it’s

Damn, it’s a lot and time just flies past. I mean it’s like, holy shit.

I mean, everybody’s always tired all the time.

And, and not everybody has a good attitude and it’s really dumb.

Sometimes and I just, I get really sick of it and this past week.

I was just ready for this week and it’s just really getting started but shit, it’s already, you know, like Sunday night.

And, uh, I don’t know.

I walked all the way down to the Superstar Market. This morning and I got around a lot later than I usually do. I got up there about 10:00. A.m. And I got some chicken and rice and a carrot cake that was 6 dollars.

6 fucking goddamn dollars. Yeah. And, uh, I was like this better be the best piece of carrot cake in Alabama, but, you know, it was okay. It was like, it was, uh,

This is a little bit better than Than the carrot cake. You can get it public. So it’s like it wasn’t. Wasn’t the worst carrot cake I ever had, but For what it was like, it wasn’t a big piece either. It was like dang, 6 dollars.

But um,

I don’t know, I think I’m just gonna gonna fall asleep. I don’t really have.

What else to talk about that? I feel like talking about because my brain’s kind of hurt. Yeah.

I was, uh, was playing Grand Theft Auto 5. Online earlier for the first time ever. I downloaded the game a while back onto my external hard drive for my son and uh

Oh my goodness. Like I was walking around and running around, it’s like, yeah, this is fun but I just don’t I just don’t care about video games anymore.

At all. And I never thought I would get. Like I never thought that would happen. 20 years ago if you would have asked me, hey, you’re not going to play video games when you get To be like 1, that I really stopped playing video games.

Well, really it stopped when, uh, My ex-wife and I we got married and moved to Martling. Uh, but the first year we were married, we lived in Birmingham and I still played video games, we couldn’t get high-speed internet,

Uh, in Martling and I just kind of got out of doing. I got more into

Music production and stuff. And

Shit I worked. All the fucking time, though. That’s

I worked a lot more than I do now.

And,

Sometimes I feel like I just wasted, you know, a lot of

Just a whole lot of time. I don’t know. You know, doing stuff for other people that didn’t deserve. For me to, like, even have Oh my God. I’m just thinking about my dad. Yeah, my dad’s a fucking asshole.

Stupid.

I miss my kids. You know, I do.

I ate almost a whole pack of foods. Hello, a whole pack of those Reese cup Oreos.

That’s my third 1 and I would say in like a week, but I think I got

This is my third 1 in about 5 days. Yeah.

Well anyways, I got my alarms.

Set, I think the earliest ones about 3:00 a.m. So I can get up and finish the rest of my chores because the boss lady roommate was in the living room. And I’m not going to do that. I’m not going to work around anybody. I’m just like, I’ll just do that later and I’ll clean the room up too. It’s not going to be

That hard.

I don’t know what else to say, you know, I just I’m just spacing out. I was thinking about

I played my uh, C standard set last night and I was like, dang I need to uh

Get back into doing that because that’s my best sounding stuff and my craziest stuff.

Yep.

Shitt, I don’t know. Um,

I don’t understand why this app picks up curse words incorrectly it spells them all stupid. I don’t understand that.

Unless it’s just to get on my nerves.

You know. Hello.

And then just not pick up half of what I say. Sometimes it’s like, well.

My life. My Crazy Life, haha. I’m so tired. Thank you, please.