SUNDAY NIGHT

8:09 PM
Oh gosh, what did I do?

I did bad. I stayed up really late. I stayed up till like almost

2:00 p.m. and then I woke up at like, 5:30. P.M.

Just in time to see a text from the boss, lady roommate, reminding me that I had to sign the lease agreement. I was like, oh yeah crap, I forgot all about that.

Um, I went to the Dollar General, I had to get more coffee. And I got me some REI, Reese’s. I got me some Reese’s Oreos. And there was this chick there who looked like really cool. She like she played in a band or something. I just couldn’t I was I don’t know where I’m at right now in my brain, but I wasn’t feeling like Interaction with anybody but I was like, dang, that’s the second time I’ve seen her there. She was, um,

I don’t know. Still like, I don’t know. Yeah, I don’t know what I’m, but, I’ve been thinking about that. I was like, I wonder who the hell she is because I saw her there like, uh, gosh. Last year, when I was walking everywhere because I didn’t have a car

I think that’s funny. I don’t know, I don’t I don’t know.

I don’t even know what else to say I’m like. Dang Yeah, I talk about how I wish I had a girlfriend and all that shit. And then that chick that got in my brain. She kicked everybody out. And uh it’s like it comes and goes it makes me feel kind of weird now though and I’ve seen where she’s commented on some of my friends. Stuff. We have a quite a few mutual friends. But like people I know really well and For a long time? On Facebook and so it’s like well shit and she’s in the uh The Huntsville what’s happening in Huntsville groups? She made a post 1 day and I started to comment on it but I couldn’t think of anything to say. And then by the time I did think of something funny to say it was way too late, you know?

So um yeah, whatever I’m I’m tired of being tortured by this crap. But I’m really not.

I really need to rest. Yeah, I don’t, I don’t know. I’m just not feeling.

It right now, you know, I should have Well, what I did? I stayed up recording concrete block house. A version of it. Anyways, And uh, I got that kind of worked out a little bit I still have to I have to go back and do the guitar track again and probably do the Bass track again but I’ll put this really cool tremolo effect. On another track on guitar. And it sounds cool. I just got to put it all together and do the vocals I’ve got. When we were frogs pretty much tracked, I’ll probably redo the Bass line to that.

So when I stay up late, you know, it’s not like

Um,

I’m just, not wasting time I’m actually doing stuff. You know, last weekend, I did the same thing, but it was, for art. I had to draw

I really wish I had like a week off or something from work. I have so much other crap. I want to do. I’m so tired.

Yeah. I don’t know. I need to quit.

Doing weird about not talking to people because I do, I wish I would have talked to that chick. It’s uh,

Not a normal person. I don’t have a normal person’s brain and a lot of people might say, well neither do I, but not like me.

Hahaha.

I still though, uh, I spent I spent I think a little bit too much time in isolation. From other people. I did. I have like my whole life, though. It wasn’t just

Wasn’t just the first 3 years after the divorce. It was my whole life’s been like that. Actually my ex-wife is the only reason I got out and did anything normal. Like had a normal. Anything. There’s no telling I can’t even imagine.

Even I don’t know where to start. Uh, how my life would, how different my life would have been if I would have never married my ex-wife?

But anyways, um Blah! Sunday night. Thank you, please.