9:00 PM
Oh gosh, what am I doing waiting for this? Chicken and rice Meola to cool off.
Haha, I guess, yeah. This, it’s a meal.
To cool off.
I tell you, um, I’ve been doing the gym and working out like a piece of shit. Crazy asshole, uh, for the last month, this whole month and
I feel great. It’s great. I’m tired as hell, though. I really
Want to fall asleep? I got to eat all of this.
And uh,
Yeah, I’m tired but I feel good. It’s really funny.
Apparently where I work. We are uh, sometime this week, building the 1 millionth car.
That’s a lot of cars at this facility and everybody.
Um, I don’t know how excited everybody is actually. But they’re making a big thing out of it and it is pretty exciting. If you you know If you really want to break it down, I mean the stuff I do every day. It’s kind of hard to
Um,
You know, for your old just Entry-level us grunts on the line people, you know, were just toiling and suffering. So it’s uh, It’s like, oh boy. You know, it’s just most of us just want to get through the day and go home. And not think about it and it’s like, oh yeah well that’s great and all, but uh, we get that bonus and then we get all that. Time off on the holidays and everybody I think is way more looking forward to that than the millionth car, but it’s still pretty cool. Because it is a pretty great company. And it’s huge and it’s actually a really, really good job. And I have some crappy ass people on my team and they’re so ignorant. Like. Uh, it’s not like that, though. Like all over the plant, but you have these little pockets of fucking weirdos. And it wasn’t like that this time. Last year, I had some different team members, and they were really cool and everything was funny and stupid and it wasn’t that bad and nobody got all up in your shit. Acting like they’re helping you and then got mad when you don’t do the same thing to them. Like seriously, like there’s this guy on my team and he’s you know at first I thought he was a really awesome guy and I guess depends on how you look at it you know. But uh he will just get all up in your shit and get in your way to help. It’s like he’s helping you but he gets in your way. And uh, a lot of times he’ll get behind on his own process. Like what kind of Sense does any of that? Make? We’re all certified on our processes. And everybody can do their processes, but then he acts like, he’s just helping, like from the bottom of his Heart you know, and he’s like, helping, he’s fucking his own shit up to help you out. And it’s weird, and it’s redundant. And Um, they’re actually, they all work like that with each other. There’s like 3, dudes. And they all do that and uh, I don’t do that and they don’t like it that I don’t do that. It’s like, well, you know, I’ve been doing this shit before y’all came along. And it’s really stupid and I think it’s just something they have this Collective web of interdependency that I am, I refuse to be a part of And it wasn’t like that before, not just before they came along but, we got this new team lead guy back about 6 or so months ago but he left. Thank God. He went back today. Apparently, he went back to the place. He came from and Like he did the same thing too he would just get all up in my shit and I would be like, okay, thanks, I guess but you know, we don’t need help. We don’t need to help each other like that, it’s, it’s weird. And they do, they just get all up in your shit. It interrupts the flow of uh like you know, you get into a rhythm And you know, your timing and everything and you’re like, okay, this blam blam blam and that blam, blam. And then it’s like wait a minute. No, cuz here pops up this dude like
In your fucking way. Like he’s helping you and it’s not helping it’s annoying As piss.
So, I have to deal with that every day and they hate me because I don’t do that. I’ve actually stopped even doing anything like that, for them, you know, because I just don’t want to participate in their bullshit and it’s just them. Like nobody else did that? I’ve I’ve worked there. I worked there for like 6 months before they came along 6 or 7 months and then they just act like you know, I’m just this piece of crap because I don’t work like they do. But the way they work is very inefficient. And redundant, I can’t stress that last word enough. It’s ridiculous and annoying. And uh, they all you know.
They’re lazy as hell too, the Irony of that and I’m the only 1 who stays after and cleans everything up. We have uh, a special day um, to clean up
Like Wednesdays or something. And uh, like this last Wednesday, I was the only 1 who did anything and they were all just standing around laughing and talking and I was the 1, you know, sweeping everything up and they were dicks about it. You know, it’s it’s really?
It’s gotten really old, but, uh, it’ll probably maybe be able to get better because we got a new guy and he’s really awesome. And then the, we got our old team lead back. And that the other team lead who left sucked because he just facilitated all this crap. It’s weird. And I don’t know, maybe it’ll get better now but I am. I’m so sick of those dudes. And the fact that they act like I’m this piece of shit and I throw it back at them. I don’t just take it. I’m just like Y’all bunch of fucking
Stupid babies and that’s all they really are.
I don’t have anything in common with them, I’m like 20 years older than everybody. I’m almost 30 years older than one of the dudes. And they have just, I think You know, their Collective IQ is probably about 100. Yeah, I don’t know what else to say about that but it just it’s like Every day, you know, every single day, all day long. And I see these people, I’m around these people more than I am, anybody else? And it was not like that this time last year, that’s kind of the thing. It’s like, I remember when I came to work and I was like, yay, yippee, I’m so happy. I’m working, you know, and now I’m just like, dang, it’s this shit sucks. These people make It suck for me but they think they’re better than I am for some fucking reason. And this 1, dude, the guy that I talked about, he’ll get up in your shit. He was saying stuff the other day. He was like, I could hear him saying it. To himself about how I don’t care about anything but myself and all this bullshit and it’s like, you know, y’all don’t even know me.
And I’m the 1 who stays after and sweeps. The fucking line people like me are why we got like this Trophy and the bonus And all this other crap and they just show up and jack off and go home. And that’s uh I guess I’m just bitching about that. It’s it’s really stupid. But I have to deal with this all day long, every day and I see these people more than I see anybody else. I’m around these people more than I am any other people and It’s
Ridiculous, and you can’t. You know, like the way they act towards me, it’s like a, you know, it’s so weird and I blocked them all on Facebook, too. Yeah, because I know they stalk my shit. Anything the slightest bit wrong to them, in their minds that I do they blow totally out of proportion. And if I’m nice or anything I’m just being fake. You know, I’m just a fucking asshole and just nobody else treats me like that and more than one person has Told me like, dude, your team fucking sucks like everybody. Yeah, everybody knows it and it’s not um,
I guess it. It’s not just me? Yeah. Uh I just work with a bunch of crappy fucking dipshits all day long every day. With the exception of the new guy, you know, and the this chick that works on our team. She’s pretty cool. But um, yeah anyways and we got the Old team lead back, and he’s really awesome, so maybe everything will get better.
And that’s, uh, that’s my rant, I guess for now, I’m just trying to kill some time. Letting this shit cool off because I’m really hungry and I’ve been working out so much that my appetite is like It was when I was in my 20s. Which is good but it kind of hits me too. Because I go into the gym and it’s like, man, I should I should uh this is a lot. It takes a lot now to for me to get tired. Like I have to work out really hard for like an hour and a half straight. And I still could do more. I just I left it was the the night shift people came in and it just, I don’t know. I just felt like it was time for me to go. But uh, hell, it was almost 7 oclock when I left.
It was like dang yeah I still could do more stuff. I wasn’t I haven’t I hadn’t quite worn myself out yet. Even though I did, uh, 20 minutes on the treadmill and about 7 of those minutes was up the hill as steep, as the treadmill would go. Like the hill that I walked up, uh, Saturday and Sunday.
Hundreds and hundreds of reps with all kinds of weights. Lots of variations of stuff and, uh,
Yeah, I’m like It’s like a can’t do enough. It’s really funny, but
I’m finally starting to really see the results. And I’m, I’m really just building a foundation. Uh, in the next few weeks, hopefully, I’ll I’ll have myself built up enough where I can start doing, heavy weights again. Like just kind of ease that in there and then maybe in 6 months I’ll be a fucking You know, on my way back on to track, what am I even? I’m so tired. I’m going to have to edit this now. So Um, yeah, Yeehaw me Just I just hope everything gets better uh, with the people around the people I work with. I wish they would just move me to another place but you know how that goes, right? I guess I don’t know. And then um, Yeah, I just got to keep going to the gym.
Keep taking care of myself and eating a whole bunch. My acid reflux and all that stuff. Since I’ve been working out this month a lot, it it has not it’s not been that big of a deal.
9:13 PM
Yay. Thank you, please.
