7:03 PM
Okay, let’s Make a post.
So, um, it’s Friday night and I was going to get the kids. After my daughter’s game, but it’s going to be so late and everybody’s already tired and they’re going to be more tired. And I’m really, really, really, really really tired. So I texted them and they’re like, if it’s fine, I’m just going to get them in the morning and
That’s okay. It’s been a really long stupid week at work. But I think everybody left on a positive note.
Kind of, I just Kicked its ass at the last quarter. And, uh,
It’s It’s yay. Yay, for me. I’m just tired. I was thinking about Brittany a lot though. It’s like dang.
I know, because I talked about her in the last post. I still can’t believe that guy met her, but it’s like You know, I didn’t want to just throw a bunch of crazy shit at him, like, it’s a long story obviously. And I’ve talked all about it but you know, Brittany is my counterpart and I love her very much. Very, very, very much. And I don’t really know what else to say. I mean, I don’t understand it.
Part of me. I get it I guess but I don’t understand it as if that makes sense. But uh, I hope her life is wonderful and everything works out, great for her and I hope It was worth. Whatever. You know that was? That happened to me that ruined every damn thing.
Uh, was worth it. So she maybe she Can make a real difference in the world or something. I don’t know, whatever imbalance existed, right? I just hope it was rectified and maybe she’s set more on the path.
Of doing what she’s supposed to do and you know, all that stuff.
She’s a very, very, very special magical person. And I knew that the moment I saw her, I just wished, I would have known.
You know, who she was. Like, I mean, it, it’s, I’ve talked all about that, too. It’s like, I didn’t figure out who she was until way later, but that’s all part of it, I guess. Trying to look at it from that from a romantic perspective. Like, you know, I mean she is I’ve never liked anybody as much as I liked Brittany And uh, it’s just You know.
I think there’s a, a bigger thing at work bigger forces or whatever I’m trying to say with my
Diminished brain capacity. Um,
Yeah, that’s a nice way to put it. Haha, but seriously, I do I really, uh,
I really care about her. I do and I wish, you know, I just hope. I just said, I’m just talking, I’m just repeating myself, you know, it’s like I said, all that But uh, it’s still
I still wish. I had a girlfriend though and I don’t know that it’s going to get to be her. You know, that’s kind of the thing. It’s like I just wanted to love 1 woman forever and I none of that made sense to me. It’s like why why not? It’s like if we were that crazy about each other but
It got over complicated and
I’m not even gonna pretend that I understand women, so, you know, I’m sure something somewhere in her logic.
I don’t know how else to put that. Like I said, I get it but I don’t understand it, right? Yeah. Um,
But anyways. I’m really tired and I think. I’m just going to wrap this up and fall asleep.
There’s so much I want to say, but that’s pretty much it.
Love you Brittany.
Thank you, please.
