SATURDAY AGAIN

10:35 AM
Well, I’ve tried to go to sleep. With no luck.

I laid here for a while. And I played some rdr2.

I just don’t have it in me for video games. Like, I used to, it’s like I can play it for maybe 30 minutes.

Or an hour. And then I just uh, I ran this. Epic. Is that what it was called? Buffalo. Some kind of white buffalo. Down. And I shot it 50 times with a pistol and it finally died. And I skinned it. And then some guys walked past me on a horse and said something to me. And so I, I shot 1, dude, off his horse then I ran out of bullets. And then the other guy killed me. And I lost my buffalo pelt. Yep. So I was like dang that sucked. And then I died a couple more times doing dumb shit and like I didn’t have any ammo. So I ran at this guy.

Driving a stage coach. Uh, just click, click click, click, click, you know, because I didn’t have any ammo and he killed me. And I was like, well, dang and then I just stopped playing. I thought well, let’s make a blog post. Haha

I’m listening to music.

There’s uh, I don’t know. It’s electronic music. It’s this. Artist, I guess called home. And I don’t know who it is, like, if its 1 person or more than 1 person but I have listened to it a lot. Since maybe 2021? Uh, it has a lot of really Reminds me of some of my more ambient electronic music, I did in the mid 2000s.

That I have no idea where a lot of it is because it’s on uh my external hard drive and I need to find that.

I’m just kind of lost in an ocean, and Uh,

Yeah, I’m just adrift I guess. Because like all this stuff, all this stuff. I have all of this stuff and I don’t know where a lot of it is.

And I don’t have the will. To hunt for it right now.

Um, I’m not really sure that what I’m going to get into later. Or anything. I’m just uh, kind of playing today by ear And I still have that lady in my brains and it’s kind of driving me nuts. It’s like, you know what is she What is it even?

I don’t know.

It’s kind of stupid, but whatever. That’s this is the reality I get it.

Maybe I’ll fall asleep soon, I don’t know. That’s really all I want to do right now. Thank you, please.