SATURDAY DERP🫠

8:25 AM

Hey, let’s make a blog post. There we go. I do I use the same a lot of the same. Phrases or something. Or whatever I am trying to not fall asleep, so hard. Right now but uh I made myself stay up and go to Walmart. I had to get a few things. I got a a mat So I can do stuff like on the floor exercises. I got a step thing. So I can do like, Stepping up, thing for my knee, that helped my knee to StairMaster things helped. My knee a lot. Uh, but, you know, I don’t have 1 of those at home. I also have my total gym but, uh, I don’t know, I did that. I got some more coffee cups and I got More coffee. I have lots and lots of coffee though, right now. And Then I went to Publix and it was really funny because, uh, I’ve stayed up. I’ve been up, I’m really loopy. I was so tired. I made myself work out so I’d have like some energy or something. Not a lot though. I didn’t work out a lot. And I just walked around the block and so then I went, but I was so out of it, I went to Publix, I still am I’m really bad out of it right now. But uh Publix I got me some bread, they had just made these loaves of Italian bread and this chick sliced up 1 of them for me And then uh, that made me so happy. Yeah. And then I went to the fruit section. And got uh, another fruit bowl and stuff. And I never could figure out the last 1. I got, what the hell? The red fruit was in it.

Oh, I was like well it’s not watermelon and it’s not you know what the fuck this is And so I asked the girl there and she was like there were these 2 girls working and uh, I don’t know something about me, made them Giggle and stuff. And I was like, yeah. Hey uh, what is this shit? And she was like, oh, it’s papaya, and she was a little Hispanic lady or young lady and they were both like, I mean early 20s at the most and it was funny and uh I was like well I don’t like these damn coconut chunks. It’s like we don’t either nobody does.

I was like, yeah, I guess I’ll just pick them out, but because I really like the papayas. I’ve had dried papaya. She was trying to explain to me what papayas are and I’m like, I know what they are. I just never had them like that weren’t dried. Actually, they’re 1 of my favorite things to eat, when they’re You know, dried, I’ve had those in Trail mixes and shit.

Hahahahahaha. Ha!

But anyways.

Um and then there is that chick that’s been in my fucking brains. For like, almost a month now. And uh, I don’t know. I don’t know what’s going on with that. But um,

Anyways, so I drove home and I made me a sandwich. I got all the sandwich stuff too. I got that bread but then I got all the uh, I spent like Almost $60. I spent $100 at Walmart, so,

Um, yeah, that’s I’m not going to spend any more money this weekend. I don’t have to get anything else. I don’t have to go out and do anything or get anything else this whole weekend. And,

I don’t know what else to say. I’m just, I just wanted to make a post in case I fell asleep and didn’t feel like getting up for a long time and and, uh, making a post later tonight or something. I don’t know. The, um,

Yesterday, when I woke up to go to work, I just I would have just given anything. If I could have laid back down and went to sleep.

I don’t know. It’s uh y’all work the uh we had a whole bunch of people call in last night. And that was weird and uh the dude that oh, that’s right. I made those posts private, you know, and I’m not going to talk about it. It’s just stupid co-worker drama. It’s not hopefully that it will just it only stays at work and who cares? I don’t know though, because

I don’t really trust other people’s stupidity, very much on 1 hand but on the other like maybe they’re not that damn stupid, you know? So I’m

I, I don’t know. I do. Have a tendency to.

Think like extreme things, you know, sometimes that it’s just oh maybe I’m just being paranoid. Yeah, uh I think I do have those tendencies.

Sometimes I don’t know. I just don’t handle drama very well. It’s a huge reason why I keep to myself because I’m so sensitive. And I’m Not very well. Um, I wasn’t socialized as a kid and there’s just something in my brain that does not. I can’t form normal, social connections. It’s really funny. Uh, on the other hand, like the trade-off, though, of that, is that I am in insanely creative. But I’m also just insane. So it’s like, dang, you know? I can’t relate to people. The kids and the dogs and like I mean just a handful of people and like that I’ve ever met that I’ve ever been you know, most of them. I’m related to. Haha

Yeah.

Um but, like my friend Eric, you know, like and Justin and Oh, You know, a few other friends, I mean you know probably less than 20 people though.

I was just thinking about that.

Gosh, I’m really tired that this, I don’t really feel like going off on a big rant about all this shit.

Um, but uh, I don’t know if I I don’t. Yeah. That’s That’s I guess that’s it. I don’t feel like talking about anything else anymore today right. Now, I’m going to say today but I don’t know how I feel after. I fall asleep and wake back up because I did sleep. Yesterday, I slept for about 9 hours straight. I know that was what was so funny because I woke up and I was like, shit. I just want to go back to sleep. Well, I can do that today. Thank you. Please.