3:33 PM
Hey there. Yep. It is Saturday afternoon and I just got a shower.
Just got out. And I’m like, what am I going to do today? Well, I need to go to the grocery store.
I need to change the oil in my car.
And I need to have fun haha. Hahaha. Yep. And um,
Well, when I got off work, I was like, maybe I’ll just stay up like I did last Saturday and, you know, be all retarded.
But I fell asleep. I think it was about 5.
A.m. Yep, and I was out. And I woke up about, 2:30.
My light was on, and my computer was on and I was like, well, I don’t know.
Sometimes though. Like the power goes off and if the power goes off, The uh, the light comes on because the light switch is on, I’ve got this. It’s uh,
It’s got a remote to it, but if you turn the, if you flip the switch off, and then on again, The light comes on.
So if the power flickered. Oh, that would, that would have turned the light on. And probably turned my computer back on that happens too. When the power goes out.
My computer will, uh, Like it loses the charger and then when it comes back on, it turns it on.
Yep, it’s a laptop. So that’s a
Unless 1 of my roommates came in here and That would be weird because I was just laying I was I wasn’t really wearing Um,
Any clothes except my underwear. Yeah. So that would that’s pretty bad if they did. But I don’t think. I don’t think they would. I’ve never gone.
In any of my roommates rooms.
Oh, unless Like they were in there, there was a reason. Yeah.
I’m pretty sure that this the, you know, that is explainable by uh the power flickering or if it just went off and came back on for any amount of time.
I had a really crazy dream but I can’t remember it.
It’s just, you know I woke up and like dang that’s a crazy dream. It’s funny how you can remember all that stuff and then all of the sudden it’s just gone but the feelings
Yeah, it’s like dang what a crazy dream. Can’t remember what it was about. So, but while I was dreaming it, it was, you know reality.
Dreams are really funny.
Nobody really has a Concrete.
Uh, real explanation for why it even exists. I mean, science and all but you know, they don’t know why. And then I’ve dreamt things that have came to pass. Or stuff that I didn’t know. I would figure out in my dream and then, Uh, when I woke up I would like look it up and then It would be a fact. For example, uh, 1 time, I had a dream that I went to Mount chih Hall
Yeah. And uh gosh you know wherever the hell that’s at close to Jacksonville it’s when I lived in Jacksonville and I didn’t know anything about any of it all but it was the highest point in Alabama. And I had seen that up on a map. In my dream and then uh, I looked it up on the internet when I woke up and it was true and I was like oh my God I dreamt a fact.
Yeah, so that’s an example of that.
I also used to have a lot of dreams that my ex-wife cheated on me. And, you know, well,
With the guy that she married. Yeah. So um,
Anyways.
I really. Oh really.
Want to get food.
Yeah, I’ve been having an acid reflux stuff uh, but when I woke up it was gone, everything was gone. And then uh, As soon as I started like, stirring about And when I went and got a shower, it just came back all of a sudden, it’s like, well, that’s You know, it’s probably Psychosomatic. Yep, a lot of things are and you can really fuck your body up. Uh, with your
Mind. Yeah.
I never had any kind of like health problems or anything weird and like,
You know, any kind of mental crazy stuff until my ex-wife and I moved in together and I got into business with my dad. I don’t know why I would keep referencing that it was like
Uh, but that’s, you know, and it’s like, I’ve been, I’ve spent a long time trying to recover from all of it. I don’t know. It’s crazy. It really is.
And I dream about that kind of shit too. It’s like In my dreams I’ll still be like That’s what was my dream was generator stuff. I had to fix a Transfer switch. Yeah, I mean that’s just that happens all the time I still dream about like Working for my dad, doing generators and I’m still married to my ex-wife, you know, that’s like I dream about that. Pretty regularly. It’s just like the setting. You know.
It’s uh,
It’s really crazy or I’ll like be working for my house. Remodeling boss. It was a lot like working for my dad, but not as insane. Yeah. But I don’t know, it’s kind of funny because I do work around um, like my team. There’s 1 guy. That’s pretty awesome.
But, For the most part though, like uh my team are a bunch of little babies and they hate me because I’m not and I sing about it, you know. It’s like I work around the babies. Got to be careful got to be careful around the babies and that guy who doesn’t like me. He’s the biggest baby and it’s like Uh, I don’t know. He tries to he like over asserts himself. To me and it’s like dang dude, you know Just grow up like it’s not that I don’t mean grow up as in stop having fun. I mean, like, You know, work on improving yourself. You don’t just automatically get to be awesome without working for it, you know?
He’s got a little ego too. It’s kind of funny.
And he can’t do a damn thing. He went home early last night so actually
Uh, but yeah last night everybody was just really tired. 1 Guy didn’t come back from the bathroom for like, you know, I can’t remember how long it was a long time and then uh, this other dude, that wants to be a team lead.
He just, um,
I don’t know, everything started like a few things started going wrong at the last quarter and he wouldn’t do anything extra to help. And so I had to do like it. I had to do the extra stuff and I was like, damn dude, and you want to be a team lead? We were really short handed too. You know, I was just thinking But I was like, I wonder how long these guys would last working for, you know, my house remodeling boss or my dad, you know. As I was thinking like gosh
I bet they wouldn’t last fucking 2 hours working for my dad and probably wouldn’t even last till lunch working for my house. Remodeling boss.
It’s crazy though. About this, the job that I have like this 1 chick on my team. I love her so much, don’t get me wrong Okay? This like, she’s the only lady on my team, though. There’s 5 of us. So it’s not is there 5 of us?
Yeah. And uh, It took her 6 months to learn this 1 process and took her like 2 months to even get certified on any process and uh, you know, a week. A week and a half is usually like average.
But when I worked at Honda, they would not let you do that, you had like a week to learn your process and that was it.
And they would fire you if you didn’t learn your process.
In a, you know, in a reasonable amount of time, I was thinking but that’s the people I work with every day and nobody else in the plant like nobody else. Is like that takes 2 months to learn a process. It’s like It’s weird. It’s like but my team you know, and people, more than one person, have told me like that they felt sorry for me that those were my team members. It’s like I’m the only, you know, It’s it’s, uh,
Well like I said, 1 of the guys is really awesome most of the time but I think they all hate me anyways. So it’s uh, I don’t want to talk about that anymore. I was just thinking, like, I just wonder how long they would last working for my house remodeling boss, or my dad, or my uncle. Yeah.
Of course, you know, I don’t think they would pass an initial interview. So,
I don’t know, um, but it’s just crazy.
And I can tell like the 1 guy, he doesn’t like me, he is trying, he’s trying to work that um I think he’s going to try to get out on disability at some point and that’s people do that. That Tiffany chick.
Um, it’s really crazy. I don’t know why I’m talking about this. It’s like going off on another rant, though. Uh, I was looking at her stuff the other day on Facebook and I just don’t know why I cried over her for 2 months. I mean it’s me, you know, I’m retarded but uh I just don’t think I missed anything. You know I was like dang. Looking at her stuff? But that’s what she did. She uh, really was just, you know.
A lazy person and she ended up like, it doesn’t take much you. What what you do is you go to, uh, they have these things. I think it’s called early intervention. Yeah. EI,
Uh, I’m going to have to tap that in but um,
You know, you go to those, you have to document all this stuff and then, you know, you go to Medical. Uh, like I think that dude, he had 2 medical appointments yesterday. It’s like okay, or or maybe that was Thursday, but anyways, uh, but that’s what you do, you know? And I’ve seen it, several people do this, just in the year and a half that I’ve been there. And that Tiffany chick, but uh, you do that enough and then you end up having
To have some kind of, you know, surgery, I think she had a shoulder surgery and I think she had more than 1 And uh, then she got out on workman’s comp and then from there, it’s uh, you know, disability and then you get that big fat disability. Uh, back pay. Check, I think my old friend Brandon bought a house with his And uh yeah. Like I know a lot of people that’s on disability, of course, a lot of people on that I know on disability or, you know, they get crazy checks like that’s what they call that. I’m sure that anybody reading this would know what that is. But uh,
I know a lot of people, I know a disproportionate amount of people. On disability. It’s it’s kind of like dang. Um, I’m not going to name them all off because it’s about a dozen.
But that’s what a lot of people do and it’s like well I mean I guess you can go that route if you want, you know it’s your life but I just could not Because everybody, I know that’s on disability is bat Shit fucking crazy. Yep.
And if if they weren’t, uh, before they got on disability, which I guess you kind of would have to be, you know, to
Cripple your fucking self. You have to give up you know, a lot of your agency to do that.
3:49 PM
It’s like my front Eric, he’d be rather be fucked all the hell up than get a job. It’s the lesser of 2 evils Yeah, that’s uh that’s how and you know having a job does suck. It does it sucks.
To have to get up. And go work at a job. That is not interesting. And it’s the same thing over and over and over and I am a special case because I developed this ability to detach like on a level that. Uh most people wouldn’t even think about and that allows me to create You know, that’s where all my songs, most of my Fucking shit comes from So it’s like, well.
This is turning into a long post though. I was just like blah, blah, blah. I need to go to the grocery store. What am I going to do today? Well, here’s a bunch of crap. Oh yep.
I woke up also to a bunch of texts from my friend, Justin and Colorado Rebecca and
German Rebecca messaged me the other day and, uh,
I don’t, I don’t know, like she said she was
Dealing with a lot from Lymes Disease. And uh, so I haven’t really talked to her since August or something. Yeah, she sent me a bunch of weird stuff and then kind of disappeared but she’s been popping back up on Facebook like making posts. Like, you know, 1 or 2 posts in the last month or so.
Oh, that’s right. It’s October. This is the third.
Yeah, I need to go to Publix and I’m going to get I don’t need to wait like until it’s you know like later to go. I need to go now so I can uh,
They have everybody. What am I saying? What am I trying to say? Uh they have the meat section right there? Like the the you know, the deli meat and the cheese and stuff. And well, if you wait too long all that shit’s going to be gone.
The best time to go to Publix and get that stuff. Is uh, right when they open. Yep. The bread’s all fresh. They have like everything out. And,
Yeah, it’s pretty great and nobody’s in there at 7:00 a.m.
That’s why I was going to stay up. You know, but then I just didn’t I couldn’t and I did like yesterday, uh, You know, I got up really early so I had been up. I think I fell asleep for like an hour.
Uh, yesterday afternoon before work but I had been up since 9:30. So that’s another reason I just kind of fell asleep. I didn’t really care like well, you know, if I fall asleep I need the I need to sleep. Yeah.
You know, I hate to say this though but part of me wants to just
Edit this and post it, and then go back to sleep, but I need to do stuff.
I bought a whole bunch of food at work yesterday.
Yeah, I did. And I was like, what the hell is wrong with me? I bought all this food and I was going to eat it, you know, like I bought this giant thing of sushi. They had and the cafeteria and uh this other like chicken and rice bowl. And um, I was going to eat 1 of them before the shift started, you know, for breakfast and then 1 for lunch. And uh, I ate about half the sushi thing and I was like, shit That’s enough. And so I still had a whole bunch of sushi left and then this other whole meal of chicken and rice bowl. And I don’t recall, if I talked about the dude there, that’s half German, that speaks German, I don’t know. But anyways, he’s a really cool guy but he apparently didn’t have lunch, he had lost his wallet. He lost his phone the other day, I don’t know.
But, uh, he’s, he’s like, he’s really young though, too. He’s like a kid. Kind of, I mean, he’s he’s a young adult but um, I was like, hey dude, you ain’t got no lunch. And he was like, No And I thought well I got all this damn food like here to eat this and I gave him the Rice Bowl. And ate the sushi. And then I went and got me a bunch of other crap. And uh, so I was like, well, I guess that’s why I did cuz he didn’t have 1 cuz I don’t, I don’t like, I was like, what the hell was I thinking about on All the fucking food?
It was $40. I spent $40. That’s what I mean. It’s like what the hell is wrong with me?
But I thought Dang, it’s Friday. Yeah. Let’s let’s let’s have a great day.
Um, I don’t know. Yeah, I’ll just I don’t really have anything else to say.
I mean, I do but I need to do other stuff so I’ll probably make a post later. Yay.
Thank you, please.
