SUNDAY MORNING I GUESS

1:17 AM
Hello.

Yep, it is.

I guess I’m going to try to make a a post a reel 1.

A real 1. Yeah.

Well, it’s technically Sunday morning and it’s cold and it’s raining outside.

Thought about going to the store.

Here pretty soon and get

And getting food.

I’m using the phone that I. I’m using my fast phone using the Galaxy s22.

And it doesn’t pick things up very well. It’s weird. This app works. Even more weird on this phone. I don’t understand.

But that’s how it is.

Well, my son had a soccer game and that’s what I did yesterday. And I got him and my daughter and we went to

Jefferson’s after the game and 8 and it was delicious. Yeah, we ate.

Food. And, uh, well actually my food was okay. It wasn’t That great.

The server was really weird and uh, I kept He kept like he talked in this really weird crazy voice and I was like, you know what the hell would Possess him like possess a person to fucking act like that. It was like he was weird. He was like an NPC. Yeah. And my daughter was like autism, you know, haha I recorded it was so remarkable that I recorded him, interacting with us on audio. I’m gonna have to go in and mess with it. I was I thought about sampling it making a song.

Um,

I’m really, really tired though. And it’s

It’s challenging right now. I just, I was laying here. And it’s like I have enough energy to stay awake but I’m not so tired. That I can just fall asleep, because I’m on the night shift, sleeping schedule. So this is like my afternoon.

I’ve been really, really tired the last couple of months, but this month has just kicked my ass and it sucks.

Uh, The Roommate. Pooty Girl moved out I guess she got the last of her stuff.

This afternoon and it was really weird that uh I haven’t talked about that, have I? Oh yeah. Well

Yeah, I was

That like of all the complaining I did like it even got it. Got even weirder. Yeah. And I’ll talk about that later. But I have to fix a big hole in the wall that her dog, I guess chewed or, or scratched or something. It’s not going to be as bad as I thought.

It’s, it’s going to be pretty easy to fix, and then I have to paint everything. So, It’s not going to be that bad.

It will be some extra work and probably some Money off the rent. Yeah, I’m going to mess with that, probably. I’d say tomorrow but uh later today. Haha.

Yeah. And she left like all this food in the fridge and the garage it’s like dang it’s a lot of food.

But I’m glad she’s gone. I mean, even though she only really stayed here for like a week It was weird. That was like, I don’t know. That was 1 of the

Well, it’s like I said she reminded me a lot of my friend Natalie.

Not as crazy as Natalie and if I ever get a chance to talk to anybody about that, I’ll be like, yeah, well she’s not as crazy as my friend Natalie.

Like she reminds me of of, of a way more. Scaled back. Yeah, version of. I mean she’s not waving guns around and shit. Haha

I mean, you know, so

I’m trying to think though. Like, do I want to go to the RaceTrac gas station? I mean, I could get snacks stuff or I could just go to the fucking Waffle House, I was either way. I’m probably going to spend about the same amount of money.

I don’t know. And you know, like, I have episodes sometimes where I just cry and cry about my ex-wife still, and then days, like, to, well yesterday, technically, I guess, uh, it’s, you know, at the game I’m just hanging out. So me and my daughter and her, and her husband, And it’s just like how did I ever? Even go for this chick, you know, like we don’t have like, we have stuff in common but and she’s cool. You know, like if I met her now and didn’t know who she was, I would be like, hey, you’re cool as hell, but date, her? It’s kind of funny. I would be a lot more interested in helmet girl than her, you know.

I don’t know if. It’s the door has closed on that. You know or what? But I really do. Wish I had a girlfriend and it’s uh,

It’s kind of stupid. I just haven’t seriously met anybody. Interesting enough yet. And I haven’t been looking, you know, I’ve got all those, all those chicks at work. There’s probably about a dozen I don’t have anything in common with, with them at all. And I’m not the kind of person that can just, you know, I have to like fall in love. What’s that called?

Yeah, that’s the kind of person I am.

And Stephanie messages me, you know what it’s like,

I thought about blocking her again, you know, I don’t know why she ever comes back. I don’t know if she’s like, She’s just using like an exchange with me somehow to mess with that. Dude, she’s with or whatever the fuck that is. It’s and it’s always something really stupid and it, but it’s always the same thing. It’s just a different Guy. She gets with some fucking guy and they all look the same. They’re all like skinny little Peckerwood, dudes with beards. And she gets bored with them, and she starts messaging me, and I’m like, well, what about him and you know, what about your boyfriend or fiance? This guy’s technically, her fiance? Uh, and then she just makes up all these excuses of why they suck now or they’re, you know, they just neglect her and or their mom doesn’t like her that uh, that happens. My mom didn’t like her either. Yeah, that that says a lot about stuff in. Any doesn’t it? About Stephanie. Yeah, and sometimes I think she just needs validation because she knows. I’m not going to be mean to her. I’m going to tell her how great and awesome. She is. But I’ll probably I will never see her again. But, She yanks me around.

Like, I’m not gonna Let her yank me around like she did 2 years ago and it’s stupid. Anyways, I deserve way better than her. I don’t even know why. I still talk to her. I don’t talk to any of my other exes. Which I told her that the other day, I was like, you know, you’re the only ex that ever even tries to talk to me like my ex-wife, but only because we have the kids and it’s always just related to the kids. It doesn’t like we don’t talk hardly at all. About personal things. Every now and then, I’ll ask her some advice on some crap or

She’ll ask me about some kind of House remodeling thing or something. You know that I know about

But, you know, once or twice a year

Most of the time though It’s usually about the kids Yeah. And there’s uh there’s that chick from Danville that I kind of like but we don’t have anything in common either and when I talk to people like her, it’s like, you know, she’s beautiful but that the conversations doesn’t really go anywhere and it doesn’t Inspire me to like, try and ask her on a date because that’s all it would do. We would like go out and we would have fun and probably have sex and then it would just the relationship. That’s all it would be about and I would get on her nerves and I would get sick of her crap and it would be another 1 of those bullshit 2 months relationships that I had a string of right after the divorce. And how it was funny. It’s like wow this is dating, huh?

Yep.

But it really would, it would be awesome to find someone I actually had stuff in common with

I could talk to, and

You know.

I just don’t think.

That’s going to happen anytime soon.

I don’t know what else to say. Yeah. I mean, it’s the same old crap that I always talk about.

It’s just I’m doing it on this phone and I don’t have to work. Tomorrow.

Except for, I’m going to try to patch that hole. Yeah I need to do that and sand it and everything so I can paint. I guess I’ll talk to the boss. Lady roommate about that. Later. Later on. I don’t know. I don’t know what.

I’m so tired. But it’s cold and it’s rainy and I get to wear my boggin. And go out to the gas station or to Waffle House. I don’t know what I want to do.

Thank you, please.