FRIDAY MORNING

5:07 AM

I don’t know what to say. Yeah, I’m just driving home. Trying to keep up my post streak, I guess.

I’m really tired.

Oh, I went to the RaceTrac gas station and didn’t see anything I wanted in there. But as I was about to make my mind up that, uh, You know.

I was just going to walk out. You know leave uh the team lead chick that drove me nuts for so long who I had a huge crush on Uh, she just walked in there. I don’t think she saw me. But I don’t know, I felt bad cuz I didn’t say anything to her. I feel bad. Yeah, I feel bad now. Because I was like, well, you know, that was probably

My chance right there. But I just didn’t. Now I feel very guilty about it. It’s like, oh, I want a girlfriend. I wish I had a girlfriend. This is I know this sounds stupid. But um, Fuck. I don’t know. It always happens like that when I’m just not. I’m so tired. And my brains are just like mush right now.

So, I just

I don’t know, I just wasn’t feeling like

It would have made me fucking crazy. Yeah, yeah. It’s okay. But I do. I feel stupid about it cuz it’s like, oh, I wish I had a girlfriend, you know. And

Like I would totally give her a chance.

She’s in her early 30s, I think.

Gosh. Now I just feel so stupid. Yeah, I know. I know, but I have got to make

All my food when I get home. Yeah, I have.

I have the salmon with the stuffed something and

I think broccoli or some shit in it. Oh I feel so stupid. Yeah I do. It’s not like it’s not like kill myself level fucking Stupid feeling, but Man.

Yeah, I do wish I would have been like, at least been like, hey at her, you know?

Scares me. A little bit though. She scares me a little bit. Yeah. A lot, kind of.

I really do though. I want a girlfriend. Like really, really bad. It’s it’s kind of ridiculous. And she would, you know, I don’t know, she might not even Might just be like, fuck the hell off. About that, you know. So I don’t know.

I just know that I’m tired and my exit Snuck up on me. I’m glad I paid attention. Hahaha. Yeah.

Well, anyways,

That’s all I was wanting to talk about. I feel better talking about that, but God fucking damn it.

Yeah.

Oh, I got to pay my car insurance. Yeah and I mean to do my chores

Like some of them this morning. And then I like some other crap and I don’t know, like my uh my roommates having A party Saturday if I posted about that. Oh, I just feel so stupid. God fucking damn it. Yeah, damn it. Oh my God! I don’t know if she saw me or not, you know. Yeah.

Well, I don’t feel like talking about it anymore. I just it’s just the same old dumb shit. And it does, though it always happens something like that when I just don’t feel like I just wasn’t in that frame of mind, you know.

And if she did see me, maybe she didn’t. You know, maybe it didn’t like, maybe it doesn’t. Maybe it didn’t make her feel bad or something. I don’t fucking know. I’m so stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid. When it comes to women

I sure do. Really wish I had a girlfriend. And I’m sorry, I feel Yeah, I just feel stupid and bad.

Full like a fucking. Oh, stop it. Yeah, I just stop stop being mean to you. So,

Stop being mean to yourself. Oh my God.

Yeah, I just got to

Get home and try not to be sad.

Thank you, please.