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2:06 PM
Well. Yep.

I just figured I’d make a post, I haven’t been making posts because they’ve all been me blabbering about the same fucking things over and over and over and over for a year.

But I’ve been

I’ve been, um, I said hahaha.

Haha, yay. I’ve been recording music and uh, I’ve been doing working on the concept album but I decided to put that on the back burner again, because the person it’s about or rather like from the perspective of is kind of pathetic and I’m I just can’t I just can’t right now. It’s like I just shoved that for later. I will just

Shove that? Shove it.

Shove that for later, put it on, you know, shelf. I’ll shelf it. Yeah, there.

Um, so I’ve just been working, I’m working on some of my uh, Normal music. And it makes me sad because I’m in the Brittany songs and it’s like dang.

My fucking emotions.

I made this song up about

Oh gosh. how many years ago I was like when did I make this song up? No, it was like February or something of 2024 when I was working at the chicken plant I made up a lot of crazy songs. And this is 1 of them. It’s called, Uh, all you did is drive me, crazy and make me sad and it’s about Brittany, And that sucks but it’s a good song. It’s really slow and A lot of emotion and it’s like it’s just so sad but it’s got this really?

I don’t know. To me, it’s kind of its kind of sounds a little cheesed out, but it sounds good. It’s It’s this, like,

Oh the bass line is. This arpeggio of a seventh chord, I think. And it’s like,

Sounds really good, but it’s it is it’s a little I don’t know, I guess I mean, it’s fine. I’m going to keep it but it’s, I don’t know. It’s like that that came out? That’s what came out when I was working through the Bassline last night.

And uh I’ve got the song the Brittany, which is my favorite song I ever made up about a lady. I got it recorded. I don’t have the vocals. I’ll probably try to do the vocals tonight in the garage. I can do the vocals for my regular stuff here. I can’t do the vocals for my concept album. Or my coworker album here. I don’t think? I’m going to work on the co-worker album next but uh Um, I think I’m going to work on the dinosaur song.

That’s my next song. I’m going to work on my coworker album. Next as in like after I finish this 20 something song album. I’ve been, I’ve started all over because I found the sound that all I found a, uh,

A model I guess, is a good way to, to put it.

And the studio monitors really help everything that I’ve recorded since I bought the studio, Monitors, has sounded fucking perfect.

Um, Yeah, it makes me happy. I was listening. I was listening to it in the car. This stuff, I recorded. Um, on the way to the Whole Foods earlier and I’m afraid I’m going to have to go to the dentist. This tooth’s been giving me fits for like 2 or 3 years and it’s finally just like

It’s gotten so stupid. But I’ll

Take care of that maybe this week or something.

I don’t know, I found a really good model like, for recording. And and sounds and stuff working through the concept album. Uh and is is this is just the weirdest shit I’ve ever that’s ever? Like popped out of my brains. But um, It’s like,

But it’s it’s it’s funny it’s it’s not serious music but it’s really really weird. And uh it’s that’s helped me kind of establish a baseline uh different kind of a baseline though. Haha For uh just recording in general with uh all my crap but I don’t know. I haven’t made a post. When’s the last time I made a post was last?

Saturday or Sunday or something and that was barely even a post. I just haven’t felt like posting in the last couple of weeks. And um, for the most part, it’s just the same old crap. I think we’re getting a new roommate. Uh, nobody ever tells me anything, though. So, I mean, I guess maybe somebody has just got their stuff stored in the room over next door or, I don’t know. Haha

I just hope they’re better than the last 1.

Yeah.

I just hope they’re like, A good person and they’re not crazy and they don’t do a bunch of crazy stuff. That’s, that’s not too much to ask. I guess the worst thing about me is I’m a slob but like, as far as how I behave and treat other people, I’d like to think that I’m I’m on the better end of that Spectrum.

I try to be anyways, I care. I care about how people feel.

Even people that get on my damn nerves and people who I make concept albums. About. Yeah, it’s it’s really kind of sad. I just, I don’t know. I don’t know if I’ll ever release it. I was thinking about that. It’s been a huge conflict the last week or so because Uh, these songs are I just don’t know that?

I just, I don’t know. I just don’t think. I’m going to. Go any further with it right now but it’s but it’s going to eventually get put out. I don’t know how I’m going to do that because they’re really great songs.

It’s a, it’s a really funny novel concept.

I can’t say any more about it because it’s kind of top secret, right? Yeah. As far as art projects, go. But um, I’m still fighting this crud. I don’t know. The doctor. I went to the doctor and it was like,

I was better for about a week. And it’s starting to come back again and it gets on my nerves

Because it fucks with my singing voice. This app though. But uh, my phone this phone, this poor phone. Yeah, this poor phone now. I got mad at it yesterday because it glitches out. Like I don’t think it’s a glitch, it’s just a defect and it if you like If it. Gets any kind of smudge. Like a normal phone would get though. It just starts fucking up, it’s crazy. It starts like opening everything and like you’re pushing it, you know? Like you’re touching it with your thumb or something and uh started doing that yesterday in the middle of me, listening to something that I had been recording. And I got so angry. And I started slamming it on the steering wheel. Like I fucking hate this phone and it flipped out of my hand and went out the window and landed in the middle of the road and it cracked the screen worse. But it’s alive. It still works. It still functional and I think it fixed though. Like I don’t think I think that fixed the, the smudge. Defect, you know, uh now I feel bad though. I feel

Feel like an asshole. What? It it deserved. To be, you know, banged on the steering wheel but it didn’t deserve to fly out the window onto the road. You know it didn’t deserve to be all cracked up like it is now but Maybe it? No, I don’t think it. Did, I feel bad about it now? It’s like, dang, I just lost my temper, you know.

Sorry phone. On the other hand, I guess I’ll just keep it forever. I’m not going to get another phone because I feel too bad about it.

It’s actually a good phone. I mean, the sides from Aside from that, you know, My fucking brains. I stayed up all night to like, 5 a.m. working on music. And I woke up at Maybe noon.

And uh, I went and got old for my car and I went, I got oil. Yeah, for the car. And then I went to a Whole Foods. And I got the food bar of the last.

Couple of times yesterday when I went. It was just, it was bullshit that they didn’t have anything good out, and they didn’t have anything good out today either. But I’ve got some pulled pork. And some kinoa and uh yeah our Queen Noah or however, the fuc. (really??)

I’ve heard it pronounced like 3 or 4 different ways. And

Um,

Rice and potatoes and this pulled pork medley that has pineapples in it, but it’s good. That’s The food bar was just bullshit though and it used to not be they had, I don’t know the last time I got like a big giant thing, they had the fish and the Brussels sprouts. And that was the best thing I’d ever eaten.

And for some reason, they don’t have those. They haven’t had those out in 3 months or more. I can’t remember the last time I got the fish. Maybe February?

So uh I yeah, the food bar because I go there a couple times a month.

Because you know, it’s really delicious and I love the cookies and there’s these coffee drinks that I like to But I like, yeah, that I like to drink coffee drinks that I like to drink.

But yeah, this is uh, I guess um,

I had a 3-day work week. Last week I was off Friday, it was for my daughter’s birthday but she had plans with her boyfriend and so

I didn’t do anything. Uh, Friday except sleep. I slept all night.

What? I didn’t do anything Friday except sleep. Yeah, that’s all I did Friday. I went and got Mexican food and came back and like I woke up and went and got Mexican food. I slept all day. And then I came back and went back to sleep and slept all night and most of the day.

Yesterday, till about 1.

And that’s that’s just been my whole weekend. It’s been pretty nice, though. But I think I’m going to wrap this up, because

Uh, yeah, I don’t really have a lot else to say. Thank you, please.