2:54 AM
I said, well,
Yeah, I just woke up about an hour ago. Maybe not quite an hour ago.
Friday. It is Friday. Oh, it’s Friday. I said
I sure did get a pizza last night. Hold on.
I’m gonna eat the rest of it.
I’m really excited about, uh, getting through today and then a 3-day weekend. But yeah, I just finished the pizza off.
Oh my goodness.
But it’s back to uh to eating decent. This weekend, I just had to Have some crap, I guess I was uh,
Kind of eating my feelings a little bit cuz the dude got fired. It was like, yeah, he was he was like my best pal at work. So anyways,
It’s a really small world, it really is.
I was just thinking about how he knew my, uh, ex-girlfriend
And uh,
Thinking about how this other dude met Brittany at a bar a few weeks ago.
And then, uh,
There’s this guy who’s a team lead and he went to high school with my ex-girlfriend, the same ex-girlfriend that the guy knew That just got fired.
And yeah, and I don’t know my brain or I would think of some more examples.
I was looking at my Facebook memories earlier and it’s kind of funny. I’ve lost a lot of friends. Like a whole lot of people who used to comment and like my stuff, you know, 5 or 6 years ago. They’ve all unfriended me.
Not all of them. What am I saying? But a lot of people have, it’s weird, like people. I used to talk to all the time and comment on their stuff and I haven’t really thought about it. And I never think about them hardly any ways until I’ll I’ll look at my memories and I’ll look at who reacted to all my posts and stuff. And there will be like 5 or 6. Uh, people on the list that it’ll say, add friend. I’m like Dang. They unfriended me. But then it’s it doesn’t really matter.
Because I have posted a lot of really crazy shit the last couple of years. The whole twin flame thing, drove me just absolutely insane. And I’m I’m just I feel like I’m just now getting back to You know, normal from that. Even though she still pecks on my stuff,
She never really leaves me alone and it’s like well yeah. But you know,
What does it even mean anymore? You know, she looks like she’s doing great. And every now and then I look at her stuff. I don’t look at her stuff that much anymore. Really I don’t ever think about her that much unless something. Happens, that makes me, you know, like Her pecking on my blog and I check that a couple times a week. I’ll just be like, I wonder if she’s pecked on it. Oh, she did. You know, and she pecked on my blog number odos.
Yeah, numero dos.
Last night. I don’t know, I feel really self-conscious all of a sudden.
Need to get up and get a shower. No. I said, yeah. Why would it? Why would it print no,
Oh so stupid. But I had a dream about my friend Natalie, you know? And I call her my friend like she really was she’s just this crazy chick. I went to high school with
I don’t really know how much of a friend she, uh, is
But uh, I had a dream about her. We actually kind of tried to date but she was too messed up and I heard a lot of bad things like how she just isn’t somebody you really want to date Seriously. A heartbreaker that’s what uh 1 of my friends called her.
He’s like, dude, she will hurt you. And she kind of did actually that’s why I have her blocked. I blocked her on Instagram and I blocked her on my main account.
She added me on, or followed me on Tik Tok. Earlier this year, I don’t really uh, ever use Tik Tok anymore.
But I had a dream about her that we went to Tennessee.
And uh, Yeah, bless her heart. I hope she’s doing, okay. She’s had a really crazy life, though. But that.
You know, that doesn’t mean she still can’t hurt you and hurt people and I think she’s said a bunch of crap. I can’t imagine any other way that would happen. I think she’d probably
Uh my friend Brandon that I blocked like my childhood friend. You know that we were like best friends for most of our lives. And uh,
I don’t know he dated her or whatever you want to call it. I think that was his first love. Actually, I remember she really did a number on him too
But uh,
Yeah, I don’t know.
He never really was that good of a friend. He was always like what do they call those, a friend of me.
Uh, friend friend, friend. Enemy friend me. Oh, it’s not Picking that up. So yeah, whatever.
But I remember people used to tell me. It’s like, man, he’s been over here talking a bunch of shit about you, like all the time. Like, I would somebody would be like, you know, Brandon You know, God dude. Y’all are friends? Well he doesn’t act like it.
You know, it was back when we were in like in bands and stuff together, he was always jealous and competitive. And it was weird and then he would get mad and we would have a falling out but then he’d come crawling back and be all like, hey, I
Something you know or not. Sorry, he never would say, he was sorry, it’s like hey let’s be friends again. It’s like okay. Yeah, so you can just do this again in like 2 or 3 years? I don’t remember. We had a big falling out in high school too because he was going to some pool party and he was rubbing that in my face cuz all these chicks were going to be there. I was like, well you aren’t going to talk to any of them, you know, and none of them are, you know, It’s not like any of them are going to give a shit about you and he fucking got so mad. But he was rubbing that in my face and it made me mad. So I said that and then we didn’t talk for like a year.
And, at the new school, we went to I was starting to get popular because I’m a crazy artist guitar player everybody was like hey dude and uh He was just like hey could we be friends again? And I didn’t really want to do it but I was like, you know, sure whatever. You know, like some of my best childhood memories were with him, like, we beat that game Contra for the NES. Yeah, I remember like stuff like that and just, you know, we were we’re buds, you know.
And then I met Eric and uh we had a lot more in common because Eric was more of a nerd. And Brandon was more of like a I don’t know.
We didn’t really have a whole lot of the same interests beyond music. Like, you know, in common we were the only 2 like really cool people. From the school, we grew up in. You know, we liked weird music and
You know. But he he liked, uh, he wasn’t much of an, intellectual like I was Like uh,
Real low brow, you know, like toilet humor and Stuff that you know it’s funny to me but not like constantly, you know, it was just like, okay.
But he didn’t like Dungeons and Dragons, or Star Trek and or any of that crap. And Eric did I don’t know, I just got to be better friends with Eric. 25 years ago
But um, Yeah, I still held him in pretty high esteem until
Uh gosh, it’s been almost 2 years ago, I noticed he friended Tiffany and was all talking to her on her fucking Facebook wall. And I was like, oh really
But who knows, you know? Yeah, that I don’t know where to start talking about that but What was my original point? Oh yeah. Anyways I just had that dream about Natalie. It was kind of like dang you know?
But uh,
I feel like I’m really loud.
3:13 AM
I don’t know. I can’t.
Anyways.
Um,
I guess I’m going to edit this, get up and get a shower and go to uh,
Go to work or something. Thank you, please.
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