THURSDAY

4:35 AM

4:35 AM
Okay, well, I did go to the doctor yesterday, and I got anabolic.

Antibiotics. And I feel better.

And that’s great. I don’t feel like Uh, like a horrible awful. Like I have felt For a while. Actually. So yay antibiotics.

Yay! Doctor visits that actually helped me.

I don’t know. Um, I just like, I worked on music yesterday until I

Couldn’t anymore and I passed out about 700 p.m.

I’m driving to work. Of course.

Hahaha.

I don’t know what else to say. I mean, shit, I was uh, recording this 1 Song part of the concept album, which is going to take probably a little longer to to finish than I thought, because I’m just now starting to get into the meat of it. And, uh, on 1 hand, it’s like a lot of that stuff. It can sound thrown together, it’s kind of funny. It makes it funny. But uh, you know But I was like, I was in the zone. You know, I was uh, I was working out this 1 Song.

That’s kind of rocking. I was like Yeah!

And Brittany got all into my fucking brains. It was fucking crazy. And Somebody had somebody just pecked all over my fucking Blogs and shit. And uh, I don’t know if that was her, but I had that crazy dream about her the night before. Last

And I don’t know, you know, Alan blocked her massage therapist account. I unblocked her massage therapist to count.

I unlocked her massage therapist. I unblocked it.

Her massage therapist account.

Is that so hard to pick up correctly? Jesus Christ but uh I don’t know.

God. That was just I don’t even know what to say. It’s like, yeah.

Yeah, we exist. You know, fucking A hell Okay, it was a hell ride for me. Awful. I didn’t get to see my kids on a regular basis for a year. Because of that. And it it just I’ll never get that back, you know?

But,

I wish I could have left about 30 minutes earlier.

So I can go to the gym and not you know, and Miss 1 of them miss the gym girl but

I don’t think that’s going to happen.

Today. Yeah, yeah, I’m going to have to

Do the gym.

I got my bonus. It wasn’t as much as It was last time and that may be kind of sad. That made me really sad actually. I don’t really know what else to say about it. It’s like well, I work a lot. I do I work really hard.

I paid off all my afterpay stuff.

And then that left me with about $800. Yep.

But you know, it’s shit whatever.

I said, shit, whatever. You fucking piece of crap. God. Oh my God. Anyways, I’m going to try to get the studio monitors this afternoon, but I might just go home and go to sleep.

Yeah, I’m really tired.

I didn’t sleep enough, I didn’t rest enough, but I had work to do. I’ve got to get that concept album finished like ASAP. So I can start working on my other stuff.

It’s like 14 songs. Yeah. And I don’t really know how many of those I’m going to finish before I release it. I might just like, add more to it. I’m not like really 6.

I might release 6 songs. You know, or maybe 8 and then add to that as I As I can, it depends on.

Um, the reception hahaha, hahaha God knows. Anyways, um well, I’m almost to the Shell station. That’s where I’m going to go. I’m going to get coffee and a biscuit.

And probably gas.

Yes. Thank you, please.