FRIDAY

3:03 PM
Um, hello. Yeah, let’s make a blog post, why not? I am hanging out in my room. I got about 8 hours of sleep which has not happened.

I guess since last weekend. Yeah. Uh no no, no, the weekend before that. Yeah, I forget like I was off all. The last week, um, Even though I didn’t rest, I guess that’s kind of my point.

But I’m way less tired. Today than I was yesterday. It was all I could do.

Yesterday, but I did go and eat. I ate an entire chicken before work. And 4 packs of Reese cups. Hahaha

I think I said that in the last post. Yeah. I mean it was just all I could do to get up and get around and go to work. Yeah. And I feel better today.

I was thinking, maybe I need to get out and do some stuff this weekend. Like I don’t know. I don’t know what it’s 1 of my friends suggested this Stoner metal festival in Chattanooga, but I don’t know that I have the money for that, so I don’t have the money for that. Yeah, I don’t.

I’ll look it up, though. Let’s look it up on my other phone.

I’m using the, uh, The not fucked up phone to

To make this post. So I’m having to look it up on the fucked up phone. Let’s see, stoner.

Metal.

Festival.

Saturday. Tennessee.

At the Boneyard.

It’s a 2-day music festival.

It’s called The Heavy Valley Chattanooga Festival.

And even though like all my stuff is acoustic, Most of it. Anyways, my C standard stuff is rooted in. That kind of music actually.

That’s kind of, uh,

I’m like acoustic, stoner metal? Yeah, pretty much. Oh my God, I didn’t really think about that. Yeah, it is though.

I wish I could put another band together just a 3 piece and we would be, that’s pretty much how we would be classified. Because my songs are so like sludgy and heavy. And The song, the lyrics, All My lyrics are about weird shit, but it’s goofy though. It’s, I think I’ve said this before if like Dax Riggs, And Jonathan Richman And

Roger Miller had a baby here.

That would be me and then I guess, you know, like I have some of my other influences are like, Mark Sandman,

Is a huge influence. Black Sabbath obviously

And you know winter scanner Leonard scanner? Yeah, Leonard Skinner, what the fuck?

Leonard Skinner. Yeah, they were a band. Their first album, you know, was really, really great. They kind of cheesed out after that, but Yeah, the first 1 was uh,

I mean I guess because they’re so overplayed in the South especially, you know, a lot of people are just like bunch of fucking Like, who cares? You know, but They were really. Great

Let’s see. Well, how much does it cost?

But we are.

I wonder if that has, uh,

Anything to do with the guy who used to do, um, He used to have this place called the Boneyard and some place out in the middle of nowhere in Vinemont, Alabama.

And we used to play there, like, I think the skank abilities played there. And uh, Lot lizard played there. These are some talk about like Stoner Rock. That’s what lot lizard was. Yeah, it was my least favorite music project though. I don’t want to talk about that, I just blocked my friend. Brandon like my childhood friend Brandon, we’ve been friends since we were 7 years old. He put me on some kind of list where I can’t see his posts like he’s been making a bunch of posts because you can see the post count and I’m just like well you know if he’s going to do that, I mean fuck him. He uh,

Added, I noticed, 1 day, I guess this was last year, maybe the year before last. He had, uh, friended Tiffany on Facebook and posted a bunch of shit on her wall and I was like, what the fuck, dude?

You know, after I had told him about like this chick ripped, my fucking heart out, Then he was all acting. Like he was best friends with her or something. He probably thought it was funny

So I mean, you know, he’s kind of

He’s never really been that great of a friend, you know, he’s

He was always jealous and competitive with me, which is stupid as fuck. Because me and him are totally 2 completely different people, but I’m not going to get off on that. I’m really not. It’s it’s I just that’s really I don’t know why I even mentioned that.

Oh shit weed eater. I remember them.

And Zeke, I remember Zeke.

Well, how much the fuck does it cost?

We played a metal festival in 20. Almost said 2023. It was 2003. Yeah, we played this. We were this band called lead. Pipe bludgeon

Which is my second least favorite music project. But it was a lot of fun. We only played that 1 show.

Well, I guess I’m gonna have to look it up because the ticket prices are not on their fucking Facebook event page

It’s probably not that expensive, though.

Okay.

Oh shit, like 60 bucks.

Yeah, I can’t afford that. I only got a hundred dollars on my cash up. And I’ve got my, um, Whatever that is on chime, I can get, uh, like I think I’ve got about $150 in total. There’s no way I can afford to go to Chattanooga this weekend to see that I was just thinking about, like, getting out and going to like a A local thing, you know. Well, what the hell was I talking about before I got all sidetracked with that? I think that’s what I was

Talking. About

This phone though. It’s it’s faster and it’s easier to work with sometimes but it doesn’t pick up.

Anything.

Hello. I’m gonna have to scroll up because of my fucking brains. Let’s see here.

Okay, yeah. That’s what Uh, that’s what I was talking about. Haha Just that all that y’all. Okay. But um, I don’t know, usually they don’t have open mic nights on the weekends. So you know what I’ll probably do is just stay holed up either in my room doing art because I bought a bunch of art supplies last weekend. Or I’ll, you know, go between there and the garage.

Because I am on the night shift, sleep schedule.

And,

I just got out of the shower before I started making this post and I thought about, you know, oh, I feel so great, but um, now I’m starting to get kind of tired again.

Oh, also trying to think like, how the fuck far away It’s a couple of hours at least. Chattanooga. It’s at least a couple of hours away, you know? So I don’t I don’t think I’m going to do that.

I’ll look up. What’s going on locally?

Which I think $60 is not that bad for a 2 Day, music festival, I mean, but I just don’t have that.

Let’s see.

Oh, there’s the ghost tour down town. What’s that about?

Scavenger hunt.

I don’t know. That’s sponsored events. Oh, there’s Shakespeare in the garden.

Oh, gosh there’s a chick. I like who’s part of that. Yeah.

I’m probably not going to go to that though, because I don’t, this is at the Botanical Gardens

And that means, you know money. I don’t have the money, you have for anything, anything that’s going to cost over. You know. $50. I don’t have the money for that. It’s really anything over 20 or 30. Yeah, I was just thinking something like, stupid and cheap.

If I had the money though, I’d take my kids to the Shakespeare thing.

Yeah.

My face would explode though, if I’m met that chick. But she works at fucking Starbucks. And she gave the kids and me our order in the window one day. Haha and I could tell she recognized me. So it’s like, dang, I know, and she’s friends with that other lady who’s been in my brains, but then she got out, like, I haven’t, she hasn’t been in my brains since Tuesday.

Which I think is funny. I knew. That would probably happen. It’s like, yeah, it’ll probably just go away. That happens a lot. Actually, haha

There’s some stuff going on at Toyota field. That’s just too big though. Yeah. Like, what’s

Yeah. Stuff at this Space and Rocket City. I can’t afford any of that shit.

Oh,

Here’s an event calendar. Let’s see.

Did I just see an open mic? Not.

Liquor Express. What is today? The 24th that’s tonight? Yeah, well, I’ve got to work so

There’s a magic, the Gathering I never could get into that.

What’s going on with the 25th?

A field day.

I don’t know about that. There’s a park room.

School supplies Drive.

I can get a free car wash.

Ha.

Farmers Market, uh,

A stroller Club that’s silly. It’s like baby strollers. I don’t even I’m sure I can imagine what that is. It’s probably Pretty cheesy, but maybe fun. If I had a baby, you know, Or a puppy or something, or a dog, or a cat, I could put in a stroller. Hahaha

Life and light and Bloom art show.

An oil painting class at Lowe Mill.

I wonder if Fritz’s wife still does stuff there? I don’t know. Here’s a Jewish Festival.

I don’t know if I’m going to be awake for that it’s during the day, but uh, I’m not

Let me check out the Jewish Festival.

That’s 18 dollars.

I mean that’s something I’d take the kids to, you know, so I don’t go stuff like that by myself.

Brewery tour. I bet that costs a hundred dollars.

Oh, it’s free. Wow.

Okay.

A kickball tournament. Oh my God.

Live music at church. Street. Live music with the heck. Who’s going to play that?

He doesn’t say how much it costs.

The dinner detective. True Crime. Murder Mystery Dinner.

I don’t know about that. That’s silly.

My social anxiety. Wouldn’t let me do that. Isn’t that stupid? I used to never have Any kind of anxiety or depression or anything. But that was before my exwife and I’m moved in together,

Yep.

Some comedian guy. I don’t have the money to go see.

Looks like a.

Baseball game.

I don’t really care about that.

Some Tom Petty.

Impersonator band.

Bingo.

Yeah, I don’t know.

I could go out to like fucking some stupid place that I used to go with that chick. I dated. Like Moody Mondays hahaha.

Ha.

Um, but I’m not going to do that. Yeah, you know, I probably am not I’ll, I’ll just work on music. Music and art this weekend, I think.

Well, what else can I say? I’m going to have to edit this but I’ve already got a shower and

I need to clean my room and do stuff this weekend, too. I guess, you know, I don’t know. I was just thinking I don’t ever get out. But um,

Then but now I remember why I never get out. Yeah, I want to start looking around at the stuff. Um, I would totally go. Do that open, might night though, but not, if I wasn’t at work.

1 of my roommates is clumping around upstairs. I guess it’s probably like, Well, I think there’s onry 1 of them here. Yeah, I think the boss lady roommate is out of town.

3:25 PM
No idea about the details and then uh I think another 1, the 1 I still haven’t met yet.

He’s I think he’s out of town. And um, we’re supposed to get a new roommate tomorrow. And she seems really cool. She’s an artist and a cook apparently.

Uh, I’m probably going to take this thing

This mini fridge? Yeah, I’m going to take this mini fridge down to like,

Um, Outside tomorrow at some point and wash it out.

She did like the chick that moved out of this room. The fact that she even got this room was fucking bullshit anyways. But, uh,

She left so much crap in that freeze that freezer in the freezer part and in the fridge part is just like what the fuck. And she expects me to give her $60 for it. And I could buy a brand new 1 for $100. I’m going to have to take this thing downstairs outside and clean it. And I mean, she left.

It’s insane. How much shit she left in this fucking you know and expecting me to give her money for it which I’m going to you know but it’s like I could be a total asshole about it. I could take it to her and set it in front of her fucking car

I thought about that actually. Just like just taking it. I could I think I know where she kind of knows where she’s living right now. Oh, I can just take it over there and just be like here, I don’t want this.

With all the food and all the crap in it. But I’m not going to do that. I’m just going to clean it out. I think I’m going to give her 20 bucks tomorrow. Um, next week. Yeah. And like 20, maybe the next paycheck and that’s what I told her. I just gave her like that. Yeah, It’s like, you know, it’s fine.

I think I’ve talked about that before. I’m just way too nice.

I really am. I’m like the nicest person ever and when somebody is an asshole to me about anything, I just take it. And uh, I take it though up to a point and then It’s so funny though is then like if I get like um

It’s funny when I end up having to assert myself because then it it’s like scary. Yeah and then people are like whoa It’s like yeah that’s right. You know you stupid son of a bitch you shouldn’t You should treat people better, like, I’m not. I’m not, you know, stupid as you think, I am just because I’m nice.

I’m actually insane like, just absolutely completely insane. Haha

And uh, it’s really funny. So, you know, it’s like, yep.

Anyways, that’s so stupid though but that’s you know human beings that’s being Uh, that’s planet Earth. You know? Life on

This planet, it’s silly.

And some people are just so ignorant. It’s like, it hurts. This 1, dude, um, I’m friends with on Facebook posted this thing that like, It was like a meme with this big ugly goth girl, with giant fake boobs hanging down 666, tattooed in the middle of it. And hello. Yeah and uh it was like you know we’re programmed to have sex and eat, good food and something or other and like and everything else is made up. It’s like no, that’s That’s not entirely true. That’s what retards do.

We’re here to, uh,

Create and make things awesome. You know, the the fact that Civilization even exists, you know,

I don’t feel like going off on a rant about it, but like, That’s not everybody. Uh, the people Who like that’s all they live for is like, you know, and reduce everything to a Pleasure Principle. Like, those people are the ones who, uh, usually

End up ruining it for everybody else. Yeah. I mean

You know that’s uh,

Crap. Now I’m tired. So I’m just going to edit this and space out for about out an hour before I have to go to work. Haha yay. Thank you, please.