6:07 PM
I just woke up from an app, A nap.
Yep, And.
I don’t know. It’s I got 1 more day off. I’m really happy about that.
I’ll probably.
Lay around here. I’m still kind of tired.
But I did stay up until like 4:30 a.m. working on music. And I drank like, 4 beers.
And passed out probably. Yeah about 4:30 and then I woke up Gosh, what? Like 8:30 or something and then I went to Publix and I got 2 things of sushi And a bunch of delicious food. Uh, just sandwich stuff though.
And the beer that I drank, I replaced that and um,
I was going to get 1 of the Sushi’s out. I ate like 1 whole 1 and then half of the other 1 and then when I pulled the sushi out earlier like 5 minutes ago, um it fell in the fucking floor. The pack split open. And dumped the rest of the sushi in the floor, and I got so mad.
And then it’s like, God damn it, but maybe it was for the best. I don’t know. It. Sure was delicious.
I guess I’ll eat a sandwich here in a minute.
I don’t really know what else to say. It’s like I’ve gotten a lot of stuff out.
I feel better.
I’ve gotten a lot of rest this weekend, yesterday, I worked out a bunch and then I rested
Then I rested. Yeah. Thanks, it changed it to what I really said.
To do my chores. But To do them. I have to do them, you know, they were like I’m going to do that later on tonight. So,
I’m so happy though that I got another day off and then it’s like 3 days and then half a day and then it’s my birthday.
Weekend and it is rotation weekend too. So I get to stay up late. Next weekend and that makes me happy. That’s the last week of days
Yeah, next week’s the last week of day shift and You know, I’m not worth a fuck on night shift, but for some reason, um, I just
I don’t know. It’s not like I’m going to find another job that pays as much as this 1, but
Sometimes I get really burned out. On that job and just being around the same people.
Over and over, and over, and over every day, you know?
I guess if I was on a different team that they all didn’t hate my fucking guts, it would be different.
But, but the good thing about that is, uh, it’s not just me. Yep.
I think I mentioned that in another post, didn’t I? That other people have been like dude, your team sucks. Yeah, so it’s, it’s not That makes me feel better.
Well, I thought about working on the concept album.
I’m having a hard time with uh motivation but I did just wake up and I did stay up. Like I said all night, I don’t know what else to talk about. Like
I don’t know, I don’t really feel like talking about ladies. Like you know how I always do.
Although that 1 chick who was in my brains really bad for about a month. Uh it went away but it came back kinda crazy this morning and then it went away again. So it was like well, You know, I don’t get anything for real like that and it’s probably though, I try to take a step back and look at it from a higher perspective.
I really would rather just work on my music and stuff.
But uh, it does though this this whole world gets kind of old to me, it wouldn’t be like that if I got to see my kids more often. You know, it’s just there’s not a lot of other stuff I care about like I do have my music and everything and you know, I’m a crazy artist person but I don’t care about That as much as. None of that matters compared to the kids.
It it kills me sometimes, it really does.
But I talked to my daughter earlier on Instagram and I was telling her actually about that chick and she was like, really that, you know, your ex-girlfriend’s friend? I was like yeah.
Yep. Um, she’s like, just ask her out, dude, and it’s like, well, I’ll tell you why I don’t. And, uh,
A lot of it is, you know, if if she just decided to be, she wanted to be mean about it, you know? I don’t know because I remember, she was really mean. And uh she is. She’s a really beautiful lady, but You know, if I messaged her and was like, hey, she could just be mean I’ve had that happen before A chick get in my brains and then be mean Because, you know, for whatever reason, I don’t know, I’m just afraid that she’d be like She would tell that ex girlfriend that like, hey, you know, guess who fucking sent me a friend request, you know, or guess who messaged me? Yeah. Like something like that and I just I’m not gonna make an idiot out of myself like that again.
Anybody here? For anybody? Yeah, like I’m just not doing it. Brittany took the cake on all that. It’s like, nope. It traumatized the fuck out of me, so never again.
And you know she’s really cool though that chick is and she likes decent music and she’s a really talented artist. She, uh,
You know, we actually have stuff in common I guess is my point, you know, but like I just don’t
I’d have to, I’m gonna have to see, like, we’re gonna have to cross paths out, you know.
Out somewhere besides the internets, you know? Because she could just as easily, you know, that’s the thing. Uh, she could
Somehow, I don’t know if they don’t do that though. They just get in my brains and, uh, It’s really funny. I just don’t have the, um,
Just don’t have it in me right now. It’s but that’s what my point is. You know, I was like I’d rather work on my music. I just told my daughter I was like I’m just going to make up a song about it. Yeah. Haha.
Oh shit, I’m getting really hungry. I took some Aunt acid.
Anti-acid.
Stuff.
Before I went to sleep and, uh,
I don’t know, I don’t know what else to say. Yeah yeah I might play some rdr2.
Yep.
But I’m going to eat, I’m going to have to eat. So I’m going to eat and edit this and uh, Shit, you know. I don’t. I’m just I I don’t know. Maybe I’m trying to Have another. 140 something day. Post Streak, I don’t Really have a lot of new stuff to talk about.
Which is good sometimes.
Haha, yay.
Thank you, please.
