6:43 PM
Shit. Okay.
Okay. Anyways, um, I just I had to eat a sandwich and as usual my brain gets ahead of, uh, what I’m doing. It’s like let’s make a blog post. Well, you can’t really do that when you’re eating a sandwich. And then I had to drink some almond milk. And eat some of these melon pieces. Now, why am I doing that? Because I have acid reflux, really bad. It’s self diagnosed. I was like, you know, what the hell is wrong that like, I am dying. I can’t sometimes I can’t breathe. And my vocals have been fucked up. Like all year and, uh, Just kind of hit me all of a sudden. It’s like, you know, what the hell is wrong, man? And then I remembered, um, My cousin had the same problem when he was in college. A lot of stress. Yeah, a lot of it was stress, but he also ate crap all the time and drank and insane amount of coffee. Which is what I do now and my dad had the same problem and that’s what it is. It’s acid reflux. And so I’ve been, um, I put myself on a bland diet, you know, For the most part.
And uh,
It’s it’s gotten a little better. Yeah my singing voice is I mean it’s just going to take a little bit for me to get all my stuff. Uh, I have no idea, maybe.
Sooner than later. But, um, You know, a lifetime of just eating hot dogs and dumping hot sauce on everything. Hahaha And I do, I eat SpaghettiOs with fucking a shit ton of hot sauce on it for lunch every day. And it’s kind of funny. Um, I just I eat spicy stuff and crap and greasy bullshit that’s all I eat. And so it’s like well that’s what is uh, That’s what it is. I have acid reflux for all real bad and um my uh friend Justin does too but he takes shit for it. I’m just going to change my diet. I quit smoking I quit drinking I quit doing drugs. I gotta quit eating. Do I got to quit? What? I have to quit eating crap, too, you know?
I mean, I can still eat crap sometimes but not after not. What? Not before my brains. Yeah it’s the transition and it’s the rotation week. Uh from night shift to day shift, and I’m so stupid right now. It’s
It’s not even funny. So um, it’s not funny at all, it’s sad. It’s kind of pathetic and everybody is like that.
At work and uh, oh gosh, I have a story. I have a Brittany story, I sure do, because I have not really thought much about Brittany and this is how it goes too. Um, you know, I get, I’ll go a few weeks without thinking about her.
I mean, yeah, Brittany is a, um, she’s pretty important but
By the time I stop thinking about her um for real, something will happen to remind me of her. It’s like, oh yeah. She still exists and like or I will pass her on 431. Or something crazy. And, uh, just all the damn time. It’s something. Well, I work with this, dude. He’s the new guy. I call him new guy. And uh,
He’s a really cool, dude. He’s really young. He’s like 21. And um, I was telling him about the Honda plant. The line went down for a while we had some downtime so we’re just kind of hanging out and I can’t even remember how I got to talking to him, uh, about it. I think I was telling him about um, When I worked where I worked now. The first time. Yeah. And then I left it for Honda and all that. And why I did and all this shit, you know, it’s a long story but it’s, it really is. It’s a crazy long story and I was, um, I was telling him, I was like, yeah, you know, and then at Honda I have, uh, you know, I have an active stalker, which I hate to call her that, but that’s all she’s turned into. That’s fucking all she is. And it sucks. And I didn’t go off into the really, really crazy shit, but I told him kind of gave him a Sort of a 5 or 10 minutes, summation of like what happened with Brittany. And what is so funny about that though because I was like, yeah, I was at Honda and this chick named Brittany, you know, and uh, he was like a Brittany from Honda, uh, like what? Wait a minute. I think I might know her and I was like, no, you don’t know her. And he was like yeah, dude. Uh, he and 1 of his friends were in Gadsden and saw this band. He said they were from Nashville. But he couldn’t remember the place.
But he had got to talking to her and I guess she had told him about working at Honda and her name was Brittany and all this stuff and um Holy shit, and she was, uh, Like working at the bar, they were talking to her and one of her friends. They were pretty lit, haha and he was telling me about how weird she was like, he was like that is the weirdest girl I’ve ever met and I was like, oh yeah, she is. She’s totally like the biggest crush I ever had, but I didn’t tell him that either
It totally fucked my brains up so bad that uh of course now it’s just like, you know, at the time like and this wasn’t this was like Fucking 1:00 or something. 1:30. I think or something like that. This afternoon. Um I’m so tired right now though and now I’ve ran out of steam talking about it but it’s like shit.
And I showed him a picture of her and he was like yep that’s her and it was crazy. I was like yeah that’s she ruined my life. She drove me so crazy. I had a nervous breakdown and that’s why I’m not at Honda. That’s the only reason I’m not at Honda and then my life got really fucked up and shitty after That for about a year and a half, it was horrible. I didn’t get to see the kids for a year on a regular basis because of how crazy she drove me and my ex wife thought, I’d just fucking Lost my goddamn mind forever. You know and I hadn’t really. It’s just what like it was such a fucking stupid story that nobody you know. Like she just thought I was making it up in my head. I was like I’m not that damn crazy. I’m not like my mom. You know, not like that. Anyways, it’s just oh my God. It wasn’t until she tried to follow my daughter on Tik. Tok that they like she finally was my ex-wife was finally like, okay, you know?
But yeah, like I couldn’t believe like that, coworker, dude. He was like,
Uh, holy shit and just how weird he said she was and then how she was hitting on his friend. Hahaha And uh, I just thought that was really funny. I was like, yeah, that that’s she’s supposedly has a boyfriend or something. But um, as I was telling him about her doing all this crazy shit and he just his eyes got real big. He was like, no way. I was like, yeah, that chick. That’s Like I don’t even know where to start. I got a bunch of music out of it and blah blah blah. I don’t know. That was the highlight of my week, I guess. And I got a new tire, I had to had to go to Walmart and get a new tire and then I got uh, some stuff from public. So I got home kind of late. And I’m really tired, but
I just ate the food. And the heartburn, my heartburn is going away and it’s stupid. But I’m just going to be on a bland diet for a while, like no spicy things and no crazy food for a while and that’s fine. You know.
I’m really fucking tired. The hardest thing that’s going to be um, it’s going to be to for me to stop. I can’t I can, I can’t even fucking talk. I’m tripping all up.
All what talking about my words? Like I can’t. I’m so fucking out of it. But, um,
Hold on. What was I even saying? What was I even talking about?
I know, like,
Oh God, 6 weeks out of the year uh, is the rotation from? From nights to days, then it’s the worst weeks ever. The Monday back is the worst Monday in the universe. What was I talking about? So I’m gonna have to scroll up. I can’t even remember what the hell I was saying.
Oh?
Yeah, the hardest thing that is going to be for me to give up is caffeine And I’m going to have to like, Figure. That 1 out but I don’t know. I’m I’m going to wrap this up. I’m going to have to edit the shit out of this for it to make any sense, probably, but I just couldn’t believe it. Like that guy had met Brittany. I mean, that was just like no fucking way because I hadn’t even been thinking about her, and something always happens about the time. I stopped thinking about her something happens. That reminds me. She exists in a really in a very real way and it’s like, wow but that’s uh that’s twin flames, you know? And I didn’t tell him that. I was like I didn’t tell him that. You know, she’s my counterpart and we were frogs in a past life. Yeah. Like yeah, I’m not crazy like my mom at all for real.
Ha, ha ha ha. Ha. Ha ha ha.
Ha.
Oh my God, give me the yay. Yay! Thank you, please.
