5:41 PM
Well, I’m just driving to work. Yeah, I don’t know, I don’t know what else to say. I said a lot of stuff in my last post.
Uh, I guess I’m just trying to keep up my posting streak.
Which is like 20 something days. Now I don’t know.
Still feeling kind of blah. Yeah. Uh, it was all I could do to get out of bed at like 5:00 p.m. and get ready and come to work. That’s how I feel. Yeah, I usually don’t do this. You know, I usually get up at like 4:00 And then I go, uh,
I get a shower and I leave about 4:30. I get to work about 5:00 and I go to the gym and not today. I think it was last week most of last week or the week before or I can’t remember. Seemed like I was pretty good about it last week. Yeah, the week before last Was bad.
And then the whole time I was on day shift.
Uh, last time was fucking just I couldn’t do anything. I don’t know like that’s what I don’t understand. It’s like, why am I this tired? Usually, I’ve got more energy than Like a thousand times more energy than anybody else. But not this year. Yeah, it’s just It’s like okay. Well, I’ll just die. I don’t know what
I have though, I’ve been really depressed. I got really depressed earlier. I woke up about noon. And,
Finally made myself. Go back to sleep. I think it was before 2:00 p.m., and then I slept for about, I don’t remember. Yeah, I just, I woke up went back to sleep.
And I had a crazy dream about the roommate who disappeared. Yeah, we had a roommate that disappeared and I got her old room. Uh, Gosh though, that was the thing. Like talking to the boss lady roommate yesterday, I still couldn’t bring myself because she didn’t, she was crying. Uh,
Yeah, cuz her friend and he was a really awesome guy, he seemed really great. And so I didn’t have the heart to confront her about why the other roommate got my old room and why she didn’t say anything to me about it, because I didn’t want to give that room to those fucking people. I just did it to be nice. Yeah, that’s a long story that’s like buried under, you know, 6 months worth of posts. But uh, yeah, I just didn’t I don’t, you know, it’s like I can’t live here forever. These people drive me crazy.
They do.
Well, as long as I clock in
You know, by what? Fuck, I think.
- Yeah, I think I’ll have enough time to edit this and all I’ll get to work probably about 6:15. Depending on traffic. But yeah, I mean I was just, you know, I was thinking all about
You know, I felt bad for her because she really is the best 1 of all the roommates by far, you know, and we were talking about what a shit head. The fucking furry guy was and he really is, it wasn’t just me. And uh she’s like you know talking about the other roommate that took me back and forth to work, you know, it’s not just me. Yeah, it’s like these people really suck.
And they’re, I guess they’re not all like a big close-knit friend group. Like I thought Yeah. Uh because she didn’t really know like pooty girl that just moved out, she didn’t really know her that well, Even though she was like hey this is my friend, you know whatever. And I’m like friends on it. I know y’all are friends.
And they’re they really weren’t. She just didn’t. She didn’t know that. That chick was nuts like the way she acted to me was like an amphetamine addict. Yeah, that’s what my daughter said too. She looks like a coat kid.
A coat cat? Yeah, a Coke. Head. Haha Yeah, that’s what she looked like to my daughter. How? My daughter knows, what a Coke head looks like. You know, maybe she saw that on a TV show or something. Actually, I bet that’s where she got it from. Yeah, cuz she watches some show. That’s about all that kind of crazy stuff.
Oh my gosh though my daughter sometimes like she reminds me so much of her mom. She’s like her mom. Like made over but way, way, way way better. Yeah, but sometimes she looks so much, like her mom and acts like her, like her mannerisms
It made me cry 1 day. But uh, Not this particular time but another time. But 1 time we were all in the hotel room cuz we stay in hotel rooms when I get them and this was like, A month or so ago. And she, uh, she was wearing like, her mom had this shirt. Uh, it said Bridge Club on it. She got it at a thrift store. And she used to wear it all the time when she was a teenager or you know we dated we started dating when she was 16 and I was 19 she was almost 17 though. Yeah, so it wasn’t that bad. It actually took uh,
A lot for me to ask her out. Yeah, It did, but I loved the crap out of her. She was my favorite person. Anyways, though. Um, yeah. Yeah, yeah.
Uh, she got a shower, my daughter got a shower and she came out of the shower, wearing that shirt with a towel on her head. And I mean, for half a second. I, I had a flashback to, like, 200002 or something. Yeah, 2002.
Whatever the fuck year that is up there. Yeah, but uh, Yeah, I was just like damn I couldn’t believe how much she looked like her mom.
Of course, my mom swears that my son is me made over, you know um And he does, he’s got my same head shape and everything and the way he talks about Stuff. And the way he like his mannerisms are a lot like mine when I was a kid. Probably like a lot like mine now, I just don’t realize it. But uh, yeah, I don’t know, but the roommate that took me back and forth to work. She just got a brand new, like, I think it looks brand new. It might not be completely brand new but she just got a car or her sister, sold her house. She’s got a millionaire lawyer sister. You know. And uh, it was just like dang. So, uh, I don’t know, but I got to move out of that house.
I don’t know. My stomach just started hurting.
I’m starting to feel kind of queasy, so, I don’t, I don’t know. I guess I’m going to, oh, I just want to vomit. I’m just falling apart, I guess.
I’m surprised. I’ve made it this long. That’s what I didn’t think I’d live this long. Yeah, like I’m surprised. I figured I would have died 2 or 3, 4 years ago, you know.
But uh, I haven’t
Thanked you, please.
Thank you, please.
MY BLOG NUMBER SEVEN 