SATURDAY NIGHT

8:32 PM
Oh shit. I’m really, really tired. Yeah, but then it’s like, I just walked 4 Miles. Yep. And went around the block. I went all the way the dollar store and back, but I didn’t go in the dollar store. That’s about four. Miles round trip.

It was really funny though. I walked out of the house and I got onto the one of the main roads that goes out and this chick was walking and she ran up and like caught up to me and walked beside me, like, on the other side of the road for gosh, it seemed like five minutes but it probably wasn’t. And I couldn’t think of anything to say she was really pretty too and I was like the the sun, sure is bright and she laughed and laughed. Right. And then she turned around and ran away. And I thought, you know, I didn’t know what to say, but it was nice. I could tell that she thought she was probably thought I was cute. Anyways, she was too. I was just I didn’t know what to say and I kind of had a headache And wasn’t expecting to talk to anyone. I took a nap and I woke up about 4:30 and I had this really crazy dream, I was in some town, but it was like in Red Dead Redemption 2 and I saw Colm Meanie. Yeah, I’m gonna have to probably type that in and he’s like the guy that played O’Brien and in Star Trek, the Next Generation. I think he was on Deep Space 9. I never could get into Deep Space 9 though, but I saw him and I was like everybody knew that he was really awful nowadays and you weren’t supposed to talk to him but I just waved and said hello and he looked so mad and that was my that was in my dream. I told Eric about it in the dream and he was like, no way you saw Colm Meaney, I heard he was the biggest asshole in the fucking, you know, in like All the world. Now it’s something in the dream he had just turned into this really mean bitter person, and but he liked to walk around and scowl at people. Yeah. I don’t know. Right, that’s crazy.

But I’m I’m really tired. I was playing guitar earlier and I’m just too tired to really give a shit. So I’m probably going to I might just go to sleep again, but what I did was I worked out a lot too and I kind of wish I had more food. But the bland diet thing, you know, it’s just not going to get to eat a lot of extra food.

And I don’t want to go back out. I have bread. But I’m out of the good meat. Yeah, I’ve got

Cheese too but I’m, you know, I might make cheese toast out of it later. But I might not, I don’t know.

I don’t think I’m ever going to volunteer for inventory again. Yeah. It’s just like, damn that I just, I spend too much time. Not only at that place, but around the people like I see those people all day long every day over and over and over, and it really

And I’m sure you know, they could say the same thing but they don’t they all hang out and talk to each other all the time but I get tired of being around them and it’s just today was like more of that and it made me realize that I’m just not, I don’t fit in with any of them. Anyways and I’m it’s like, okay well, Gosh, I really could have just slept in. I would rather have it would have been worth it more to me to sleep in, than to get the extra maybe $150 for showing up today and I did not do anything except tape off some crap. Oh no. For and on the floor. Yeah, I did a I did like 3 Kao.

Kaisen. You know, I did 3 of those.

And I don’t know.

But,

I guess I have had a productive evening, you know? So I’m just going to lay here for a little bit and edit this. I guess. And, uh,

Not really worried about it so much.

And maybe if I fall asleep and wake, back up, I’ll work on music. Again, or something. I’m just tired. Thank you, please.