WEDNESDAYYY

5:15 AM
Oh my goodness. Yeah, probably going to have to go back to the doctor. Doesn’t that suck?

All right, y’all

I said yeah, I get paid today. So

Oh gosh. What a weird crazy month I guess.

Brittany pecked all on my blog. Last night while I was at my son’s graduation and I was like, well, you know, what am I supposed to do?

I don’t know what, I don’t know, I don’t understand. And it’s been like this for over 3 years 3 and a half years. It’s just been that.

Twin flames, right? Yeah, I don’t know. It sounds really stupid. I feel stupid talking about it but it’s like she never leaves me alone. She, she will never leave me alone for more than like, it’s like it’s just It’s 1 of its I don’t know why even know what to say. I what do I even say? Like I’ve said so much. I, I don’t know. It’s just uh, Whatever. I’m tired and I feel like crap. And,

I’ve got a crazy weekend planned with the kids. That’s going to be a hoot. And uh,

I really wish I had a girlfriend, though. Sure do. Uh,

I just don’t understand why like, I just don’t understand why Brittany can’t, at least like, send me a friend request or unblock me or something. If she’s going to do, crazy, weird shit. Still like at least stop. Fucking with my stupid brains and the games, you know, stop playing games. I don’t understand them, anyways.

I don’t know that anybody does. I think she’s just Jacking off her fucking

Emotions. However, that manifests I guess that’s how it’s manifesting, right? What a word? Uh ha ha ha.

Do I even want to talk about? Oh my God,  I can’t I don’t know.

Oh my goodness. Yeah, there’s this 1 chick though that I do like and she was at the uh, At my son’s graduation last night and I don’t I don’t know. Uh,

I didn’t get a chance to talk to her. Uh um.

It’s kind of scary though because she’s like a faculty member. Yeah, it’s like dang. But uh,

Oh my goodness. Yeah. Like it was about the time I saw her and I was like, Oh my Goodness and I was looking at her that Britney started hitting my fucking other blog. And it just fucking fucked my brains up and I was like, you know what, I’m just going to hang out and not worry about it. I miss my kids more than I wish I had a girlfriend anyways. Haha. Oh we went and got pizza. Afterwards and I got home about 10:30. Which was not as bad as I thought it would be this last time I got home at what, almost midnight? Yeah, and

I don’t know. Like this is my life right now that and recording shit, tons of music and being tired and feeling like crap.

And I really do need to stay on top of my chores. A little better. I guess I need to just

Do better With my chores. Yeah even though I’ve been sick.

I’ve been fighting the shit off. All of your laws, too.

I have been fighting this shit off all year long. Yeah, I wish I could just go back to Sleep honestly. Go back to sleep. Yeah. Working at a car factory though. I have 2 points. You can get 5 Points, and that’s it. And it takes 90 days to work a point off.

Car factories have strict attendance policies.

And I’m not going to fuck with that. I’ve only got 3 and a half days of ptola though.

PTO left. It picked it up, right? The first time, but this app,

Doing it. The same old crap.

Oh my goodness, anyways.

Thank you, please.