9:04 AM
Well, it’s Sunday morning.
Yep.
I’m getting ready to wind down. And go to sleep, but I just thought I’d make a blog post
I’ve been kind of sad the last couple of hours. I just miss the kids.
I really really, really miss my kids.
I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to make it. Better, you know. I don’t really have. I don’t really know how to fix it right now. It it makes me really sad.
And that’s what, uh, that’s what’s going on with me right now. I’m just like, dang
It never gets any easier and really like, I’ll just distract myself. Gosh and I feel like the Worst Dad ever
Yep. I don’t know. I just thought I would put that out there. I’m just sad and Really sad.
Thinking about how much I miss my kids and how much I love my kids, but I don’t ever get to see them. And I hope it gets better. I really do.
I guess making up that song about my sister. Yeah, kind of made me think about like the different Bunches of stuff but it’s the same stuff but it’s like, dang, you know?
I used to have a lot more people in my life.
Like in in an active way like I just
I keep to myself.
Most of the time and everything except when I have my kids.
Yep, I don’t know. That’s just just My existence right now has been for the last few years ever since I had that nervous breakdown and left the Honda plant.
It’s so dumb, but whatever.
I have those. I’ve been productive about Music and stuff. I’ve been working on. I had a good practice, you know?
I did. And I went over about 5 or 6 songs earlier, I went walking about 6 oclock and it was dark. It was dark until I got back. At like,
It was almost 7 when I got back from walking and it was just starting to get light out.
But it was also overcast. I think the, I think it’s mostly cloudy is what the Weather app says,
Well, I guess I’m just going to try to I’m just going to lay here. And I mean,
I’m either going to fall asleep. Yeah. Probably or uh, Who knows? But I don’t think I’m going to get back up and do anything else. Cuz I’m
I’m really tired.
Thank you, please.
