6:46 PM
Okay. Well um, let’s make a post. It is Thursday night and I got a pizza. You know, I’ve been eating the bland diet stuff. It’s not bad though, it’s a good tasty food, I eat but uh, I don’t think I eat enough. I don’t think I’ve been eating enough anyways and I just decided tonight. The that I would be a pig. I’m just gonna be a pig. So I ordered it.
I ordered a Philly cheese steak pizza from fucking Domino’s a medium. Yeah, I didn’t get a I didn’t get a large and I got a 2 L Coke.
Got 2 liters of Coke. And, Oh and that bottle of water. I have it’s uh that I was like oh it’s half gallon. It’s 2.5 liters.
How many liters is half a gallon?
I have got to get a new phone.
Even if it’s just another cheap fucking crappy phone, I’ll have to get a new 1.
Wow. It’s more than a half gallon. Yeah. There’s um, like 3 and a half liters in a gallon, right?
3.78. Liters in a gallon. I didn’t know that. I’ve never tried to convert liters. To a gallon.
So I guess, uh, 2 liters is almost uh,
Gallon.
2 liters is more than half of a gallon. Yeah. Gosh my brain.
Oh, I was just skimming over my last post or a second ago before I made this 1. It’s like, dude.
You’re never going to talk to any of these girls from work. And I’m like, I don’t know. It’s just so stupid. I’m never gonna Find a girlfriend at work. It just it doesn’t I’m too weird for like all those people and all of my team hate my fucking guts and anyways like it’s kind of crazy, you know.
Um,
But not everybody hates me. Actually, a lot of people like me. It’s just like my team. They kind of suck though. It’s not just me. It’s not like I’ve heard other people have told me, they’re like, dude, your team sucks. Like what the fuck. And I’m like, well.
So it’s not just me. It’s like, yeah. Other people have told me it’s Like 1 dude actually came up last week and told me, he felt sorry for me. Because of, uh, the people on my team and I think that’s really sad because it wasn’t like that. Uh, this time last year, it just wasn’t like that at all. We got a new team lead and uh We had some other people like,
It’s kind of hard to explain, but, but this just It ended up where it’s at right now with everything and it’s like dang But they all hate my guts for some fucking reason. And, um, I mean, I guess I get it though. I’m really big and loud and annoying and I’m crazy. And I run around like a crazy person and fart all over everything they’re not I think they just hate me, you know, and I get on their nerves. But I think it’s also because they just want something to be dramatic about. That’s a lot of it. It’s really stupid.
It does though? It bothers me a little bit? Yeah. Not going to lie, you know, it does.
But whatever. And uh, Oh gosh, the super cute girl from work. Um, I don’t know, like I sometimes I think, well, I’ll just, you know, try to talk to her and because she stares at me all the damn time, but like, she always gets crazy when I talk to her and I always freak out. When she’s tried to like, come at me before. And after, uh, during lunch today, I got after I got done eating, I usually leave the break room, and go sit on the line by myself. And, uh, yeah, because I have to, I have to get away from. Like, I have to, like decompress as much as I can at lunch from other people. Because I’m really sensitive, you know? I’m like the most introverted person ever. But uh,
Anyways, I came out of the break room and I like smacked, the trash can and I smacked these 2 posts as hard as I could, I just do it, you know, to be silly and I turn around. I usually turn a corner. I like turn around and turn the corner, like my whole body. And uh, something told me that it’s like, don’t do it. Don’t turn around. Don’t ever look back. That’s what I was doing because I thought, well, why is helmet girl back there or or this other chick, you know, or like I was thinking of some other girl but I turned around and there was the super cute girl and she was staring at me. All fucking crazy. And I was just like, well, you know, I just walked over like just a little bit over to the snack machines and, uh, you know, she could always talk to me too. I’ve tried to talk to her. More than any other girl there. And I finally that’s kind of the thing when I first started working there I wasn’t ready to talk to anybody. You know, I was still reeling from a bunch of crazy stuff. Like my mom dying my car getting repossessed and I just wasn’t, you know, I didn’t know anybody and I’ve been there for a year and a half now. So I’m like I’m a lot more comfortable. You know, with stuff and, uh,
Gosh, you know. Yeah.
But I figured, you know, if she really wanted to talk to me, I mean I’m not going to go out of my way to like I’ve tried to talk to her a dozen times more than I have any other chick there and you know, it’s okay. But it’s like, dang, you know, what do you want me to do crazy girl? You know and uh that just kind of gave up after that, I was like, you know she could totally just walk up and be like hey Because yesterday she walked right past me going to the other cafeteria for some reason. I don’t know, I don’t know what all she has going on or what she’s thinking, but I waved at her and you know, she just waved kind of weird and it’s like, well, you know, I don’t give a shit, you’re the 1 who like You know, made eyeballs at me, a whole bunch the first 6 or 7 months. I worked there. You know, like, It’s just it’s not that big of a deal, but I do wish I had a girlfriend and I was, I would totally give her a a shot, you know. But Whatever. That’s kind of the thing about Elsa. I was talking about her yesterday. It’s like hell no, that’s not going to happen. I don’t know what the hell got into me, but she practically chased me down to the fucking turn Styles yesterday.
Turn styles. If you yeah you can spell it that way if you want. But um, I’m not going to edit that either. Haha
Oh, I’m so just. Oh, I had too much caffeine today and tomorrow is going to be the same way. Tomorrow’s going to be so stupid. But then I’m off for 3 days in a row and Eric messaged me. Wondering if I would want to help. Uh, do the other half of his roof. Of you know, finish what we were doing back uh during the shutdown. I guess that’s been a month and a half ago and it’s like well I don’t know about this weekend. Yeah, that’s what I told him. I really don’t want to do anything this weekend if I can’t get the kids, it’s a 3-day weekend. I don’t want to do shit.
At all.
And uh, I think I’ve been pushing it really hard too, you know, working out and stuff. I took yesterday off and I felt a lot better today. To take the day off too uh probably yeah I don’t think I’m getting up and doing anything. I’ll probably fall asleep here after I edit this, but
Hello. Yeah I said blah blah blah. Blah blah, I don’t know. I feel like I’m going too much a little bit out of my gourd right now. It’s okay. I’ll just, uh,
And like my uh, my favorite co-worker. He just got fired and that made me sad like him. And this other guy, um, are the only 2 people I’ve added on Facebook from there. And oh, It’s it’s kind of crazy, too because I was talking to him yesterday. He knows my ex-girlfriend, the 1 that lives up here and we were talking about that and he used to hang out at this place called Moody Mondays all the time and he’s like, oh I totally remember her. He said he went home with her one night and I just laughed about that. He was like, yeah, dude. Uh, she was just taking anybody home with her for a long time. Like all like for a year or something. He said that she was just anybody. She would just take anybody home and, uh, I don’t know. I’m not going to go off about that because I could, I kind of picked up on all that when we were dating, but she straight up told me. She had been with a lot of people and I was like, you know, I don’t really care. I thought she was the cutest little lady I’d ever seen in my life and he’s like, oh yeah, she is.
It was really funny.
But um yeah he got fired and that made me really sad because it’s like I finally found somebody. I could halfway relate to, you know and it’s like nope, he got fired.
There was this other dude. Uh,
Last year he got fired and he was pretty cool too. He was my pal too. Yeah. And I added him on Facebook and then he got fired. And I was like dang it man. You know as soon as I start making like a, you know, a friend or something, they get fired.
It made me sad after I found out because I, I do the magnets on the board. I put everybody’s magnets back and I was like, Hey, we’re missing a magnet and I was just, it was just too much to look at and I was like, I told 1 of the team leads, I was like, Hey, we’re missing a magnet and he was like, oh yeah, dude got fired, I was like, oh no. Yep. It makes me really sad. But on the other hand, I can get his, uh, place where he sits I just thought of that I had like, he sits in this really weird, part of the line that is not very accessible. And it’s the best place to sit on the whole line and now he’s gone. I’m going to start sitting there. Yeah, it’s really sad. Hello. I’m going to sit there in honor of him.
Ha ha ha. Ha ha. Oh my God, though. But it does suck. He worked there for like 2 years.
Well, what else can I say? I don’t know. That’s uh that’s today’s update. And the team leader Logistics chick That I uh that’s like the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen in a job. I saw her today, checking some stuff and that made me happy. She’s uh I don’t I don’t think I’ve ever really talked about her except like because I don’t ever see her that much. But uh I’m not going to like rank the chicks from work or anything. That’s really stupid but uh she’s definitely
Uh I don’t think she’s single though. That’s kind of the that’s 1 of the reasons why I don’t ever talk about her, you know. But it’s like dang. She sure is just
7:00 PM
Yeah, the most beautiful lady there. And then then the gym, girl, you know, that I freak out and run away from a whole bunch and then helmet girl. And the quality girl, and
After that, you know, I guess maybe the super cute girl. And let’s see here. I am ranking them, right? So yeah. And uh, this other chick who pops on my Instagram I’m not going to name and then There’s a maintenance chick that I never see, because she, I think she works in a whole another place. But, uh,
I feel like I’ve I’ve, I’ve went too far and I’ve said too much. Oh my goodness.
Hahaha. Hahaha. Oh, Thank you, please.