2:22 PM
Well.
I guess I give up on trying to find the costume stuff today. I went all over Huntsville. And I went to places that I would never go normally like the mall. Hahaha.
And I didn’t find anything. I found this Overcoat that was if they would have had a 3X, I would have gotten it.
It was $128, but they only had a 2X and that was okay, but for the price, You know, if I’m going to spend $130 on some bullshit like that, a Halloween costume.
And I probably would totally wear it again. Because I would have Paid that much money for it, right? But uh,
Yeah, it’s going to be 1 that fits me very well if I’m going to Shell out that kind of money.
And I went to Target, I went to Fucking the Burlington Coat Factory. Which I always imagined. I never had been in before ever, but I always imagined it was some kind of Huge Place full of coats. Um, I remember the advertisements when I was a kid. It’s like Burlington. Coat Factory. You know. They have like a, the little jingle was like
Something, you know, it just made it seem like this huge
Uh like they always had like Giant Factory sale, you know? Burlington Coat Factory, had it made out was like this huge place with all these coats and I go in there and it’s like a fucking
It’s like a it’s like a dollar store almost that’s the vibe and the way it kind of looked It was really bad and it just had a bunch of shit. And I asked the people, I was like, do y’all have trench coats? No, so I went to Dillards. Trench coats? Nope, went to Target, uh, that Ross place that I don’t even like to say that word. And, um, I went to, uh, Belks I went to a couple of sporting goods stores, you know, you know thinking cuz they have every damn thing else. Went to Walmart of course because you never know, sometimes Walmart has shit.
I went to books a million for fun. Haha. And I didn’t really see anything I wanted there though. It was next to Academy Sports that I thought. Well, maybe they have a trench coat here. No, no, no. And, uh, oh, and I went to this thrift store, this big Thrift Mart, or something. What it was called,
Because somebody had posted on Reddit, they saw a cool trench coat there and this was like a few days ago, but it wasn’t there. Of course,
I thought about you know, maybe I should have just went around yesterday. Looking at everything. But, uh, I don’t know. I should have done this a month ago, I ended up ordering this thing. It was like Oh,
I don’t know. I think I might have just wasted $40 ordering this fucking thing. I saw online that it probably isn’t going to be here. In time for Halloween, but it might be? You never know.
But,
I’ll find something before the end of the week absolute worst case scenario. I’ll just Be something else for Halloween. I’ll I’ll be a pirate or something. You know, I just wanted to be the the hatman because I’ve seen him a couple times actually. The uh, I read. Whoever from China, right? Uh, like read an article that I posted last year talking about the hatman where I had seen him in 2 of my dreams. I don’t know, he looked different to me like everybody I’ve seen posts. Stuff about it’s like a dark figure with like glowing eyes but this dude had uh he had just a white head. It was like a white featureless like kinda glowy head but it wasn’t really that glowy it was just white and featureless. It was like a Almost like a mannequin. Face but round with no features. Yeah, and a hat. But he was dressed like a, like a gangster or something from the 40s or like, uh, yeah. Somebody like, in the government like a government agent or something and he was carrying a briefcase like that was, and it was just the most dumi. Fucking know, do me.
Doom.
Yeah, uh out of fear like shaking paralyzed with fear. You know, um, it was crazy like it was just pure like just
Fearful dreadful energy, Doom. Haha and I I was like, still through all that I was like, hey, you know, and tried to chase him down and He always like just turned his back and like, what? Like disappeared.
Yeah, when I saw him and it was something from totally outside of my brain, like it wasn’t, you know, I have dreams are you know, And usually I can I’ve I just do whatever in a dream but this was something else. It was a totally different. Like entity was like, It was from the outside of my dream world and my dream things, whatever, right?
I don’t know why. I get so many notifications for my fake account. My fake Facebook account on this phone. It’s just like here. And, you know, I’ve got 20 some odd unread conversations. Because I don’t want to talk about all that. It’s a chick account. It’s like I just made it to Mess. Uh, with Whatever the mbti groups and I caught my ex fiance in there 1 time and I let her have it for being a liar. Oh my God.
And,
But like, dudes messaging me all the time from on that account. I don’t ever have messenger. Like I don’t ever log into that messenger but every day it’ll give me notifications. It’s like you have all these unread conversations. Oh yeah, I know.
Anytime I use that account, I had to take the active status off because if I’m online like a guy called me, jacking off 1 time and it’s like I have 1 picture up, dude. Like, what is wrong with people? It’s really fucking crazy. I don’t know. But, uh, the Hat Man was something completely outside of all this. It was, uh, I don’t know the version of it. I saw was uh, completely different than what I’ve read. Most people see.
And it was just you know came into the dream I wasn’t on anything. I hadn’t been taking like
Of medication. What Benadryl people, you know. And what’s so funny though is I went to that Spirit Halloween store right next to the Guitar Center and it was the lamest shit like that, was the lamest store I’ve ever been in and this, uh, person or something like jumped out and was like, welcome to the Spirit Halloween! And scared, the living shit out of me. And I was like, Hey, where’s y’all’s restrooms? They didn’t have a restroom and it just got really awkward. And I was like, well, I’m I’m going to be the hatman for Halloween. And I need to, I need help putting the costume together, and they didn’t even know what the hatman was. And so I was like, well okay so I went looking over at the hats and another person came up and I was like hey I’m going to be the hatman. Can you help me? And they were like, oh yeah, I know what the hatman is and they just like, recited this thing that like they had just looked it up and memorized it. When I came in and you know, cuz they didn’t any of them, know what the hatman was. And I thought that was kind of crazy because I didn’t know what the hatman was either though until I had those dreams. And then I looked it up the last time and it’s apparently, you know, it was a phenomenon and it’s like, this is other people have this, Too? It’s crazy. So I was like, I’m, that’s what I’m going to be for Halloween. But when I was at Target, I got uh,
Like, a triple shot espresso.
Um, caramel frappe
And so I’m pretty jacked up right now and I went by Whole Foods I got another double shot to caffeine coffee drink. Triple. Yeah, triple shot. It’s a triple. We lost a
Oh my God, and I got Nami, hot food, uh, hot bar food. Yep, but that’s uh, that’s been my day. It started off. I went to look at a fence for uh, my roommate’s friends. And, There’s a whole lot to do before we even can think about fixing the fence because they have a yard.
Uh, that’s like bamboo Thicket now and they just want it all chopped down. So I’m going to try to get my son. To help me with it. In a couple of weeks, and we’re going to Going to chop it all down, he’ll have a lot of fun with that.
And then I’ll pay him. I will pay him.
It’s like yeah, let him earn some Christmas money or something.
But that was the most exhausting shit going around through all those. Stores. And Oh, it did. It just wore me out.
And I think I saw this chick. I used to work with at Target, who’s an absolute skank. But of course, you know, I kind of had a crush on her. And oh my gosh, she was so nasty. And that’s kind of the thing is I like really, really bad women and it’s, uh, Oh, it’s so awful, it really is. And
Um, anyways though, I saw her in the mall walking. I think with her mom or something. I was like, dang, you know?
But uh, I didn’t talk to her so much at Work though because I mean I could have but she had a boyfriend at the time and then they uh she got pregnant and had a baby and
Shit. I don’t even really remember her name off the top of my head, but she badged me in 1 day. When I first started working there, it was. I was holding up traffic, it was kind of crazy.
But um, oh she was. She was like, she was beautiful but like she was also really nasty and I don’t, you know, you know what I mean. Yeah, it’s like, okay. There’s something wrong with me.
That was this chick, uh, The last time I was on day shift, I called her Elsa because she had, you know, like white hair dyed hair. Like it was she looked like Elsa and she was really tall and she had a pick marks all over her arms and her Face because she was on meth and she would just be out of her gourd like Uh she worked for 1 of those auxiliary companies like, like stringing up the wires on this thing, she had a radio, so she was some kind of boss and she was just like, looping around like,
Strutting all over the little Department. Fixing up the wires and I would just watch her. I was like, I love you Elsa! Uh, you know, and Uh, I was like there’s my Elsa and I was, I was just smitten with this. Dope head. You know she was beautiful though but she was She was um she had a lot of problems and those are the kind of women that I’ve fallen in love with.
Yep. Oh my goodness.
Just kind of spaced out thinking about that for a second. Yes. What is wrong with me here?
I don’t know, I’ve had a lot of caffeine so it’s almost time to work out.
And I’m going to do that.
Right after I post this, thank you. Please!
