12:12 PM
Okay, okay.
I finally got home and I ate a sandwich. They have this that mountain white bread at Publix. It’s the best shit ever. I’ve mentioned that. Did I mention that? My kids like I had to buy 2 loaves of it. Anytime I get the kids I have to buy 1 loaf for my son and 1 for my daughter and that you will eat all of it. Well, they also have a wheat bread. Of the same, um, you know, Mountain wheat bread and it’s fucking even better.
And I just ate a sandwich with that and turkey and the muenster cheese. Yeah.
Um, it’s funny. I’ve been on this bland diet for 2 weeks and it has helped so much It’s insane. How much literal crap I had been eating. And I kind of did today, though. I had to come in to work and do inventory. Which really just amounted to me. Being there for 3 hours.
I taped off some stuff in the floor. And, uh,
Sat around.
Doing nothing and it kind of sucked. It made me more tired but uh I ate 2 bags of Reese’s Pieces and
A Snickers, a peanut butter. The Snickers. They come in a little packs of 2 squares and a pack of M&M’s.
And before everything got started, I slammed 1 of those Starbucks, Nitro coffee. This has got like 230 gram milligrams, see my brain, I’m so fucking retarded uh fucking um of caffeine in it and so I’m crashing from all that.
Right now, it’s really, I’m going to take a nap, I think. But after I left work, I was like, I need to go to the Guitar Center and get some picks. And so, I went there and
It took forever because I wasn’t thinking, I was like after I got I took a different way because it’s really hard to get into the Guitar Center off of 2 555. So I I hit um
Oh 72. I guess it’s University. I don’t know my brain. Like I really need to Sleep. I’ve been up since about 3:00 a.m. and I worked out and did a bunch of shit. I basically wore myself out before work because I knew it was going to be a bunch of crap because that’s what it was last year. I mean, it was easy money, though. I can’t complain. But anyways after uh I cut off up at Madison in Madison uh and I was like well I’ll just go to university this way which I realized I Thought I had made a bad decision. But, uh, turns out when I got to the Guitar Center and I’ve been looking for these, uh, like a cheap keyboard for my, concept album. And I found exactly that. The only thing that sucks though is, um, It’s on hold until the first I guess because of, uh,
You know, to make sure it’s not stolen, it’s some kind of City thing. That’s what they said. At Guitar Center. But they didn’t realize that at first and I was like, about to, you know, I was so happy. I was going to walk out the door with it. I was like well I can’t believe I found it cuz it was $50.
And I was like, that’s perfect for the concept album. And that’s right this concept album that I’ve been kicking around on my head for about 2 years has. Um it’s I’m going to make it on a cheap little dinky keyboard. Um,
Yep, but it’s like that’s the you can do a lot more with those keyboards than you think. Uh, I really, I want the drum patterns and they have their own Little Unique Sounds, you know? And that’s what I’m, and it’s not like a, like a porta sound or anything. It’s it’s like sampled instruments, so it sounds like a, you know, a real piano and a real trumpet and all that shit. Uh, it’s stuff. We used to use. We used 1 similar to that of way better though, version.
Of. Project Odin. And this is even uh, this isn’t even an even more. Like dinky cheap fucking keyboard than that. So I’m really happy. It’s just like I won’t be able to fuck with it till Tuesday and that’s okay. That’s okay. I’m going to work on uh, my regular music this weekend. After I take a nap, And next weekend is a 3-day weekend, but I’m probably going to get the kids. My daughter. Uh, She has her own life, you know. She’s a teenager. And she’s got a friend group and a boyfriend and kitty cats and my son. You know, he’s he actually called me uh, last night and I was really happy about that. I was like, oh yay, my son called me. And so we talked about video games and he got a new thing to play video games on, and he was telling me some tips and rdr2. Because he’s played the game with shit ton of times. I think he he said he’s on level 100 or something like that. He said he didn’t even remember, but it’s way up there.
Last year he went um, for Halloween, he went his as his rdr2 character So online. Yeah, he plays online and I play online and I played it last night for a couple of hours and was up in the town of Van Horn. And uh,
I, I hid out in the lighthouse, And shot the hell out of everybody. But he was telling me I needed to go to some other town where there’s a mine and just go into the mine and kill all the people in the mine and then I felt bad. It’s like you know I’m a murderer and like you can point a gun at people and they’ll cower and say well you know my wife’s having a baby and Oh that just for some reason makes me feel like a evil piece of shit and I don’t like it. Isn’t that funny? Yeah, what the hell happened to me?
I’m just a big stupid baby. Now is what it is. Yeah. I’m not like mean at all. I can’t be mean it hurts if I even think mean stuff it hurts like, You know, after a point I can’t do mean things it hurts. I don’t know. That’s what uh,
That’s what happened. That’s where I’m at right now. But now I’m so tired that uh I’m just going to stop talking Because I have to edit all this shit and
Thank you, please.
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